After the Rejection

At the beginning, he and I were quite similar. We were in the same class. In order to get closer to him, I joined the student union, approached him, confessed to him, rejected him, and then pretended to be nonchalant and continued to maintain this friendship. It would be fine if it were like in the article, but the problem is that he began to slowly change his attitude. Maybe like the male psychology mentioned in the article, it was just a good impression. He regarded me as his possession. As soon as I made fun of the boys around me, he would show up. To be honest, I was secretly happy at that time, and I also had a kind of expectation in my heart. Even though I knew that this would make me sink deeper and deeper, I still didn't want to be too far away from him. Just like that, when I was chatting with unlimited people in the group, he chatted with me privately. I hesitated, but I still agreed to be with him. Some people may say that I am a bitch, which is a disguised form of giving back. Facts have proved that I was indeed wrong. When we were friends, I tried hard to maintain the friendship. When we were lovers, I tried to maintain the relationship. I felt that this was stolen happiness, and I treated it with caution, but I was also afraid of losing it. His painting is very poor. After I finished my painting after falling in love, I would help him finish it. He was chatting with me next to me. His roommates complained that he valued sex over friends, and he had no time to help them come up with ideas. Every time the teacher took over his painting, he looked at me with an expression that I didn't know whether he was crying or laughing. I later joined the school's studio. He refused to join because of his free time, but he would always accompany me in the studio during class breaks. Even though people around me complained about how we showed off our affection, I didn't feel that way about being loved. I always felt like we were still friends. He helped me cover the drinks at parties, and he waited for me on dates. He never talked to other girls when I was there. He did everything he should do as a boyfriend, but he never said he liked me. I was probably too greedy, but I still refused. Maybe it would be good to stay like this for the rest of my life, getting married with a beautiful first love, but since it was my first love, how could we be together? I felt powerless towards him who always looked careless and didn't care about anything. I didn't contact him for a day and he treated it like nothing happened. He didn't care when I said I was lazy and didn't want to go to their area (we live in the same city, but it still takes two hours). He didn't even say he was coming to play near me. During the summer vacation, except for my birthday, we never met. I also forgot the reason for that day. I said break up. Maybe I was tired of thinking about whether he liked me all day long. He asked why, and he actually asked. I thought he had that kind of temper. After I mentioned breaking up, he would only say yes. I only said, "I'll talk to you. I'm very tired." He still said yes. I ask myself, I always say he doesn't love me, but do I really love him? Do I really know what love is? When I am tired of drawing, I like to stay next to him, even if I just look at him quietly without saying anything. When I encounter troubles, I will call and listen to him quietly, listening to his nonsense. I always feel that I am very calm when he is around, but I often feel irritable just because I think of him. After we broke up, my irritability disappeared, and I slowly felt lonely. I was talking nonsense with my best friend who was also lovelorn. She cried, and I watched quietly without comfort. I knew she just wanted to vent. I also cried, but I only shed tears when I was alone, because I knew I had no right to cry or complain. I fell in love first, I confessed first, and I broke up first, but so what, you said I shouldn't like you, or I shouldn't confess, or I shouldn't mention breaking up. In reality, there is no right or wrong, right or wrong, things just happened. During that time, people around me avoided mentioning him around me. The minister of the student union staggered our working hours, but I acted like it was nothing. I just asked him to stop calling him a fool, stop being tired of being around him, stop talking to him, and stop peeking at him. A few months later, I saw him borrowing a pen and I took the initiative to give it to him. He said thank you. I knew this was the only way we could do it, but I was satisfied. Maybe this position would be more suitable for us. In the last half semester, he and his teacher had a quarrel over something. By the time I found out, he had already dropped out of school for three or four days. Not long after, I heard that he had joined the army. A year later, last year, I received a call from him. He said that he had bought a new mobile phone and a card, and found the phone number of our student union minister, my best friend, through his home. Then he contacted me through her and asked me for the phone number of the person in our class. I didn't think too much about it at that time and gave him his number and hung up the phone. Thinking about it afterwards, although WeChat was not popular at that time, he had all the people in the world. I think I was wrong, but you can't go back, right? If they in the article were together, they might be very happy and live a noisy life like this. Maybe, like me, they would break up because of some things they don't have. But I think they are very good. If you have not gained, you will not lose. I have always refused to read BE when I read books. This kind of article is also BE for me, but I still left a message. This is the first time I have read an article and left a message. I seriously typed this long and illogical review, just to keep it as a souvenir and to thank the author for allowing me to see another ending of my story.

The description of my feelings is exactly the same as my secret love.

So... Is this the author's personal experience...?

Tsk, I actually thought it was the end of the last chapter... Well, at least the extra chapter is great, the illustrations are cute, and the heroine was silently replaced with the author's avatar...

I can't stand it anymore. Although there are some differences, it was still a bit sad back then, especially when others pointed it out.

I can't stand it anymore. Although there are some differences, it was still a bit sad back then, especially when others pointed it out.

It's really difficult for the person you like to like you...

A late reply~ : p

This is not Zhao Zhenwen's extra story... But a huge spoiler... As one of the protagonists of "After Rejection"... I really can't stand the author's nonsense! ! The more I write, the more it becomes distorted! ! ! ! But overall it's still authentic and reliable XD Okay... The text is as follows... From the day Qin Ruo confessed, Zhao Zhenwen often fell into a trance. After he gave the reason for his refusal, not only did this not ease, but it became even more intense. "I have someone I like now. But if one day, I don't like her anymore... Then I must like you. This is not a promise or anything, but a fact that I clearly understand." When he typed this sentence, Zhao Zhenwen truly realized that he was facing a problem. ——Like, what exactly is it? Zhao Zhenwen once thought that his love for his first love would continue uncontrollably. Until one day, the traces of that person in his memory were too faint to be easily noticed, or she was no longer the person in his heart back then. ——Just because of memories, because she is the way he likes her, can't this kind of liking stop? Zhao Zhenwen began to think of Qin Ruo frequently. Thinking of the year they met, their relationship was very cold and they spoke very little. Thinking that in this short half-semester, they have become close friends and confidants inexplicably. Thinking about her proactive chatting, I went from casually responding to actively cooperating to full of expectations. Thinking that the more he got to know her, the more he was attracted to her personality, and the more he wanted to continue to understand this person more deeply. Thinking of how I always giggle easily at the texts she sends, and then respond to her jokes and accompany her to lose her temper. The thought of trusting her more and more to the point where every thought she had was carefully considered. Thinking of the turbulence in my heart because of her, but it was calmed down by reason. Zhao Zhenwen really likes Qin Ruo. So he has to calm down. So Zhao Zhenwen pretended that nothing happened, while urging himself to sort out his thoughts and face his own heart. During this period, he was in a trance and missed a few words, but he still hid his inner struggle. The day finally came. Zhao Zhenwen recalled every bit of his first love that he could recall, from establishing friendship to recent interactions, and got an answer that made him breathe a sigh of relief. He still admired that person, but he no longer liked her. His feelings for her returned to friendship. ——And what about Qin Ruo? Zhao Zhenwen liked Qin Ruo, but he had never noticed it before. His liking for her had nothing to do with her confession, but without her confession, Zhao Zhenwen didn't know when he would understand it. So Zhao Zhenwen silently typed out a confusing yet clear text and stored it in the document. "You will think rationally, express bravely, insist on what you like, and have the courage to admit your shortcomings... Still have love and belief in the truth, insist on justice and truth... Believe in words and true feelings... Can live a straightforward and frank life... Be rational and sensitive to emotions at the same time... Treat others sincerely and sincerely..." Zhao Zhenwen didn't think about whether Qin Ruo still liked him. He never thought about whether Qin Ruo had already put him on the blacklist of pursuit. Zhao Zhenwen just wanted to tell Qin Ruo that he liked her. Zhao Zhenwen just wants to be with Qin Ruo. When he was sober, Zhao Zhenwen was never timid. "My beloved, did you miss me today~>ω<" Qin Ruo's profile picture flashed on time again. "I miss you so much today!" "…Are you broken today?" "Okay... I like you... Qin Ruo~ can you be my female (male) friend?" Well~this is my confession~ Author, please give me a thumbs up~ Meow~XD

It would be nice to have a friend like you who is above AUO but not yet a lover.