Youth. Along the way, there was you, and you, and him, and him.
So many beautiful moments along this journey, so many memories,
but though we once held hands, we could not grow old together.
We loved each other, and hurt each other.
We loved too deeply, and the breakup hurt too much.
The road of youth really is so long.
Does growing up really have to take so much time and come with so many lessons?
I wasn't afraid of how long it would take. With you by my side, even the longest journey would be forever.
But in the end, I found that the feelings we'd shared for over a decade had become my most painful memories, and I didn't know how to cope.
When I said goodbye to everything and began a new life, trying to start a new relationship, I realized that none of it could ever be forgotten.
And so my coldness, my indifference, my lack of care
wound up deeply hurting a man who was falling in love with me.
