Even if I go through the trials of the Three Realms as a mortal, I can never escape the primordial spirit of the Spirit Realm. How I wish I really were an ordinary woman of the Mortal Realm, with a life of no more than a hundred years, instead of having to bear the tumultuous events of the forty-eight years of Kuangxi's past even a thousand years from now.
If all of that came true, and life had no cycle of rebirth, then the person who met Huan Chen now wouldn't be me, would they?
Luo Huanchen. From the very beginning of my life, you brought me grief. Perhaps you appeared in the cycle of reincarnation that belongs to me to show me just how cruel this world can be.
You let me taste what it was like to be mortal, then, before I'd had my fill of happiness, you poured all of my father Kuangxi Jun's past into me. It's as if... every time I reach a crossroads where hope lies, you stop me in my tracks and leave me to die in a thorn-covered bottleneck...