Ping Xie: 2015

In 2015, I was in Changbai Mountain. This year, nothing happened. I'm in so much pain.

Only then did I realize that Erdao Baihe was also written in capital letters. I cried even more sadly. How did you manage to stab my heart with such accuracy with these two knives?

Is this the truth about trading my life for ten years of your innocence...

Maybe I really laughed and cried. Wu Xie is still living a lie these ten years

The writing is great. It's 2020, and the third uncle gave it a happy ending, but it seems that this is the ending that the third uncle originally wanted.

In the end, I still didn't cry, even though my heart was screaming and hurting. I remember that when I first read it, I was still preparing for the exam. In the middle of the night, I held my phone in my hands and felt uncomfortable for half the night. I think I must be a □, who obviously can't stand abuse but is still paranoid about it. I have discussed with my gay friends before that maybe only tragedies can create classics. The feeling of sadness will always last longer than joy. This is recognizing your true nature. When I watched 2015 again, P5 automatically changed to the song "The Heart-wrenching Heart". I think this song really sets the scene. "The promise of this life, without a goodbye, the scars will never recover. If longing makes the heart warm and sweet, time has healed the past." It is true that maybe my Wu Xie and my mistress still retain that innocence, he is still kind, and he still does not want to hurt anyone. But there was no doubt that he was tired, very, very tired. It can be said that Wei Lunhai has truly understood the phrase "Exchange my life for ten years of innocence for you." I wonder if you have ever thought about it, why not "Exchange ten years of my life for your innocence for a lifetime"? Because I never planned for 2015, ten years later. That's why I feel sad for those ten years of innocence. It was because of that agreement that Wu Xie worked hard to live these ten years. Even if he had burned out all his enthusiasm, interest and curiosity in the first half of his life, even if he had become less and less fond of talking and found it difficult to be interested, because of those ten years, he still seemed to have exhausted all the happiness and energy in the second half of his life to live these ten years. I saw him abandoning his shop and no longer having to deal with those treacherous people and letting go of his innocence. I should be happy, but I couldn't be happy. He picked up his camera and traveled around the world with no goals and no time limit, but it was difficult for him to integrate into this world as if he was in a hurry. He was just like that man, carrying the vicissitudes of life that could not be calmed down in his heart. One comes from time and one comes from events. Maybe that's why the two hearts are so close, you and I are actually so similar. But the final ending was not satisfactory. Ten years of waiting and waiting have finally become empty talk. To trade my life for ten years of your innocence is a prophecy. I've never liked despair. Whether it's the desperate and oppressive atmosphere in horror movies, or the despair that everything is finally over but there is no room for change. "Obviously there is only a wall, but the bottle of stuffy oil is behind the door. But I can't grab his hand. " "The world is so big, I suddenly don't know where to go next. " Where else to go? I have already spent the rest of my life, and in the world without you, I have nowhere to go. It's a pity that I haven't had time to teach you the joys and sorrows of this world, and I haven't had time to tell you: You are my only destination.

It's really in line with the original work. Maybe this is the real ending. Ten years is just the comfort given to us by the third uncle.

2022 Mid-Autumn Festival: A solo man was knifed into a dog in Beijing

I think be is the real ending, and I never thought about it. Ten years have passed, ten years since I first started chasing Tomb Raider Notes. Ten years later, I have forgotten most of the content of the novel, and I suddenly came up with fan stories and various secondary creations and extras to chase Ping Xie. It seems like a happy ending, but in fact everyone is hiding grief. I can understand the naive mood. If it were me, I would be angry and angry, but mostly sad and unable to let go.

Now it seems that I still feel sad about the ending, but fortunately he is back