I Just Don't Want to Die
就是不想死
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 557k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 7y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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Reader comments 36
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This ending is really quite ideal. I don't understand those who talk about abuse... Mo Han can choose to stay in Kyushu forever when all ties with the real world disappear. If he dies unexpectedly, he is not afraid of being directly dragged in by the system. If his former relatives and friends are willing, they can also choose to stay in the game forever and play together. And with the system covering it, the protagonists can live as long as they want and stay young forever (the main plot is now completely between the system and Li Mao, who are so high that they can no longer cause too much trouble to the protagonists). This is simply the ending of a fairy tale, with no regrets... Isn't this more satisfactory than dragging Xie Ziyi into a three-dimensional space that he may not be able to adapt to?
After flipping through it, I unexpectedly discovered that I don't want to die and Kaiwen has been here for ten years. Happy tenth anniversary to Kaiwen~(≧▽≦)/~
I had always thought that Ziyi could enter the real world, but I was still wondering how to make this happen? (But it's good to be like this now. This is the real eternity, hhh
I think the most powerful thing about Ye Feng is that every article of hers makes me believe that it is real. I have not read a made-up story but a recorded story. I believe that on the Jiuzhou Road that I cannot reach, in 2021 where I am now, Mo Han and Xie Ziyi are still together.
The sense of déjà vu is so strong~! At first, I just wanted to appreciate the beauty being bullied (?), But I feel that Meowthella and this book are actually kind of taking care of each other... It just feels a bit similar, and it feels like the author's other thoughts on the cp with these elements many years later [crying], as if I really saw them growing old together...
2024.6.23 I feel so melancholy after reading this...
In the end, it was definitely the Jiuzhou system that was playing dirty tricks. It had been dissatisfied with Mo Xiaohan for a long time.
The novel ends here, but their story continues.
It's so good to truly be together forever!
Mo Xiaohan wants to be with Mr. Liang forever