Hold Me, Ye Siyuan

I like DaDa's other books very much, so this time I'm going to read Siyuan's book. The front part is really interesting, but it may be because the book was written more than ten years ago, and some of the plots would be very uncomfortable now. I have always seen the Xiaoju bar incident. She was the one who was bullied, but she did not reveal the instigator. Even after discovering that the vicious male partner was expelled, Xiaoju still sympathized with him and felt that it was a bit too much. But when this man bullied Xiaoju, why didn't he think about the consequences when he did these bad things? After seeing this, I jumped to buy some later chapters and read them. I really liked the plot before the bar incident and it was very well written. However, the feeling after reading it now makes me feel like I hate iron. Xiaoju's character is still very good. Her father gave her a small amount of money to go to college, and she had to earn money by herself to earn living expenses. Her father even asked Xiaoju to pay for her younger brother's future college tuition and living expenses. Also, the heroine worked hard to earn 4,000 yuan to buy herself a computer at the beginning, but because the TV at home was gone, she used the 4,000 yuan to buy a TV. Xiaoju is really kind and filial, but his father and auntie are really not worth what Xiaoju has done. They only give them 300 yuan a month for living expenses. Why should Xiaoju be so nice to them? They accepted Xiaoju's efforts with peace of mind, but did they ever feel sorry for Xiaoju? All in all, the big books are very good! It's just that some of the plots here look a bit strange. Come on come on!

This should be considered an early work by Han Ma. After watching it, my intuitive feeling is that the male and female protagonists love each other so much that they love it to the point of death. (Although I may not be able to understand this love in my life. After all, it is a novel.) Let me tell you some of the good parts in Han Ma's book. That's the characterization of the two protagonists. The characters of both people are imperfect. Miss Orange is brave and passionate but too impulsive and emotional. However, as a lover, she is an extremely good woman, no joke. Mr. Siyuan is gentle, reserved and considerate, but he insists on having his own way and is still upset about things. To be honest, probably because of his personality, this guy is really immature and inconsiderate when it comes to relationships. This has been vaguely reflected since the early love period, and it can be regarded as a foreshadowing for the later breakup. We cannot deny Siyuan's love for Orange, but throughout the entire text, Siyuan really rarely considers problems from the perspective of a lover, whether it is during the passionate love period when he took the exhausted Orange to go on a date after work, or later he was self-absorbed and felt that he could not give to Orange. This love is selfish, even self-centered. Siyuan always forces things that he thinks are good to Orange, but unexpectedly, the selfish love deeply hurts Miss Orange (I want to throw my phone when I see it, I feel so worthless for Orange). The truly immature person is Mr. Siyuan. But it's the imperfections that make this work great. It's 2025 now, and in the era I live in, there are very few authors on the market who dare to write like this. Han Ma does not hesitate to reveal the character's personality flaws, and creates a complete character arc through a series of plots, so the overall reading will feel like everything is natural. You will feel this way when reading Han Ma's works.

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Self-righteous perfection is extreme selfishness. Do you think you are great? So angry!

Professional households with disabilities... Ahem, I won't say more. The writing is quite good, and the remaining parts are clever and not cumbersome. This kind of rich and handsome man with shortcomings has a unique flavor~ I don't have enough money to subscribe to the full text, so I'll express my feelings with Xiao Lei.

I forgot where I saw someone recommending Han Yan's books. They are all about disabled male protagonists. I have read two books with similar themes by other authors before. They were both touching. When someone recommended them, I couldn't help but read them. After I found Han Yan's column and scanned it, I found that the number of words in Han Yan's articles was extremely long, and some of them exceeded my tolerance of more than 300,000 words, which I had recently reached with great difficulty. Fortunately, the uniqueness only has 110,000 words, and the story is very touching and interesting, so I will continue reading "Knowing My Love". Then, I really wanted to continue reading, but I struggled. Among the other three completed books, Colorful World was shorter, but it was also a story about a blind man. After reading two books in a row, I wanted to change it and read something else first. Then I found that the stories of Qingchun and Siyuan were both very long. After comparing them, I decided to read Siyuan's story first. (Secretly speaking, I originally wanted to read the pirated version of Chapter V, but the first chapter of Chapter V was seriously missing some paragraphs. I didn't want to read the complete story, so I just selected and bought it all at once to enjoy it) The story of Siyuan and Xiaoju really did not disappoint me. Surprisingly, I didn't feel that 400,000 words was very long at all. Instead, I continued to read it every day when I had time with my iPad. After reading it for a few days, I finally finished it. The extra chapters totaled 500,000 words (forgive me, I skipped Xiaobei's part). It's still not satisfying and I really want to continue to see their stories. Regarding Siyuan and Xiaoju, they really love each other so much that they are willing to give everything for each other. But because they love each other too much, they are afraid that the other person will be sad or worried, or because they think it is for the other person's good, they can't help but lie or explain in vain. Xiaoju's lies are easier to understand and have more self-esteem factors. Siyuan's lack of explanation makes people anxious. Both of them love each other so much. If there is anything they can't tell, they must keep it in their hearts or they think they are breaking up for the good of the other. For this reason, the two have been separated for five years, which makes people really feel sorry for them! Fortunately, the two finally got together and had a good ending. There are two male partners in the story who I feel are tragic characters, and I feel quite sad after reading it. One is Tang Rui. Tang Rui and his friends drugged Xiaojie, secretly filmed her, and posted it online. It is indeed abhorrent and inappropriate, but she was expelled from school because of it. It is indeed a bit pitiful. Especially since he was about to graduate and his parents were full of hope for him, you can imagine his despair when he was expelled like this. Afterwards, he knelt down and begged Xiaoju for help, and then went around asking for help but to no avail. The fear in his heart that he would be expelled and that his world would be destroyed finally made him commit an even bigger mistake. His life must have been really ruined. The other one is Ye Sihe, who was the main culprit who caused Siyuan to lose his arms. But when Han Yan wrote about why he hated Siyuan and why he had evil intentions to pick up the badminton from Siyuan, I was very moved after reading it. Many modern families have only children, who are the darlings of their parents. Siyuan was trained by his mother to learn various talents since he was a child. He is good at singing and dancing, and is proficient in all kinds of music, chess, calligraphy and painting. Whenever there is a family gathering, I can't help but ask Siyuan to perform. Naturally, the little Siyuan doesn't understand the comparison mentality among adults. Of course, he is happy to perform if his performance can get everyone's applause. But in the eyes of Sihe, who was once the most precious child in the hearts of the family elders, or in the eyes of Sihe's mother, who was born in a humble family, it was naturally very unpleasant. When I write this, I am not trying to say that Sihe can be forgiven for hurting Siyuan because of this, but seeing Sihe's inner thoughts reminds me that there are indeed many such examples in life. Proud parents always think that their children are the best. They talk about it to everyone, ask their children to perform and show off to everyone. They talk about how great my baby is. To be honest, every time I see parents like this, I feel a little disapproving. Siyuan's mother has a good education and a good background, and Siyuan is very good as she expected. In her eyes, she looked down on Sihe's mother, and she also disagreed with Ali's mother (thinking that Ali was disabled because his mother failed to take good care of him). After she found out that Sihe was the murderer, she could not let go of the hatred in her heart. Even after Sihe grew up, she finally found an opportunity for revenge and blocked all opportunities for Sihe to have a good way out. Her hatred is understandable, but in the end it is Siyuan who bears the consequences of this hatred. Sihe regretted making a big mistake (Alli also said it), but there was no chance of redemption for such a mistake. His troubled life when he grew up also had a great psychological impact on him. From the original guilt and regret, to the later anger, and then Tang Rui came to visit and made a big mistake together again. The price Tang Rui paid was to be expelled from school and spend many years in jail. The price Sihe paid was to be seriously injured by Wanxin and almost lose his life and become a medicine pot for the rest of his life. He also had his parents, wife and children not to be welcomed by everyone in the family. He was really a sad person. After reading this story, the parts between Siyuan and Xiaoju were very satisfying and touching. Fortunately, there were some things that were not clearly explained in the main text, and there were a lot of extras that made it clear, which also made me less angry with Siyuan (otherwise he would inexplicably say that he broke up and left for five years, and then came back and wanted to leave after five years, and I really wanted to punch him). But when I saw the last two chapters of the Chinese New Year, I couldn't help but shed a lot of tears. The child was innocent. Siqiao was isolated, suspected, and severely beaten by her father in public because of the adults' grudges. It was really pitiful and innocent. Sihe knew that the mistakes he had made had caused his family not to be welcomed and it was painful. It was really sad to see that part!! Fortunately, in the end, Siyuan went to Sihe himself and told him not to hold grudge against him anymore, which also made Sihe finally say the three words that he had wanted to say for many years but didn't know how to say, I'm sorry. Thank you Hanyan for writing such a great story, and I hope that Siyuan can continue writing in the future. I'm going to rest for two days, and then think about whether I should read Colorful World or Youth Story first. I'll read these two slowly, and then Ali's story should be almost finished, haha. .

Yesterday I read the ending without reading the author's postscript. Today I still couldn't let it go, so I read the epilogue and the author's postscript carefully. I really wanted to find a place to vent my emotions. I slept for several nights over a novel, I didn't think about it, I wanted to read it but I was afraid to read it, I wanted to read it but I couldn't let it go. I was so entangled that sometimes I felt that I was taking it too seriously and it was just a novel. But the heartache, heartbeat and emotion that Siyuan brought me was more than just a novel. From the time I started reading online novels in junior high school until I graduated from college, I have read hundreds of novels instead of a thousand, right? It's not like I haven't read touching articles. I once read Xiaolou's "For Ange's Snowy Years" and was immersed in the sadness of Ange's quiet passing; it's not like I haven't read about disabled male protagonists. I also felt sorry for and rejoiced for the paralyzed male protagonist in "Zhiyuan". I read a book back and forth several times. I also felt sorry for the good heart in "The Mad Lover" and couldn't put it down while holding the book. However, there has never been a book that made me feel the strong emotions I felt when I read Ye Siyuan, that kind of heartache, that kind of sourness in warmth, that feeling of both expectation and fear of facing the future. I really feel the same. In the postscript, Hanhan said that because he used the first person, he felt very immersive. This is one of the reasons, but it is not the main reason. After writing a novel, the male and female protagonists who were originally shaped by you and controlled by you will become souls. After writing the novel, you will naturally know how they will react under what circumstances. And Hanhan, you are particularly good at injecting souls and emotions into the characters, so everything becomes particularly real. I have no objection to the ending, but it's not that I haven't thought about Xiaoju's counterattack, but I gave up the idea as soon as I came up. She loves him so much, how could she be willing to do this? It's not that I haven't complained about Siyuan, because I really hate it when men assume that they know everything, keep saying "it's for your own good", endure everything silently, and then wait until the truth is revealed and they are bruised and bruised to say "I did this all for you". Whenever I see this kind of plot, I want to say "you deserve it"! No matter what happens, what can't two people face together? One more shoulder means more strength. I would rather walk side by side with you until the end of the world than cry alone in a quiet nest. So after learning the outline of the story of Xie Lounan's "My Queen", Ren Jiyou said how beautiful the book was and I didn't want to read it. Having said all this, I just want to explain that from my perspective on love, it is impossible not to complain about Ye Siyuan's behavior. But after complaining, I understand, and I will never be able to say "You deserve it." The character Ye Siyuan has a soul, his pain, his concerns, if you put yourself in his shoes, although the decision he made is bitter, you can't bear to blame him at all. His doing so is in line with his gentleness and the Ye Siyuan we have always seen. Therefore, I think "Embrace Me, Ye Siyuan" is a very real novel. Every character has flaws, and even the final ending has flaws, so it is so fascinating. This is also the charm of Ye Siyuan. Roy Mustang said something in "Fullmetal Alchemist" that I remembered for seven years. He said: "This world is inherently incomplete, how can it be perfect, so it is so beautiful." If Ye Siyuan had arms, if he was like a healthy person, then with his talent and family In this world, he must be the perfect male protagonist in traditional romance novels. Then he will no longer be the current Ye Siyuan. Maybe he is still pure, but he will definitely not be as melancholy and tender as he is now. The most important thing is, maybe he will not be with Xiaoju. Just as Xiaoju was once shocked by Ye Siyuan's incomplete back, I also feel sorry for his incompleteness. But if we didn't meet, know each other, and didn't fall in love, Ye Siyuan wouldn't have to suffer the pain he felt when he was 11 years old. Even though he was heartbroken, he would definitely agree to this exchange condition without hesitation, just because she loved him. Xiaoju did think so in the article, so if God exists and gives Xiaoju such a chance to look back, I believe Xiaoju will make such an exchange, in exchange for meeting, getting to know each other, and falling in love, in exchange for Ye Siyuan's healthy arms and a carefree life, and then leave silently, carrying the memories of the two of them alone, living without happiness. Thinking about it this way, the decision made by Ye Siyuan in the article is also reasonable, just because he loves her. Hanhan said that the key word of this book is determination, being firm in determination amidst uncertainty again and again, and then moving forward without hesitation. When I saw this sentence, I suddenly found the answer, why I was so obsessed with this book, and why I couldn't extricate myself for a long time. Because I am in the midst of all kinds of uncertainty and confusion, with both expectations and fears for the future, and some reluctance and nostalgia for the past. In real life, I have always felt that I am a very decisive and positive person, but confusion and hesitation are always present in the side that others cannot see. I don't have a boyfriend like Ye Siyuan, and I don't have Xiaoju's spiritual support. I have encountered a bottleneck on the way to pursue certainty. However, after reading this book and seeing the happiness Ye Siyuan and Xiaoju gained from their efforts in pursuing certainty, I envy and admire them. What supports them is unswerving love, a spiritual pillar that will not collapse. I think I should also look for such a spiritual pillar, and then continue to pursue a certain ending. Ye Siyuan and Xiaoju are both characters with souls. They have stepped out of the novel and are living in a corner of this world, happily. Thinking about this, they can't help but want to smile. It's a pity that I didn't see this work until now. It's a pity that I didn't accompany Xiaoju and Ye Siyuan from the beginning, but fortunately, I didn't miss him!

Mom, I give you a thumbs up after more than a year!

I'm lucky that I didn't miss this story. It's a pity that I just discovered this story. I love Ye Siyuan so much. After reading it, the picture of Siyuan and Xiao Ju together always comes to my mind. After reading the comments of the girls in the comments, I went to watch "Once Upon a Time in Lichuan" again, but I still love Siyuan more. Hanhan is right, losing your arms will lead to more hardships. It's a very interesting and touching story~~

I watched Ye Siyuan again over the weekend, and I feel that you really put a lot of thought and emotion into writing this story and shaping the characters in the story. Although this is not the first time I have watched it, it is still very touching. There is no gorgeous rhetoric, but it is very delicate and touching, especially the shaping of the hero and heroine, which hits my favorite point exactly. Either cute, not gentle, just a pretty little orange, and also so strong; Needless to say, Ye Siyuan has the shadow of Wang Lichuan in him, but is more sensitive, delicate and soft than him. All in all, I love this story very much! Thank you for bringing us such a good feeling, such a wonderful feeling!