Dingyan is about to graduate in three months. I am already 23 years old. I have never been in love or received a scholarship. I have never been in double digits since the first grade of junior high school, maybe since elementary school. I even failed to pass CET-4 in college four times. Looking back on my life, I am a complete failure. I always thought that I was not that bad, but when I wrote this paragraph, I realized how miserable I was. I always thought that it was just human nature to be narcissistic. I am about to graduate from college, I have no job, everything in my life is blank, and my dream now and all along is that one day I can become a girl weighing 110 pounds, pinching my waist and pinching my face in front of the mirror, smiling proudly at the sky. Take this as a lesson and start from here. I am always prepared for my journey in social life.