Zhang Yun had been in love with him since their first year of high school. She liked him so much that she would blush, her heart racing, and be at a loss for words. She liked him so much that she would cry her eyes out, and so much that it tore her apart. But he didn't like Zhang Yun. She had always loved him in secret. Even her best friends said that silently pining for him was so unlike her. Someone as lively and outgoing as her became gloomy whenever she fell for someone.
Her best friends often told her, "Stop liking him. He's not good enough for you." Zhang Yun would only smile and brush it off. It was she who wasn't good enough for him, surely. He liked women, and she could never be a woman, so she would never be worthy of him.
After graduating from high school, they lost touch. They hadn't been close to begin with, and their connection simply ended. Yet she still thought of him in the middle of the night. When she ran into him in the city where she went to college, she didn't care about the traffic speeding past. She leaped out of the car and ran up to him, wiping away her tears as she said without thinking of the consequences, "I love you. I love you. I love you..."
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Bitter love, I feel the same, think about it
Although it only takes one glance to fall in love with someone, and although it takes a long, long time to forget someone, love does give us a beautiful mood and unparalleled happiness... I believe that there is beautiful love in this world waiting for everyone.
Although it only takes one glance to fall in love with someone, and although it takes a long, long time to forget someone, love does give us a beautiful mood and unparalleled happiness... I believe that there is beautiful love in this world waiting for everyone.
In Xinyun's story, the kind of bitter love and longing written in the previous part can easily resonate with people. The reality makes many loves unable to be expressed, and one can only keep suppressing the overwhelming feelings in the heart, the despair of not being able to love, and the stubbornness of staying together silently. Every decision is painful and happy, but the tears that keep overflowing in the dead of night are really painful. Six years later, it still remains unsaid.
By the way, is the Zhang Xin mentioned here the Zhang Xin in "The Boss's Crayon"?
Hehe Sister Sang, I support you
This is what first love is like, simple, silly, desperate, so touching, I shed tears while reading it, it really comes to my heart, it's so well written, keep up the good work, dear, I support you!!! ~~
In fact, reading this article reminds me of my old self, it really looks like me! At that time, I also liked boys like Liu Xin. In silence, I also saw all kinds of women around him, and they also did the same stupid things as Yuan Yuan. I liked that person for a long, long time. It was also in my freshman year of high school because of a sentence that made my heart beat. Really really.
Awesome, fujoshis can be excited, hehe
The part about when I was in high school was well written, I really liked it. But when the two of them got together later, I felt like Zhang Yun was a bitch, and I wasn't used to it -_-b