[Hunter X Hunter] I Want to Be the Protagonist

The story of a cannon fodder character who dreams of becoming the protagonist, struggling to get by in the world of Hunter. Please note: 1. His pairing is with Hisoka. 2. The protagonist grows over the course of the story. 3. First-person narration. 4. The author wrote this with complete abandon for personal enjoyment. 5. No guarantees on updates or quality. Premise: Growth