[Fan Fiction] Defiance: Eternal Despair

This is the sixth volume of the Rebellion installment in an infinite-series collaborative project with Ling Ren Ge, Nan Ke Shi San Dian, Hu Er Ban Xia, Ling Yue Gu Hu, Zi Shang Ning Yue, Ye Yue Feng Yin, and Xuan Yuan Xue Yuan. Feel free to check out the other collaborative stories in the same series. Blurb: Volume 1, Nan Ke Shi San Dian: Rebellion: Star Carving at Dawn Volume 2, Hu Er Ban Xia: Rebellion: Dawn Breaks Volume 3, Zi Shang Ning Yue: Rebellion: The Flame of Life Volume 4, Ye Yue Feng Yin: Rebellion: Dusk Falls Volume 5, Xuan Yuan Xue Yuan: Rebellion: The Cycle Begins Again Volume 6, Fei Chang Huan Xiang: Rebellion: Eternal Despair Volume 7, Ling Yue Gu Hu: Rebellion: Darkness Spreads Volume 8, Ling Ren Ge: Rebellion: A Silent, Chilly Night I AM GOD'S CHILD Fallen in this decaying world How do I live on such a field? I wasn't born into this world for this My footsteps are buried in the gale Though I'm close to collapsing These shackles won't let me Open my heart and entrust it to you Only your feelings are still scattered And I still can't put them in order I am GOD'S CHILD Fallen in this decaying world How do I live on such a field? I wasn't born into this world for this Keep telling me more of your "reasons" until I fall asleep Though useless medicine is strewn everywhere There isn't even a sound here So what am I supposed to believe? I am GOD'S CHILD A sorrowful voice leaves claw marks on my back I can't hang out this world These memories have nowhere to hide, wherever I go The unpleasant chill of the walls, and everything else Who should I show my weakness to next? Don't reach out to help me at the very end If it's you, please save me Rescue me from the silence Time makes the pain race ahead I am GOD'S CHILD Fallen in this decaying world How do I live on such a field? I wasn't born into this world for this I am GOD'S CHILD A sorrowful voice leaves claw marks on my back I can't hang out this world These memories have nowhere to hide, wherever I go