Thirteen Months of Snow Without End (Liu Xiaofeng Fanfic)

The white robe in her memories, that peerless splendor in a past life, was the only other truth in her life. And yet that truth truly did not exist.

Her mother often said that the one in the white robe did not love her not because he did not care, but because he cared too much to come close.

She had a name that did not belong in the mortal realm: Shisanyue, the Thirteenth Month. There are only twelve months in a year. Her mother died after giving birth to her. She had no name, only a code name: Shisan. Her older brother gave her the name Shisanyue.

She could never remember when she first fell in love with the one in the white robe. Was it when her brother told her about him as a child, when she practiced swordsmanship hard to catch up to that peerless splendor, or the very first time she heard his name?

She loved the one in the white robe, that peerless splendor. But when she came to his side, she lost her nerve, for her hands were covered in flowers from hell.