Leaf Journey

There is a difference between children and adults. Children can be desperate because they don't know anything, and they have nothing to lose at that time. But things are different when they grow up. You can't let the two of them live such a difficult life all the time. Although it looks very warm, it really contains the helplessness and poverty of life. Children who have truly suffered hardship will never want to suffer hardship again as long as they have the opportunity. Why give up when you know you can give the other person a better life and opportunities. Elopement sounds very romantic, but for them at that time, their future life would definitely be a hundred times harder than when they were children. In a few years, they will all grow up, with no education, no good skills, and no home to return to. The reason why poor and lowly couples are miserable is even more obvious among men, because it also involves the issue of male dignity, and life in the future will only be more difficult. Ye Cheng has always cherished the people around him who are kind to him, whether it is Lu Mingyuan or his family, including the dog. Ye Cheng was originally a child who was afraid of being alone. Could it be that Ye Cheng's pursuit of something of his own turned out to be a mistake? I have always thought that Lu Mingyuan was cowardly. He has been since he was a child. He relied too much on Ye Cheng in his life. As a man, this is the most fundamental cowardice. But he is also stubborn and persistent. His persistence towards Ye Cheng is the fundamental reason why the two of them can keep going. In the relationship between two people, it is enough for one person to be willful and persistent. After all, there must be someone who knows how to live and understand responsibility. I have always wondered what it would be like to drive a car all over China. I have traveled to so many places and met so many people on the road, but none of them are what I am looking for. I have seen so many scenery, but because I have no one to talk to, I can only resort to pen and paper. Thinking about this feeling makes me sad. Ye Cheng is also getting stronger. After searching and waiting for so many years, Ye Cheng is no longer young. Do we have to keep waiting or searching blindly like this? Who can do it? ? I really feel that if Lan Mu had not had a reason to be abandoned, Lu Mingyuan might not have been able to be with Ye Cheng smoothly. One person has been gone for so many years without any news, and the other person is really by his side to accompany him and take care of him. This choice is easy to make. As for Lan Mu's child, if Ye Cheng could really bear to ignore it, he wouldn't have let Ye Cheng rely on him when he met Ye Cheng when he was a few years old, and there wouldn't be all these stories. There is no one in this world who cannot survive without the other person, Ye Cheng is like this, and so is Lu Mingyuan. If you leave, you will have to live or die. That is a Qiong Yao drama. Everyone will have different feelings when reading the article, just like someone said that for a thousand readers, there will be a thousand Hamlets. It is normal for everyone to have different understandings of the article. The above is just my own understanding of this article. If you like it, just say it and leave if you don't like it. There is nothing worth showing off. But please keep a low profile. It's really not easy to write every article.

The author said: In reality, there are many Ye Chengs, but not Lu Mingyuan. This is where loneliness lies. In my opinion, this is where many authors find it difficult to reconcile, because Lu Mingyuan is too enthusiastic, too Chicheng, and a character in a fairy tale, which makes Ye Cheng's approach seem too realistic. The combination of a fairy tale character and a real person is destined to cause a lot of controversy. In fact, I felt uncomfortable after reading it. This book has so much staying power. I have been unable to get out of it. I have read many comments and re-read it many times, but I still feel uncomfortable. This kind of abuse is long, like a densely woven net, trapping people tightly. I have read all the author's erotic articles, but this book is the only one that I can't get out of. Until now, I still feel troubled by Ye Cheng's easy acceptance of Lan Mu, and his treatment of Lan Mu's children for the first time. It was so uncomfortable. Later, when I saw that Ye Cheng could easily open his legs to Lu and adapted well, I thought that he had been trained and matured by Lan Mu, which made it even more uncomfortable. Woo woo woo woo. And I can't help but read between the lines to find clues as to whether Ye Cheng loves Lu or not, as well as the differences and contrasts between Ye Cheng's love for Lan Mu and Lu. It's a pity that there are very few of them. Perhaps the author is afraid of being beaten. There are very few descriptions of Lan Mu and Ye Cheng's relationship, leaving me with no way to compare them, and it made me even more heartbroken. For me, this setting is really confusing. But the description at the beginning was so good that I was very involved. When Lan Mu and Ye Cheng were together, I felt heartbroken and uncomfortable, but I couldn't help but read on. It became even more uncomfortable until the end. If the author hadn't written so well earlier, or if Ye Cheng and Lan Mu had a clear-cut relationship a little earlier, I would have given up on the article. Unfortunately, the author's writing style was still very good, which made me not want to give up and want to see the ending. During this period of time, I have been doing some mental construction for myself, trying hard to beautify Ye Cheng, trying to imagine that maybe he is special to Lu and loves him. I hope I can finally walk out and stop worrying about it.

[I dug through the bottom of the box and pulled out another review I wrote before. Although I really didn't dare to read "Ye Cheng" for the second time (because there was no abuse in other articles in the newspaper and I couldn't stand any abuse since then yooooooooo~~). Now I have forgotten most of the plot, but I have always felt that this article is very well written. The protagonist's attitude towards suffering is light and easy. The author describes suffering without deliberate effort, and the bitter taste is full of stamina. I read the article "Ye Cheng" for three days in a row, and I felt that I should have seen the lowest point in the article today. Maybe it's because the protagonist Ye Cheng has been living a miserable life since he was born, so suffering has never been a rare thing in the novel. What impressed me deeply was that Ye Cheng's aunt's family suffered from continuous man-made disasters. First, his uncle fell ill and spent all the family's savings without being able to recover it. Later, his aunt's only son was hit by a truck and seriously injured when he was reporting to college. Aunt Ye, who had always been strong in dealing with everything, could not hold back her sadness until Ye Cheng and her grandmother gave her all their savings to treat her cousin. She took her grandmother's hand and said, "Auntie, why is it so difficult for people to live..." Just one sentence is more profound than the shocking grief in many articles I have read. The author's writing style is steady and plain. No matter how difficult it is, it seems that it is not so difficult to overcome when the author writes it so plainly. Look, didn't Ye Cheng go through each level like this? While others are breaking through, he is walking, passing through every difficulty calmly. But sometimes it's just because the tone of the story is so peaceful that the bitter taste becomes more powerful. Today I saw that after Lu Mingyuan left, Ye Cheng gave up the opportunity to take the college entrance examination and go to university, drove around, and returned to his hometown, City C, to settle down many years later. He had his own studio and lived a peaceful and ordinary life with a stable income from oil paintings. It happened that Lan Mu was also found at this time, and the two became partners soon after. Three years later, when Lan Mu had applied for a visa and was about to accompany Ye Cheng to Canada to get married, Lu Mingyuan came back. Yes, after ten years of separation, when everything seemed to be on the right track and everything was getting better, the pretty Lu Mingyuan came back. As soon as he came back, he learned about Lan Mu's existence. Within a few days, he sent Ye Cheng a copy of Lan Mu's marriage certificate and a photo of Lan Mu's family, quietly proving to Ye Cheng the fact that Lan Mu had been married for five years and had a child. The plan to get married in Canada together seemed like a joke. "[People have joys and sorrows, and the moon waxes and wanes.] Ye Cheng thought of this poem he read in junior high school. At that time, he just thought it was catchy and well-coordinated. But after so many years, he finally got a taste of the poem." This faint sentence in the article made me burst into tears. Ye Cheng finally did not go to Canada with Lan Mu, and the two broke up. After the breakup, Ye Cheng still lived a very ordinary life. He went to Guangmei Adult Education School every day, and in the evening he went to learn ink painting from Professor Han of the Chinese Painting Department. After returning home, he went to the studio to paint. But when he looked at his works of the past ten years, he felt that they were still too childish. Even some of the personal works that he cherished and collected were calmly cut out by him with scissors and dumped into the trash can. Then Lu Mingyuan asked someone to quietly pick it up from the trash can. This was not mentioned again. In fact, it's not that the oil paintings have become childish, it's that Ye Cheng has grown up, and so has Lan Mu and Lu Mingyuan. It has been ten years, how can you not grow up? When Lan Mu was a child, he hated his parents for not caring about him, but when he grew up, he became an equally resentful father who abandoned his wife and children for Ye Cheng. When Lu Mingyuan was a child, he hated his father's ruthlessness and manipulating other people's emotions the most. When he grew up, he used almost his father's ruthlessness, getting close to and hurting Ye Cheng by any means, hoping to get Ye Cheng through his own means. As for Ye Cheng's feelings, if you can't get them, it would be good to have Ye Cheng by your side. When reading the article, I hope that no one can get Ye Cheng, and let Ye Cheng love what he loves, painting in an ordinary way, raising Ye Ping's children, watching his little nephew grow up, watching his brother-in-law become deficient, watching his grandmother and Aunt Ye grow old year by year, painting his own oil paintings, and living like this for the rest of his life is not a bad idea. Ye Cheng's life does not necessarily depend on someone's presence or absence. Ye Cheng can still live a good life, even if he is a little lonely. [Ah, I was reminded of a good article in the Mouse and Cat Circle, "The Rivers and Lakes Are Not Drinkable". Although many people said that this article was very cruel, I didn't feel sad at all when I read it - because like the article "Ye Cheng", it was easy and easy. When you feel abused, it is not the sadistic feeling of your heart being suddenly grabbed and tears streaming down your face. This kind of abuse is really powerful.

Speaking purely from an emotional point of view, if Lu Mingyuan's emotional limit is one hundred, then his emotional limit for Ye Cheng is one hundred, and Ye Cheng's upper limit of affection is forty, and the upper limit for other people is ten, forty for his sister, and thirty for Lu Mingyuan. Of course Lu Mingyuan is special, but for people like Ye Cheng, special means thirty, which is very different from Lu Mingyuan's one hundred. Although I prefer Lu Mingyuan and I feel a little unhappy, but Lu Mingyuan knows in his heart what kind of person the other person is and knows that he is special. It's good that he is happy. Besides, I think Lu Mingyuan wants to live a good life with the person he likes. This has been realized, so I just wish him happiness.

It's really enjoyable to read the whole book. It was still very worrying at the beginning. The children of the poor have become masters early. It's very inspiring. Ye Cheng is as gentle as an orchid, tough and powerful.

In my opinion, Ye Cheng is the unique one.

The whole article seems quite depressing, but also very tender. There are still good people, and the three children can grow up safely. ~

An article that can comfort people. In the difficult life, the soul is not barren and takes the initiative to create life. It's much better than living blindly.

Please ask me why I can't read so many chapters, why are they separated? Why did you go abroad again? Why are you with Lan Mu? What happened?

You should be like the protagonists and endure the hardships without giving up.