This is the story of the owner of a shop that can grant any wish, who drinks tea and watches the show in a crossover world, occasionally stepping in to act himself...
This story came about because of my frustration with xxxholic's unfinished ending...
Trust me, this story isn't sad at all, except for the beginning...
Pseudo-literary style + snark + occasional bouts of madness. The writing style changes wildly. It's often like listening to a Shakespearean opera while eating Beijing soy milk and fried dough sticks...
Updates are irregular, but I won't abandon the story.
A work written for my own amusement.
Did you give up after all?·····
It's been a month. You haven't updated it yet. . . . . . . . . .
Jun Xun is still such a virgin, but this is his own character. . . Come on, Ah Qing, I love Laplace's complaints. . .
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It's finally over, holic, it's finally over, the long wait that comes once a month. But waiting is not a mistake, because people who wait often have hope. This is true for me, and so is April 1st. The moment I saw the back of Mr. April 1st, the moment I moved the mouse and clicked, I felt a sense of loss. It seems that the soul has been drained out, leaving only the body. The world has moved forward for a long time. Some things have not yet begun, and some things have ended. However, there is still something I want to keep, something I want to remember, and something I want to tell myself, to show that the past years were not wasted. The boy named April 1st He is a "stand-in" for a person. When that person made his own decision in a world called "Wing", the balance of the world was disrupted. So, he has his own existence ——Jun Xun, April 1st, even his name looks like a pseudonym. Compared to the man who made the choice, his story seems more plain and simple: A boy who was troubled because he could see monsters accidentally walked into a strange store one day. The strange store manager used him as an excuse to eliminate the trouble and began to exploit this innocent, kind-hearted and versatile boy... (Hey) Everything is so relaxed and happy and seems to be taken for granted, whether it is the silent Hyakomeki, the cute Himawari, and the alcoholic Yuko. The fateful Mokona, the lovable Xiaoyu, the Zashiki boy who secretly falls in love with April 1st, the boy who is obsessed with the boy for a long time... Coupled with CLAMP's simple and bright style of painting that makes people think they have been abducted by aliens (hey), everything is so dreamy and unreal - until those so-called "trials" gradually become clear in front of us: Lies are black fog. It gradually envelopes you, making it difficult to tell what is real and what is virtual. This is the case for women. In order to cover themselves up, she is used to falsehoods and lies, but she doesn't know: when your world is full of falsehoods, you can no longer touch the truth, and you can't live in the real world; Language is a shadowless rope. It unintentionally binds you and weaves a huge web for you. Once you are trapped, you can never get out. The twin sisters had an unintentional dialogue, but they unintentionally tied themselves up. People in the net cannot move forward, let alone leave the net; Wishes are a beautiful thing. But if you rely on others to fulfill your desires, darkness can unintentionally wrap around you. Just like the female college student who took away the "hand of the ape", she blindly asked for everything, but ignored the cycle of cause and effect, and eventually let things develop to the extent that she could not control it. In that mysterious shop in the dimensional gap, April 1st witnessed all this and experienced all this, meeting all kinds of people and doing all kinds of things: Jing's protection, Aoi's disaster, everything was entangled into fetters, entwined between people. Finally enlightened. Here I don't want to understand "xxxholic" as a story about a so-called savior undergoing trials, because in my opinion, this is really just an accidental encounter, an inevitable encounter. For April 1st, it is inevitable to meet Yuzi, it is inevitable to meet Baimugui, and it is inevitable to fall in love with Xiaokui. All encounters and all causes and effects are both accidental and inevitable. Everything in this world has its cause and effect. Sometimes, one choice often brings about countless changes. And April 1st is hovering between "cause and effect". That witch named Yuko She is "the only woman Kuro admits to possessing magical powers." She is a "witch of dimensions" who has the power to travel across dimensions. She is the owner of a shop that makes wishes come true. She is a collector collecting the price for the coming day. She said: "There are no accidents in this world, there are only inevitabilities." She ended the dispute and buried herself at the same time. I laughed when I saw her name. Yu means to persuade someone to drink, just like her habit of drinking. Many people say that she likes to play with people's hearts. In her store, if you want to get something, you must pay a corresponding price for it. No one knows whether the exchange between what you want and what you pay is equivalent. But isn't it? If you get what you want, shouldn't you pay a corresponding price for it? After all, what Yuzi is doing with you is just a transaction. You have enough time to think about the losses and gains before reaching the transaction. What's more, there are some things that we really can't expect from fate. Her every day seems to be very simple: drinking wine and guarding a shop with almost no one around. While arguing with April 1st, he was fulfilling the wishes of others, and then taught April 1st all the cause and effect, good and evil in the world. So mysterious, yet so peaceful. She said: Everything is for "two futures". For this reason, she meets April 1st and then leaves. Leave without any regrets. I still don't know what her motives are, for Kuro, for herself, or for the world? She said there are no accidents in this world, only necessity. So, does she know her own destiny? If so, then what does it feel like to move forward with your own destiny? Her eyes were like autumn water, reflecting everything in the world, so indifferent and so firm. It seems that he has seen through the entire world and holds everything in his hands. In her dream on April 1st, she was wearing beautiful clothes, and her belt was swaying in the rain of cherry blossoms, like a butterfly. She left like this, leaving the young man with a vague dream. Those passers-by who cannot become passers-by I think Baimugui cherishes April 1st. I believe that before HOLIC ends, many people believe that April 1st will be with Hundred Eyes Ghost (Hey). For April 1st, Baimugui is undoubtedly his best guardian. If it hadn't been for the hand that stretched out when it fell, if it hadn't been for the hair tie that brought April 1st back from that world, if it hadn't been for the dream that was inadvertently sold to April 1st, if it hadn't been for the eye that was split in half... If it hadn't been for so many, if it hadn't been stacked together, April 1st wouldn't have become April 1st today. Even if these two people are paralyzed and talk about each other all day long, the visible and invisible bond has already linked them together. However, CLAMP is indeed a guy who doesn't play by common sense. The true destiny of April 1st is not the Hundred-Eyed Ghost, but the one who died N years before he was born... A witch?! For waiting, the young man paid the price. He could no longer leave the shop built in the gap in time and space. All he enjoyed was the right to be left behind by the world that was advancing day by day. And he, who has been accompanying him silently, has been inadvertently changed by time into a grandson, and he has grown old willfully. Tears overflowed from his eyes, fell down, and condensed into red pearls. The bhikshuni said she felt sorry for him because he was getting older day by day and she couldn't change it. So, is it the same on April 1st next to her? At that moment, did he think of him, the man who had been silently by his side? After all, we still can't be together. I think Miss Himawari likes April 1st very much. Once upon a time, she alienated people because of her natural disaster constitution. Once upon a time, she blamed herself over and over again for the disasters she had brought. Once upon a time, she was immersed in her own pain and could not extricate herself. And at that time, she met the boy. The boy who reached out to her in life; the boy whose heartstrings were touched by her smile; the boy who desperately wanted to complete her commission; the boy who even after learning that he was injured because of her, still said "it's okay" with a smile. Aren't you happy? Someone can love you regardless of everything, automatically photoshop out all the pain you have brought to him in his mind, and only remember your smile and your goodness. This should be the greatest happiness. However, somewhere in the dark, a voice said: "We can't go on." Xiaokui was born with a calamity constitution, and Yuko's shop just made her constitution worse. Inside and outside the high wall, eyes can touch each other, but there is an invisible door between them. She cannot walk into the cage, but he is destined to be a bird in the cage. Her time flies, but he has not aged yet. The trajectories of life are destined to diverge and never reunite. And those young and sweet memories of youth can only be buried in the depths of memory, becoming a faint regret in his and her hearts. Several years later, classmate Jiuxuan looked at the bird beside him, thinking about the vivid face of the boy on the other side of the microphone, and smiled softly. That ending that can never be called an ending Yuko, finally left. Because "everything that needs to be done has been done." But the young man is still waiting. What he pays and what he gets, it seems that everything is not proportional from the beginning. But those who are immersed in it have no regrets. He put on the kimono left by Yuko; He picked up the pipe that Yuuko had taken; He inherited the store opened by Yuko; He waited for that person who might never come back again, thinking about him day and year. The ending is so dull. In the dream, Yuko appears, opens the cage, the bird flies out, and the cage door is broken. She never said a word, but the boy had already realized it. Finally fell into the dream of the mortal world, the young man is like this, and so are we. Zhuang Sheng was obsessed with butterflies in his dream, and in an instant, the world changed. Afraid of seeing through, time flies by. On the white paper, April 1st said to the Hundred-Eyed Ghost: "It's really similar to your great-grandfather." And outside the white paper, we suddenly woke up, as if we woke up from a long and distant... Dream. She had been gone long enough, so long that the boy had lost track of time. Everything that had been around him had disappeared: Hundred-Eyed Ghost, Himawari, Xiaoyu... And the people he had promised to protect. The passage of time ruthlessly took away so many past events, leaving only that boy, the boy who believed that she would return eventually and had been waiting. I gave up all the fetters of the mortal world to wait for you. In the blink of an eye, a hundred years have passed I have never read holic comics because I am afraid that the boys and girls in my dreams will disappear with the wind as soon as I turn the page. The stories written by clamp always have the dark atmosphere of adult fairy tales. They are as beautiful as fairy tales but also have a lot of helplessness, which makes them more beautiful. Perhaps it is precisely because of this that the ending on April 1st is already destined, sad but not sad. Because of the joy we once had together, separation becomes sad, for April 1st, for us Those stories called "inevitable" are still dazzling after many years in the midnight dream. Shaohua is not reserved for young people. I hate you for a long time. When will you rest?
Come on, well written. Junxun is my destiny~~~!!!! It's Chinese New Year, Happy New Year, Ah Qing, are you really not going to update another chapter?~~~~Please add more~~~Roll
It's so well written. I like Jun Xun very much.