These Affairs Have Nothing to Do with Love

The things that happened in the past are just as clear in my memories as they are when I tell you about them here. Every so often, I can put myself back in that moment, in those surroundings. Then I sit there grinning like an idiot.

Whenever I smell tobacco and alcohol mixed together, I go crazy thinking about those songs, thinking about those people. That's why I'm good at getting drunk now. When I get drunk, I cry, and I'm a terrible drunk. This terrible drunk misses those days gone by: friendship, romance, nothing to do with love.

Premise: