Xuan's Journey Through Chinese Paladin 3

Xu Changqing is a fictional character in Chinese Paladin 3, and yet I fell in love with him despite myself. I thought I would never meet him in this life, but after being reborn, I found myself as Zixuan in Chinese Paladin 3, where I met him in his first two lives. I couldn't help hoping that in this life, as Zixuan, I might be able to be with him. But the unchanging tragedies of those first two lives made me finally understand. I didn't come to this world for myself. If I don't try, I'll lose everything, including him. This time, I'll do everything I can to protect everyone. I won't let the tragedy of Zixuan and Changqing happen again. Even if I disappear from this world, I will change that tragic ending! Chong Lou has been by my side ever since I was reborn. His pride, his wildness, his tenderness, his care, his indulgence, and his deep affection are a refuge when I'm exhausted, and they make my heart stir. Two men. What should I do?