Untying the Bell

Many chapters are locked. . . Sad, it's so pretty, super pretty (∩_∩)

The first time I started to read Lele was from "The Tomb". At that time, I saw Qing Lei's tweet in the post linked to the top of Xiaoxiang, saying, "The author's writing style is definitely good, and the plot is definitely unconventional, and it is worth following." I read it for fun, but after reading it carefully, I gradually fell in love with it. The writing style and plot are very calm. It's all about the details, and it's eloquent. I believe that many readers hope that Ye Ya will not die well when they read "The Tomb". Every time I see readers slandering Ye Ya with fierce words, I will constantly reflect on myself. To be honest, I have also thought about Ye Ya's perverted thoughts and behaviors. I would think that if I had a child, I would definitely use rules and regulations to restrain and discipline him. I would mold him into the "perfect" doll I imagined, and eventually turn him into an accessory of mine, manipulating and controlling him. As I think about it, I seem to be able to see the eyes of my children resisting alienation and hatred. I feel pain and loss in my heart and say, "Mom is doing this for your own good and for your future. Why are you disobedient? When you grow up, you will understand your mother's painstaking efforts." Thinking of this, I feel that raising children is simply too troublesome! The simplest solution is not to have children, and just use the time, energy and money to raise children for yourself. Many of my ideas and concepts are more or less influenced by my childhood experiences and growing environment, including my personality, views on love and sexual orientation... It has been serialized since "Unlocking the Bell". Although the whole story is not as cruel as the first part, it is still heavy and contains a deeper understanding. Twelve years later, Han Yuling met Ye Yaqi. From the initial encounter to the acquaintance and love in the middle, it seemed to become blurry and distant when everything settled. Mommy, I'm here to see you. This is the end, no matter what, everything is over. What is most important in life? In "The Chisel", we are all angry at what Ye Ya did. The root cause of all the physical and emotional problems of Childbearing Age is because of her. Childbearing Age has reasons and sufficient reasons to hate his mother, his biological father, adoptive father, younger brother, and even the entire society. He can become another domestic violence perpetrator, or a perverted killer, or a madman, is that okay? Is it valuable to his life? Besides, Ye Ya is already dead, so there is no need to be overly obsessed with those resentments. He met Han Feng, Lu Ka, Lu Shaozong, and Xia Mu. They held him in their hands and loved him like a treasure, and brought him up. They didn't expect anything in return for their help, but if you can't stand up, no one can walk on your behalf. Once you grow up, you must take responsibility for your own life, your own emotions, and your own choices. God made him swim to the shore, but he could not return to the bottom by himself. A person's greatest benefactor and savior can only and must be himself. Although it is a bit cruel, sometimes people just need this. Put yourself to death and live again. Especially when you grow up, you can understand that forgiving those you love and love but keep hurting you is part of growing up as a person. And as long as you live, you will definitely encounter good things. "Don't worry, I'm with you." "I will try my best to take care of you..." The monkey said, I like the teacher, I want to be with the teacher, and I will protect the teacher and not let anyone hurt him. Nineteen-year-old Ye Yaqi is optimistic, cheerful, lively and sincere. After being abandoned by Yu Shouen, he fell in love with Han Yuling. He wanted to see him smile and take care of him. Although he hesitated, he quickly cheered up and devoted himself enthusiastically to Han Yuling. He has never regretted his choice. He is the only one like him. Only such a person can say affectionately, "My biggest regret is that I realized that I had no power when I met the person I wanted to protect. I should have thought earlier that I would meet that person one day, and then started working hard to make myself strong from a long time ago." Such touching words. And Yuling said that the monkey saved him. Not only did he save his life, but he also saved his heart and encouraged him to come out of the safety of his iron cage. Someone once told me that if you fall in love with the right person, you will feel that he has opened a door for you, and you will see another wonderful world that you have never seen before. He and he, two similar but opposite people, are each other's poppies, always bringing freshness to each other, and life will never be boring. Ye Yaqi's love for Han Yuling is really touching. She devotes all her happiness to infecting the other person. If he smiles, he will be very happy. That time at the seaside, Yi Ling once again fell into the whirlpool of pain. He was sad for those dark pasts and wanted to end himself. Ye Yaqi was actually puzzled, but said: "I can give you more, teacher, I can give you more happiness, you try again! Try me! I can do it!" Over and over again, she did not give up or leave, and even said, "If I lose you at this stage, Who will help me like I helped my mother? I will die, do you want me to die with you?" - Not a kind comfort, not an encouragement from the other side, just jump down and stand together, I am willing to accompany you to death, without complaining or being depressed. Yuling opened the car door and faced each other. He saw the blood on his wrists and couldn't help but hug him into his arms. He put his hands on his hair, "I swear... I will make the teacher happy... I will..." It was just a second of tenderness, but it was enough to be remembered for a lifetime. I have always said that I am not sure what kind of feelings I have for Yaqi, because it was too natural for them to get together in the beginning, and all the emotional transitions ended before I could fully digest them. What I saw was that in those years when both of them were so radiant, they never separated. They are always separated and reunited. The longest separation that was the end was one year. In fact, what will happen in one year? It seems that no one has ever been hoarse. Yuling continued to make his music. After releasing the album, he traveled alone and completed his inner music on the road. Ye Yaqi received training in New York and grew up quietly. They each live their own lives in an orderly manner. Until that chorus was released a year later. Everything ended appropriately and ended peacefully. I think of the first scene when Ye Yaqi went to the childbearing age to defend her love, the car accident they had together, the motel they lived together, the kiss and hug when they first acted, the dates they had together, the unknowingly they walked together for a long time, the two rings with each other's names engraved on them but not worn, the blank year after they separated, and the song they sang together in the end. In fact, it's not a name at all, but a group name. ——Kilin. All the plots that I didn't pay attention to and didn't care much about at the beginning came rushing in front of me, until at the end I was left with two faces that were still blurry. I guess that monkeys and children of childbearing age are forever separated. This is our hope for love. If we deny this, it is equivalent to killing the hope of love. Although they will encounter the ravages of reality and time, they will be confused and think about the meaning of continuing to love, quarrel, be disappointed, give up, miss, be lonely and sad. I would rather stop here. It's a blessing to be able to hold each other's hands through this journey, and it's the best life to be able to lean on each other's shoulders and give them the courage to persevere. The end is a happy life. They have a family like four godfathers. They have a belief that they can sacrifice their lives for. The most important people in their lives are around them. Even when they are happiest, they are still young enough. They are honest with each other and have no grudges. They will continue to love each other until the end of their lives. This is my best hope and vision for Qiling. If you are still in this world and still have something beautiful that you are longing for, if you want to have a real life of your own, then please be brave. Because every day and every moment you have is yours, and there is no need to waste it by giving bad emotions to people who hate it. Not worth it. Remember to love yourself. What Lele uses a book to talk about is not hatred, but love. This is why this book attracts many outsiders to read it. From the beginning of the serialization of "Unlocking the Bell" to the end now, which is not a long period of time, the biggest change for me is probably my memory impairment and language barrier, which means it is difficult to speak a complete sentence and write a paragraph so that everyone can understand the meaning. It took me a long time to write this long review, and I had to check the grammar on Baidu and revise it before I can read it. Although I can't completely empathize with it, I have experienced loneliness, loneliness, fear and despair, and I know what it feels like. The feeling of not being able to find the meaning to live may be the same as what one feels during childbearing years. I am not as lucky as I am in my childbearing years, and I am not as strong as I am in my childbearing years. This does not make me feel too ashamed. After all, I have nothing but drugs and so-called psychiatrists around me. All I can do is try my best to use my own strength to repair the black hole in my heart. It's not easy to keep working hard when you don't know where the end is. Thank you Lele for letting me see that I finally found my own happiness during my childbearing years. I cried several times and was speechless.

Finished reading,~(>_

Lele updated which one?

I went and it ended accidentally. . . Throw flowers to celebrate! ! Another: Moved to tears!

Love is not about someone being parasitic on someone or relying on someone. Two people can go their own paths and live their own wonderful lives. I just heard a radio drama saying: "A deep love will last forever", and the result is synchronized.

After finishing the flower sprinkling, it's time to finish it all over again.

Ah, it's really over. I can't bear to let go of my treasure.

The saddest thing is the end of the whole drama! I like it, I hope there will be new articles.

Complete article!~Will there be an extra dialogue? ? ? ? ? But I can't bear to part with it! Luckily I still have a diary! Woohoo! How wonderful it would be if it never ended! Woohoo, my baby is Diling.