Shen Hui has cried three times in his life. The first time, he was still a callow youth, and thought Su Qian was going to die in the emergency room. The second time, that troublemaker Su Qian left him behind and went to America. The third time, Su Qian said something to him in front of everyone.
Readers have tagged this story as a melodramatic, over-the-top tearjerker, and many people dislike it. Read with caution.
Very Much To Me
by Matthew Lien
You are very much to me
In my life, in my heart, in my soul
You are very much to me
And I just wanted you to know
I only want to say
I want to say what I feel in my heart
That I am with you all the way
And there's no doubt in my heart
That we should not be apart
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I finished reading it in one go, it was great, I liked it,
By the way, some of the things in it are about cats and dogs, for example, the phone outage incident due to overpayment, haha.
Ah. . . It's over. I still have more to say. I feel like there is too little interaction between the male and female protagonists.
It should be the romance of the R&D team hahahahaha
I thought there would be a side story... It's a pity, it's really good!
I really like this article too. It's a bit sadistic but also sweet. Anyway, I just like it.
Cats and cats don't even have time to write new articles, so sad
Have some of you read the article carefully? The so-called marriage is just a drama played by the male protagonist. The male protagonist is plotting against Ye Yi. Ye Yi is not sincere towards the male protagonist and wants to take advantage of him. No one in this scene is innocent. To put it bluntly, the male protagonist is suffering from cancer and the female protagonist is in his heart. If he and Ye Yi get married, will Ye Yi really be happy? The heroine didn't do anything deliberately. If she hadn't seen the hero downstairs, she would have thought of letting him go. Don't think that the woman must be at fault when you see a man and two women, okay? There are so many female slaves.
Thank you Maomao for your article. After reading it, I felt that my smile was very sweet after crying. This sweetness is unforgettable.
I haven't been reading online novels for a long time, and I've only read "The Nameless Assassin" and "The Bitch Lives" for Maomao. The reason why I chose to read "There Are Flowers to Fail" was because Maomao said at the beginning: I wrote this article to dedicate myself to my youth. Because I like Maomao, I read it; Maomao said: She just wants to write an ordinary and warm article, although she is cold, she will persevere. Because I wanted to know more about Maomao, I read it; Maomao also said: "You Hua Kanzhe" has been labeled as a thunderbolt and a bloody one by readers, and countless people disliked it. In fact, writing articles is the same as being a human being. It is impossible to please everyone and put a label that everyone loves.
Since we were young, our teachers have taught us how to lay out the text, how to highlight topics, and how to add icing on the cake, so the essays we write can be said to be in a unified format, comparable to model essays. It's just that we have all forgotten, what is the most important thing about writing? It resonates directly with people's hearts. This kind of resonance may only be a sentence or a scene, but it can instantly ignite the readers' emotions. Therefore, I personally think that articles that can touch people's hearts have merits and are endearing.
In fact, I had a strong sense of immersion when watching "You Hua Kanzhe" because Maomao said: This article is based on a prototype. So in my personal eyes, Su Qian is Maomao; and Shen Hui is Maomao's dog. So, I want to write a long review.
Su Qian in my eyes: ambitious, cute, introspective, professional, confident, independent, proud, and persistent.
Su Qian's ambition: "It's just that maybe when I was young, the concern for love was always no match for the ambition to have a career, the curiosity to go out and see things, the pursuit of the future and the desire for success. It's not that I don't love, but that I don't love enough." - When I read this paragraph, I felt deeply that this was such a straightforward and candid statement. Who says that women cannot have ambitions and the pursuit of the future!
Su Qian's cuteness: "When I was a child, there were boys fighting over Su Qian. Instead of screaming and breaking up the fight like other girls, she moved a chair and sat down to watch the fight. Xu Hua asked her at that time: 'Why are you such a low-level person?' Su Qian asked her back: 'Do you think I'm beautiful?' Of course the eldest young master shook her head with disdain. Instead, Miss Su nodded and said, "That's it. It's rare for someone to fight like me. I guess it won't happen again in the future. Of course, I have to look at it now." He thought this girl was so vain and interesting. "When I read this, I laughed. What a cute girl!
Su Qian's introspection: "Su Qian once thought that Shen Hui would always be in the dim light, waiting for her to look back suddenly. So she was unscrupulous and confident, but she didn't understand that no matter how deep the feelings were, because she had been let down all the time, one day they would eventually be squandered. More than just years passed by while waiting.", "Yes. , There is no third party in their relationship, no misunderstandings, no grudges from the previous generation, and none of the tangled plots in romance novels. There are just feelings that have been diluted by the flow of time." - When I read this, I sighed, only those who have experienced it can have such a self-reflective feeling.
Su Qian's major: "If you don't have love, you have to work hard to earn bread. As there is nothing new under the sun, there are so many lovelorn people in this city, why are they all going to jump into the Huangpu River? What's more, people who are lovelorn have no right to be passive and slow down. Think about it, the long-term meal ticket you got is gone, how can you not work hard." , "There is no way. English is not my mother tongue. It takes me 30 pages to read by my American classmates. It's good if I can finish ten pages. There are hundreds of pages of reading homework every day. If you don't read it, you will be dead if you are called on to ask questions the next day. Some professors will not stop asking questions until they make people cry. Not to mention rushing for papers, everyone has panda eyes. I remember that Valentine's Day, everyone else went to spend the night together. , We stayed up all night in the library holding the computer, because the deadline was at 7 o'clock in the morning, and the professor was extravagant to extend it. The boyfriend of one of my classmates called her, and she dismissed it in just ten seconds. Seeing us looking at her strangely, she said casually that she didn't have that much time for her boyfriend, and then she continued to work on her homework. " ——These two paragraphs reflect that Su Qian is a rational person, independent and decisive, and not muddled. Personally, I especially like the part where Maomao is studying in the United States, it is very inspiring.
Su Qian's self-confidence: "She has been able to hide her emotions tightly since she was a child. Just like the surface of a frozen lake, no matter how turbulent the river underneath is, there is peace and tranquility on the surface.", "She once said with a smile to him: "The suit is my armor. "Sure enough, she put on her battle armor and stood there casually, as if in the silence of a temple. Her lowered eyebrows and smile showed no trace of emotion." - These two paragraphs impressed me deeply. I like such a confident and intelligent girl.
Su Qian's autonomy: "Su's father stared at Shen Hui for a long time, and then made a final decision: "Miao Miao, do you have good eyesight?" Come to our house for dinner in the future. "Mother Su has always liked handsome boys. Moreover, Shen Hui is so polite and has excellent grades. She has no dislike for him at first sight. The principal felt that he had a strong psychological quality at the time, otherwise he would not have downloaded it to the ground with a bang, but made an educator who wanted to cry without tears and have endless words to say. This matter could only be left alone.", Dad Su took two more mouthfuls of food, and suddenly felt that he was not eating anything. He put down his chopsticks, let out a long sigh, and said to Su Qian: "Miaomiao, when you were a child, you looked Wen Wen and quiet, very easy to talk to, but in fact you have a very strong temper. No one can ask you to change the things you have decided, and we will not listen no matter what we say." You have read many and miscellaneous books since you were a child. You read "Dream of Red Mansions" in the second grade of elementary school. I don't know if you are really precocious or if you think you are mature. Anyway, you started dating when you were fifteen, so I didn't think you were fooling around. I just thought you had your own reasons and I just needed to guide you appropriately. I am your father, and of course I care about my daughter the most. To say that in this situation, I happily watched you marry Shen Hui, it must be a lie. Although Dad feels sorry for him, he also feels sorry for you even more. Do you understand or not? "-Actually, these two paragraphs are just Su's father's words, but they describe that Maomao has been a child with big ideas since he was a child, and I also like Su's father and Su's mother very much. Such enlightened parents are worth having and learning from.
Su Qian's pride: "Ten years later, Su Qian has already understood that women do things because of the pity of men. If they are really at the end of their rope, they will have their teeth knocked out and their blood eaten. This is what it means to shed precious tears. Don't waste ammunition alone at home if you have nothing to do. If you have the ability, catch the heartless person and cry in front of him. ", "I'm afraid he won't understand that she is really saying goodbye to the person she has loved for fourteen years. No matter how painful it was, she had decided to force herself to let go, no matter how difficult it was. She has never been a stalker, her pride won't allow it, and her reason won't allow it. She is Su Qian, she can do it. "--This kind of cat makes people feel sad to see it, and also makes them feel proud beyond words.
Su Qian insisted: "But for Su Qian, there is only one reason for wanting to keep Shen Hui, and that is love. ", "From the age of fourteen to twenty-eight, Su Qian only loved Shen Hui. She had loved him for half of her life, how could she let him go? "," When her fingertips slipped in, Shen Hui felt his heart tremble, and then his heart became as soft as mud. In the past, she was not used to holding hands like this, and she always had to pull away when she felt uncomfortable, but he liked the feeling of intertwining fingers. He felt that only in this way could he hold tightly and feel at ease." "Actually, Su Qian has never forgotten the past after being away from home for so many years. It's just that the investment in her degree, both in terms of money and time and energy, is too huge. If she doesn't stay in the United States and work for a few years, it will be difficult to reflect the value in her future career and make it worth the money. She thought they still had a lot of time to spend together. She was convinced that they were loyal enough to each other and could withstand the test, so they wasted their time in vain. The hardest thing to measure in this world is exactly what is most important to yourself. It is sad to lose oneself for love, but it is difficult to achieve perfection in a blindly selfish love. Fortunately, she got him back. "--After reading this, I laughed again. Who said Maomao was selfish and cold-blooded? She knows how to love.
As for Shen Hui in my eyes, being able to have Su Qian's love already shows his excellence. But excellence is not everything. Only his tolerance and persistence can he become a good dog for cats.
He sighed and said aggrievedly: "The dogs are all guarding the house. Cats often run away from home and run around outside. "-What a loyal and good dog!
"At first glance, that room is completely different from the elegant and neat layout of this house. The entire wall is covered with colorful things, except for the white carpet on the floor. The contrast is very strong. Su Qian walked in and looked around, unable to think anymore. The room was empty, with no furniture except the chandelier. Just photos, big and small, countless photos. Her photos, solo photos she took in the United States over the past few years. The photo she posted on MSN Space. Whether she laughs, makes faces, or pretends to be serious, there are countless expressions, all of which are hers, without exception. "-How sensational!
"Chen Hui smiled slightly. Probably those waiting for people at the dock are all fools, just like himself. He anchored at the pier of love, time, clinging to the loneliness she gave him, never leaving any escape route for himself. Fortunately, he finally waited. "--You see, perseverance, persistence, and tolerance finally bring the beauty back!"
Maomao said: If you don't write about youth, Cat will become old. This is the youth of cats. Maomao is using words to record and refine. As Yu Dan said: Reading such poems and watching such plays, we will feel that there is a spring in our lives that has never awakened. Many people never wake up in spring until they grow old, and their entire journey of life is completed in a state of hibernation. As Maomao said in the article: The road to love is like riding a tandem bicycle. You may be greedy for the scenery and forget about your companions along the way, or you may suddenly find that letting go and letting the other person take the helm is a lot of fun. But no matter what, only with tacit understanding can we be like a spring breeze. I think this is Maomao's original intention in writing this article. Maomao is lucky: because she met Shen Hui in the most beautiful time, and fully understood each other because of their love; she should also fully understand each other and give her trust, appreciation and respect. In fact, the essence of love is like this. It is not about changing the other person, nor is it about fulfilling the other person through self-sacrifice, but about giving the other person enough tolerance.
Thank you Cat.
PS: I found this paragraph in the article: Four years ago, when Su Qian graduated, she told Shen Hui that she would stay and work for a while. When Shen Hui was disappointed, he said something to her: "You are indeed a cat. Only cats run away from home and never come back. "Actually, Su Qian's nickname is Meow Meow, and Su's father always calls her that. Shen Hui once said angrily that Su Qian's father is the most important man in Su Qian's life, and he can only be ranked second. Maybe because of this, he never called her by her nickname before. He always called her Qian Qian, but since then she has added "Mao Mao".
Is this where the cat's name comes from?
December 27, 2013
I don't know if I'm a psychopath, but what the author said is true. Is there really such a man in the world? If it really happened in life, I think he must have really died of stomach cancer. His existence itself is a fairy tale. If he recovered from the disease in life, it would be a myth. It's not that I'm venomous, it's that the world is so disappointing
I finished reading it in one go, it was great, I liked it, By the way, some of the things in it are about cats and dogs, for example, the phone outage incident due to overpayment, haha.
Ah. . . It's over. I still have more to say. I feel like there is too little interaction between the male and female protagonists.
It should be the romance of the R&D team hahahahaha
I thought there would be a side story... It's a pity, it's really good!
I really like this article too. It's a bit sadistic but also sweet. Anyway, I just like it.
Cats and cats don't even have time to write new articles, so sad
Have some of you read the article carefully? The so-called marriage is just a drama played by the male protagonist. The male protagonist is plotting against Ye Yi. Ye Yi is not sincere towards the male protagonist and wants to take advantage of him. No one in this scene is innocent. To put it bluntly, the male protagonist is suffering from cancer and the female protagonist is in his heart. If he and Ye Yi get married, will Ye Yi really be happy? The heroine didn't do anything deliberately. If she hadn't seen the hero downstairs, she would have thought of letting him go. Don't think that the woman must be at fault when you see a man and two women, okay? There are so many female slaves.
Thank you Maomao for your article. After reading it, I felt that my smile was very sweet after crying. This sweetness is unforgettable.
I haven't been reading online novels for a long time, and I've only read "The Nameless Assassin" and "The Bitch Lives" for Maomao. The reason why I chose to read "There Are Flowers to Fail" was because Maomao said at the beginning: I wrote this article to dedicate myself to my youth. Because I like Maomao, I read it; Maomao said: She just wants to write an ordinary and warm article, although she is cold, she will persevere. Because I wanted to know more about Maomao, I read it; Maomao also said: "You Hua Kanzhe" has been labeled as a thunderbolt and a bloody one by readers, and countless people disliked it. In fact, writing articles is the same as being a human being. It is impossible to please everyone and put a label that everyone loves. Since we were young, our teachers have taught us how to lay out the text, how to highlight topics, and how to add icing on the cake, so the essays we write can be said to be in a unified format, comparable to model essays. It's just that we have all forgotten, what is the most important thing about writing? It resonates directly with people's hearts. This kind of resonance may only be a sentence or a scene, but it can instantly ignite the readers' emotions. Therefore, I personally think that articles that can touch people's hearts have merits and are endearing. In fact, I had a strong sense of immersion when watching "You Hua Kanzhe" because Maomao said: This article is based on a prototype. So in my personal eyes, Su Qian is Maomao; and Shen Hui is Maomao's dog. So, I want to write a long review. Su Qian in my eyes: ambitious, cute, introspective, professional, confident, independent, proud, and persistent. Su Qian's ambition: "It's just that maybe when I was young, the concern for love was always no match for the ambition to have a career, the curiosity to go out and see things, the pursuit of the future and the desire for success. It's not that I don't love, but that I don't love enough." - When I read this paragraph, I felt deeply that this was such a straightforward and candid statement. Who says that women cannot have ambitions and the pursuit of the future! Su Qian's cuteness: "When I was a child, there were boys fighting over Su Qian. Instead of screaming and breaking up the fight like other girls, she moved a chair and sat down to watch the fight. Xu Hua asked her at that time: 'Why are you such a low-level person?' Su Qian asked her back: 'Do you think I'm beautiful?' Of course the eldest young master shook her head with disdain. Instead, Miss Su nodded and said, "That's it. It's rare for someone to fight like me. I guess it won't happen again in the future. Of course, I have to look at it now." He thought this girl was so vain and interesting. "When I read this, I laughed. What a cute girl! Su Qian's introspection: "Su Qian once thought that Shen Hui would always be in the dim light, waiting for her to look back suddenly. So she was unscrupulous and confident, but she didn't understand that no matter how deep the feelings were, because she had been let down all the time, one day they would eventually be squandered. More than just years passed by while waiting.", "Yes. , There is no third party in their relationship, no misunderstandings, no grudges from the previous generation, and none of the tangled plots in romance novels. There are just feelings that have been diluted by the flow of time." - When I read this, I sighed, only those who have experienced it can have such a self-reflective feeling. Su Qian's major: "If you don't have love, you have to work hard to earn bread. As there is nothing new under the sun, there are so many lovelorn people in this city, why are they all going to jump into the Huangpu River? What's more, people who are lovelorn have no right to be passive and slow down. Think about it, the long-term meal ticket you got is gone, how can you not work hard." , "There is no way. English is not my mother tongue. It takes me 30 pages to read by my American classmates. It's good if I can finish ten pages. There are hundreds of pages of reading homework every day. If you don't read it, you will be dead if you are called on to ask questions the next day. Some professors will not stop asking questions until they make people cry. Not to mention rushing for papers, everyone has panda eyes. I remember that Valentine's Day, everyone else went to spend the night together. , We stayed up all night in the library holding the computer, because the deadline was at 7 o'clock in the morning, and the professor was extravagant to extend it. The boyfriend of one of my classmates called her, and she dismissed it in just ten seconds. Seeing us looking at her strangely, she said casually that she didn't have that much time for her boyfriend, and then she continued to work on her homework. " ——These two paragraphs reflect that Su Qian is a rational person, independent and decisive, and not muddled. Personally, I especially like the part where Maomao is studying in the United States, it is very inspiring. Su Qian's self-confidence: "She has been able to hide her emotions tightly since she was a child. Just like the surface of a frozen lake, no matter how turbulent the river underneath is, there is peace and tranquility on the surface.", "She once said with a smile to him: "The suit is my armor. "Sure enough, she put on her battle armor and stood there casually, as if in the silence of a temple. Her lowered eyebrows and smile showed no trace of emotion." - These two paragraphs impressed me deeply. I like such a confident and intelligent girl. Su Qian's autonomy: "Su's father stared at Shen Hui for a long time, and then made a final decision: "Miao Miao, do you have good eyesight?" Come to our house for dinner in the future. "Mother Su has always liked handsome boys. Moreover, Shen Hui is so polite and has excellent grades. She has no dislike for him at first sight. The principal felt that he had a strong psychological quality at the time, otherwise he would not have downloaded it to the ground with a bang, but made an educator who wanted to cry without tears and have endless words to say. This matter could only be left alone.", Dad Su took two more mouthfuls of food, and suddenly felt that he was not eating anything. He put down his chopsticks, let out a long sigh, and said to Su Qian: "Miaomiao, when you were a child, you looked Wen Wen and quiet, very easy to talk to, but in fact you have a very strong temper. No one can ask you to change the things you have decided, and we will not listen no matter what we say." You have read many and miscellaneous books since you were a child. You read "Dream of Red Mansions" in the second grade of elementary school. I don't know if you are really precocious or if you think you are mature. Anyway, you started dating when you were fifteen, so I didn't think you were fooling around. I just thought you had your own reasons and I just needed to guide you appropriately. I am your father, and of course I care about my daughter the most. To say that in this situation, I happily watched you marry Shen Hui, it must be a lie. Although Dad feels sorry for him, he also feels sorry for you even more. Do you understand or not? "-Actually, these two paragraphs are just Su's father's words, but they describe that Maomao has been a child with big ideas since he was a child, and I also like Su's father and Su's mother very much. Such enlightened parents are worth having and learning from. Su Qian's pride: "Ten years later, Su Qian has already understood that women do things because of the pity of men. If they are really at the end of their rope, they will have their teeth knocked out and their blood eaten. This is what it means to shed precious tears. Don't waste ammunition alone at home if you have nothing to do. If you have the ability, catch the heartless person and cry in front of him. ", "I'm afraid he won't understand that she is really saying goodbye to the person she has loved for fourteen years. No matter how painful it was, she had decided to force herself to let go, no matter how difficult it was. She has never been a stalker, her pride won't allow it, and her reason won't allow it. She is Su Qian, she can do it. "--This kind of cat makes people feel sad to see it, and also makes them feel proud beyond words. Su Qian insisted: "But for Su Qian, there is only one reason for wanting to keep Shen Hui, and that is love. ", "From the age of fourteen to twenty-eight, Su Qian only loved Shen Hui. She had loved him for half of her life, how could she let him go? "," When her fingertips slipped in, Shen Hui felt his heart tremble, and then his heart became as soft as mud. In the past, she was not used to holding hands like this, and she always had to pull away when she felt uncomfortable, but he liked the feeling of intertwining fingers. He felt that only in this way could he hold tightly and feel at ease." "Actually, Su Qian has never forgotten the past after being away from home for so many years. It's just that the investment in her degree, both in terms of money and time and energy, is too huge. If she doesn't stay in the United States and work for a few years, it will be difficult to reflect the value in her future career and make it worth the money. She thought they still had a lot of time to spend together. She was convinced that they were loyal enough to each other and could withstand the test, so they wasted their time in vain. The hardest thing to measure in this world is exactly what is most important to yourself. It is sad to lose oneself for love, but it is difficult to achieve perfection in a blindly selfish love. Fortunately, she got him back. "--After reading this, I laughed again. Who said Maomao was selfish and cold-blooded? She knows how to love. As for Shen Hui in my eyes, being able to have Su Qian's love already shows his excellence. But excellence is not everything. Only his tolerance and persistence can he become a good dog for cats. He sighed and said aggrievedly: "The dogs are all guarding the house. Cats often run away from home and run around outside. "-What a loyal and good dog! "At first glance, that room is completely different from the elegant and neat layout of this house. The entire wall is covered with colorful things, except for the white carpet on the floor. The contrast is very strong. Su Qian walked in and looked around, unable to think anymore. The room was empty, with no furniture except the chandelier. Just photos, big and small, countless photos. Her photos, solo photos she took in the United States over the past few years. The photo she posted on MSN Space. Whether she laughs, makes faces, or pretends to be serious, there are countless expressions, all of which are hers, without exception. "-How sensational! "Chen Hui smiled slightly. Probably those waiting for people at the dock are all fools, just like himself. He anchored at the pier of love, time, clinging to the loneliness she gave him, never leaving any escape route for himself. Fortunately, he finally waited. "--You see, perseverance, persistence, and tolerance finally bring the beauty back!" Maomao said: If you don't write about youth, Cat will become old. This is the youth of cats. Maomao is using words to record and refine. As Yu Dan said: Reading such poems and watching such plays, we will feel that there is a spring in our lives that has never awakened. Many people never wake up in spring until they grow old, and their entire journey of life is completed in a state of hibernation. As Maomao said in the article: The road to love is like riding a tandem bicycle. You may be greedy for the scenery and forget about your companions along the way, or you may suddenly find that letting go and letting the other person take the helm is a lot of fun. But no matter what, only with tacit understanding can we be like a spring breeze. I think this is Maomao's original intention in writing this article. Maomao is lucky: because she met Shen Hui in the most beautiful time, and fully understood each other because of their love; she should also fully understand each other and give her trust, appreciation and respect. In fact, the essence of love is like this. It is not about changing the other person, nor is it about fulfilling the other person through self-sacrifice, but about giving the other person enough tolerance. Thank you Cat. PS: I found this paragraph in the article: Four years ago, when Su Qian graduated, she told Shen Hui that she would stay and work for a while. When Shen Hui was disappointed, he said something to her: "You are indeed a cat. Only cats run away from home and never come back. "Actually, Su Qian's nickname is Meow Meow, and Su's father always calls her that. Shen Hui once said angrily that Su Qian's father is the most important man in Su Qian's life, and he can only be ranked second. Maybe because of this, he never called her by her nickname before. He always called her Qian Qian, but since then she has added "Mao Mao". Is this where the cat's name comes from? December 27, 2013
I don't know if I'm a psychopath, but what the author said is true. Is there really such a man in the world? If it really happened in life, I think he must have really died of stomach cancer. His existence itself is a fairy tale. If he recovered from the disease in life, it would be a myth. It's not that I'm venomous, it's that the world is so disappointing