Synopsis:
 Some people love like fire, sincere and passionate. At the first gust of wind, they blaze fiercely. Everything that stands in their way is destined to turn to ash.
 But when love grows wild and uncontrollable, it can burn both you and the one you love to ashes.
 Some people love like water, calm and unruffled. It spreads and ripples slowly. No blade can cut it, no mountain can stop it. Colorless and tasteless, yet endless.
 If you reach out and try to grasp it, you'll find that the harder you try, the more futile it is.
 When they meet, the water reaches its boiling point and the fire billows with smoke. In an instant, they rise together in a mighty cloud...
 But in the end, either the fire silently goes out, or the water evaporates and disappears.
        The cold, scheming older seme who will stop at nothing to get what he wants        The sharp-tongued, devoted queenly uke who is obsessively in love      
Reader's Guide:
 1. This is a story of two people who meet and come to know each other on the paths of life and love, love and hurt each other, then take a wrong turn and grow ever more distant.
 2. The two leads are as scheming as they come, as difficult as they come, and as quietly sensual as they come. Read at your own risk if that's not your thing.
 3. No wish fulfillment, no whitewashing, no melodrama. A serious drama, with a bad ending. But this story is not about cruelty, sorrow, or suffering. It's about choices, fate, and helplessness.
 4. Extra chapters will be added from time to time. If this sounds like your cup of tea, please bookmark it. (Click the image below ↓↓↓ to go directly to the author's page.)
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Theme:
There are so many things I want to say while reading the article, but I don't want to stop and spend time thinking about my words. I want to read the whole book in one breath, so that my emotions can be immersed in it and reach its peak.
Now that I've finished reading it, I can't write a long sentence. I cried so hard in the middle that I kept crying.
I personally like the literature of the Republic of China, but unfortunately there are very few that meet my appetite. I read Nero earlier and I really like her writing style and characters. Apart from that, the literature of the Republic of China that I read mostly focuses on the struggle between the two parties and the nation.
I'm so lucky to come across this article, I like it very much.
This article revealed madness, sadness, and desolation in the first chapter. I had already anticipated the tone of the entire article. I liked it very much and was also very curious. This kind of narrative perspective is really rare. With this kind of expectation, I found a suitable background music and calmed down and read on.
I like Fu Zhen very much. I also said in my previous comments that I liked Fu Zhen very much from the very beginning when he appeared. As I continued to get to know him better, I liked him more and more, but also felt more uncomfortable and distressed. To be honest, I love the madness in him, it is so dazzling and charming. I think the person who falls in love with Fu Zhen is very lucky. That person can receive full-hearted and unreserved love. But it is also a pity that most people cannot bear such love, so I can understand Mr. Jun.
Regarding Mr. Jun, I actually don't have too many complaints so far.
Before I finished reading, I couldn't determine his attitude towards Fu Zhen. I just kept making guesses, complaining about why he couldn't love Fu Zhen more, why he couldn't show it more. Seeing him and Cui Yuelou's so-called "close friends" made me feel sad. What about Fu Zhen? Who is Fu Zhen? How much position can he occupy in your heart?
But at least, I can still see Mr. Jun's love, and I can taste it from some small corners, but I don't dare to believe it completely. I'm afraid that I am just being sentimental, and those are just a hint of "like" mixed with interests revealed by Mr. Jun. But I still have some expectations, or maybe, it is true. So when I saw the truth being constantly torn out, I felt heartbroken. Until the last piece of deception was revealed, I still believed that Mr. Jun loved Fu Zhen. However, at this point, it seemed that no matter what, it was irreversible, and I was left with endless sorrow for the relationship between them. In fact, by the end of the episode, I had no strength to cry anymore, but when I saw Mr. Jun holding the pocket watch tightly in his hand and the blood-stained robe, I still cried bitterly.
It wasn't until after reading the extra story that I finally understood Mr. Toujun's friendship. I was speechless, as if even my emotions were melted into memories and endings. I can't judge right or wrong, nor am I qualified
I just finished reading this story, an unforgettable and unforgettable story.
I am a very emotional person. When I meet a character I like, I will devote myself wholeheartedly to it. When I was reading the article, I had so many words to express about Fu Zhen, but now I can't type it out. My mind is confused and I really have no energy left. I would like to say sorry to the author's wife.
Unconsciously, I still typed so many words. I know this article was written many years ago, and the author probably doesn't care much about it. I rarely leave long comments on Jinjiang, so I still want to leave some thoughts on this article. Sorry for any inconvenience.
Finally, I would like to thank the author for allowing me to immerse myself in this article.
Mr. Jun may love Mr. Fu, but his love for Mr. Fu has lost too many things (fame, power, status, etc.). He is willing to pamper Mr. Fu, but cannot give him all his love. Although he has the helplessness of the times, he has not responded to Mr. Fu's love. He has been escaping from his own feelings. Even after knowing everything that Mr. Fu has done for him, he still loves an actor. In order to save him, Mr. Fu lost not only his innocence, but also his dignity and reputation. However, after he was rescued, he actually left Mr. Fu and sent the actor home, speechless. He even asked him to come to Mr. Fu's house to insult him, and later humiliated Mr. Fu many times. As Mr. Fu said, although he verbally reprimanded the actor, he was really trying to protect the actor. Mr. Fu's love is so desperate that moths fly into the flames, pure love, Mr. Jun's love is incomplete, not even one-tenth of Mr. Fu's. His love is mixed with too many things. When Mr. Fu was accused by thousands of people, Mr. Wu personally rushed to protect Mr. Fu, and Mr. Fu sacrificed everything for his lover who fell here. Mr. Jun just sent his subordinates. Regardless of Mr. Wu's identity as a traitor, he was Although he is a high-ranking official, he is willing to disregard his face and status for Mr. Fu. Mr. Jun, as a leader, may be more wanton, but he is unwilling to sacrifice his face for Mr. Fu. Even if Mr. Wu's love involves forced marriage and robbery, he is always braver and more slutty than Mr. Jun. I hope that Mr. Fu will still be a willful young man in the next life. He will meet the right person and have a pure love response.
Fu Zhen was only twenty-five years old when he died. There are still plenty of years left to pursue, squander, or just pass. If he lives, even if he does not get the most happiness, he can still get some happiness, which is still happiness, even if he is not happy. And death, even this little chance to be close to happiness is gone.
Fu Zhen is paranoid, maybe his love is too heavy, but he is so real and pure. His love without hesitation and selflessness made me feel heartbroken. I read this story intermittently and could barely finish it. The author wrote it very well, but I didn't dare to read it. I knew I would be sad and cry. I would feel helpless towards Jun Feiyang. Even though I knew he had his helplessness, I still couldn't read it. However, I was angry at him because of Fu Zhen, not only because of Fu Zhen's death, but also because I felt that he never got the love he wanted. Even when he and Jun Feiyang got along well, he didn't get the love he wanted. I told myself that Jun Feiyang loved him, but I felt that this was not pure, so I felt even more distressed. I really can't read such an article, it's so uncomfortable, thank the author!
The beginning is pretentious about the vicissitudes of life, which is what I cannot resist the most. I like this kind of reminiscing about the past when I am very old. In addition, a certain person who was influenced by Nile had very high requirements for the Republic of China literature. He thought that he would only be able to read the Republic of China Danmei in his arms, but this article hit the point in his heart exactly, and he read it with tears in his eyes... From now on, we can have a threesome in the long night. [You are enough]
I am the one who received the article. This article is really amazing and it is well worth the trip.
It's so beautiful. I haven't cried in a long time. It feels so good~~
When I saw the back part, I cried while watching it. It was so beautiful. This is my favorite tone.
I have liked many articles, some because I like a setting, a detail, or the atmosphere of the article, etc.
I can't say I like this article very much, but it makes me feel very admirable. What does "liking" mean? It is my own preference. Even if an article is not well written, if there is one point that makes me like it, then I like it. However, although I can't say I like this article, I think it is a very good article.
I don't like Republican literature very much, or in other words, I generally tend to avoid this type of literature. This period of history is too heavy and too real. Compared with the untouchable splendor of the Tang and Song Dynasties, this gloomy history is too close to us. That kind of depressing feeling is not something I like.
However, the few articles about the Republic of China that I have read so far make me feel that maybe in such a heavy and real context that is close to us, a number of good articles have indeed been brewed.
I am a Shanghainese, and in this article, in the casual details, I always feel that there is a very cordial feeling. The first feeling this article gave me was that the description of these details is extremely close to life, especially in the first few chapters. The tone of slowly recalling it was as if my grandma was slowly telling me about her past. The effect of this kind of processing technique is really amazing. The so-called works are also extracted from real life and rendered. Therefore, it has always been said that if a writer experiences life, the articles he writes will be better. Many details in this article, such as the onion soup, Xiao Man's tone of voice, etc., All reveal the flavor of the original Shili Foreign Exchange. Even the name Gu Manhua sounds a bit like that when read.
In today's day when white writing is rampant in the world, the author's smooth writing also makes me sigh. Language expression is a kind of skill, and the significance of smooth writing to the readability of an article is self-evident. The description of the characters, the processing of details, the dialogue, the structure of the article, and the smoothness of the writing all make the entire article very full, and most importantly, the logic is smooth. The so-called logical logic means that I have not seen anything extremely unreasonable in this article.
It can be said that the writing skills of this article make me feel very comfortable.
After talking about writing skills, I have to mention the more important story content.
Jun Feiyang and Fu Zhen, one is really a man and the other is really like a child. To borrow a sentence from Yun Ting to describe Jun Feiyang, "He is... I have had dreams about heroes, generals, kings, and everything related to power since I was very young." Jun Feiyang is such a man. His actions, his character, his status, quiet and calm, conceal a powerful man. Such a man can arouse women's dreams and want to rely on him. To be honest, I can understand Yun Ting's childishness in front of him, but I am also curious. Facing Jun Feiyang like this, he is so strong and stubborn in his bones, and he wants to use a controlling method to grasp such a powerful man. Perhaps, this is the pride and dignity of a man. If you are a little girl like me, you must want to be sharp and intimidating when he can't see you, but in front of him, you can hide your edge, hide your energy, and enjoy that kind of dependence with peace of mind.
What should I say? I have always felt that Yun Ting loves Jun Feiyang more deeply and deeply than Jun Feiyang loves him. There are so many things he can give for him, and it's heartbreaking to mention them. His grandfather, Miss Mei, Jun Feiyang's wife, his own conscience and morality, he can give anything. That kind of fierceness makes people scared and sad. However, in love, the so-called more and less, there is no willingness. When I saw the watch in the hand of Jun Feiyang, who died at the end, I suddenly realized...
I haven't finished watching their tragedy. In fact, the ending is not important. The whole article actually seems to flow slowly in a lightly depressed atmosphere. Even the warmth of the period after Fu Zhen was shot and the two fell in love could not dispel the faint depression and sadness that enveloped the entire article. So the final tragedy is not a logical thing. I don't like tragedy and will avoid it, but I am not afraid of tragedy. I already knew the tragedy of this article when I read the first chapter, but the writing style that impressed me from the first paragraph, and the deep sadness in the lines, captured me. That kind of appeal, I think it is worth reading. I have to say that even though it is a tragedy, this is actually a very comfortable article to read, as if you are really there, seeing the flesh-and-blood characters, feeling the sad love, savoring the helpless life, and reviewing that heavy and oppressive history...
The only thing that makes me regret is that after writing this article, I felt a lot about characters, love, life, and history, but it did not let me understand a theme and center, or the most important concept that the author wanted to show us. This may be my problem, but it is a regret.
PS: It's been a long time since I've written a comment, especially a long one. Many things may not be expressed fluently. Especially this comment doesn't actually have a center. In fact, I don't feel there is a center. Haha, I am very interested in making friends with the author~
When will the author come back to complete Xiaoman's story?
I cried to death in the middle of the night
I will never forget this article. The author once said that there are lower parts. They are reborn. I want to see if there is one.
There are so many things I want to say while reading the article, but I don't want to stop and spend time thinking about my words. I want to read the whole book in one breath, so that my emotions can be immersed in it and reach its peak. Now that I've finished reading it, I can't write a long sentence. I cried so hard in the middle that I kept crying. I personally like the literature of the Republic of China, but unfortunately there are very few that meet my appetite. I read Nero earlier and I really like her writing style and characters. Apart from that, the literature of the Republic of China that I read mostly focuses on the struggle between the two parties and the nation. I'm so lucky to come across this article, I like it very much. This article revealed madness, sadness, and desolation in the first chapter. I had already anticipated the tone of the entire article. I liked it very much and was also very curious. This kind of narrative perspective is really rare. With this kind of expectation, I found a suitable background music and calmed down and read on. I like Fu Zhen very much. I also said in my previous comments that I liked Fu Zhen very much from the very beginning when he appeared. As I continued to get to know him better, I liked him more and more, but also felt more uncomfortable and distressed. To be honest, I love the madness in him, it is so dazzling and charming. I think the person who falls in love with Fu Zhen is very lucky. That person can receive full-hearted and unreserved love. But it is also a pity that most people cannot bear such love, so I can understand Mr. Jun. Regarding Mr. Jun, I actually don't have too many complaints so far. Before I finished reading, I couldn't determine his attitude towards Fu Zhen. I just kept making guesses, complaining about why he couldn't love Fu Zhen more, why he couldn't show it more. Seeing him and Cui Yuelou's so-called "close friends" made me feel sad. What about Fu Zhen? Who is Fu Zhen? How much position can he occupy in your heart? But at least, I can still see Mr. Jun's love, and I can taste it from some small corners, but I don't dare to believe it completely. I'm afraid that I am just being sentimental, and those are just a hint of "like" mixed with interests revealed by Mr. Jun. But I still have some expectations, or maybe, it is true. So when I saw the truth being constantly torn out, I felt heartbroken. Until the last piece of deception was revealed, I still believed that Mr. Jun loved Fu Zhen. However, at this point, it seemed that no matter what, it was irreversible, and I was left with endless sorrow for the relationship between them. In fact, by the end of the episode, I had no strength to cry anymore, but when I saw Mr. Jun holding the pocket watch tightly in his hand and the blood-stained robe, I still cried bitterly. It wasn't until after reading the extra story that I finally understood Mr. Toujun's friendship. I was speechless, as if even my emotions were melted into memories and endings. I can't judge right or wrong, nor am I qualified I just finished reading this story, an unforgettable and unforgettable story. I am a very emotional person. When I meet a character I like, I will devote myself wholeheartedly to it. When I was reading the article, I had so many words to express about Fu Zhen, but now I can't type it out. My mind is confused and I really have no energy left. I would like to say sorry to the author's wife. Unconsciously, I still typed so many words. I know this article was written many years ago, and the author probably doesn't care much about it. I rarely leave long comments on Jinjiang, so I still want to leave some thoughts on this article. Sorry for any inconvenience. Finally, I would like to thank the author for allowing me to immerse myself in this article.
Mr. Jun may love Mr. Fu, but his love for Mr. Fu has lost too many things (fame, power, status, etc.). He is willing to pamper Mr. Fu, but cannot give him all his love. Although he has the helplessness of the times, he has not responded to Mr. Fu's love. He has been escaping from his own feelings. Even after knowing everything that Mr. Fu has done for him, he still loves an actor. In order to save him, Mr. Fu lost not only his innocence, but also his dignity and reputation. However, after he was rescued, he actually left Mr. Fu and sent the actor home, speechless. He even asked him to come to Mr. Fu's house to insult him, and later humiliated Mr. Fu many times. As Mr. Fu said, although he verbally reprimanded the actor, he was really trying to protect the actor. Mr. Fu's love is so desperate that moths fly into the flames, pure love, Mr. Jun's love is incomplete, not even one-tenth of Mr. Fu's. His love is mixed with too many things. When Mr. Fu was accused by thousands of people, Mr. Wu personally rushed to protect Mr. Fu, and Mr. Fu sacrificed everything for his lover who fell here. Mr. Jun just sent his subordinates. Regardless of Mr. Wu's identity as a traitor, he was Although he is a high-ranking official, he is willing to disregard his face and status for Mr. Fu. Mr. Jun, as a leader, may be more wanton, but he is unwilling to sacrifice his face for Mr. Fu. Even if Mr. Wu's love involves forced marriage and robbery, he is always braver and more slutty than Mr. Jun. I hope that Mr. Fu will still be a willful young man in the next life. He will meet the right person and have a pure love response.
Fu Zhen was only twenty-five years old when he died. There are still plenty of years left to pursue, squander, or just pass. If he lives, even if he does not get the most happiness, he can still get some happiness, which is still happiness, even if he is not happy. And death, even this little chance to be close to happiness is gone. Fu Zhen is paranoid, maybe his love is too heavy, but he is so real and pure. His love without hesitation and selflessness made me feel heartbroken. I read this story intermittently and could barely finish it. The author wrote it very well, but I didn't dare to read it. I knew I would be sad and cry. I would feel helpless towards Jun Feiyang. Even though I knew he had his helplessness, I still couldn't read it. However, I was angry at him because of Fu Zhen, not only because of Fu Zhen's death, but also because I felt that he never got the love he wanted. Even when he and Jun Feiyang got along well, he didn't get the love he wanted. I told myself that Jun Feiyang loved him, but I felt that this was not pure, so I felt even more distressed. I really can't read such an article, it's so uncomfortable, thank the author!
The beginning is pretentious about the vicissitudes of life, which is what I cannot resist the most. I like this kind of reminiscing about the past when I am very old. In addition, a certain person who was influenced by Nile had very high requirements for the Republic of China literature. He thought that he would only be able to read the Republic of China Danmei in his arms, but this article hit the point in his heart exactly, and he read it with tears in his eyes... From now on, we can have a threesome in the long night. [You are enough] I am the one who received the article. This article is really amazing and it is well worth the trip.
It's so beautiful. I haven't cried in a long time. It feels so good~~
When I saw the back part, I cried while watching it. It was so beautiful. This is my favorite tone.
I have liked many articles, some because I like a setting, a detail, or the atmosphere of the article, etc. I can't say I like this article very much, but it makes me feel very admirable. What does "liking" mean? It is my own preference. Even if an article is not well written, if there is one point that makes me like it, then I like it. However, although I can't say I like this article, I think it is a very good article. I don't like Republican literature very much, or in other words, I generally tend to avoid this type of literature. This period of history is too heavy and too real. Compared with the untouchable splendor of the Tang and Song Dynasties, this gloomy history is too close to us. That kind of depressing feeling is not something I like. However, the few articles about the Republic of China that I have read so far make me feel that maybe in such a heavy and real context that is close to us, a number of good articles have indeed been brewed. I am a Shanghainese, and in this article, in the casual details, I always feel that there is a very cordial feeling. The first feeling this article gave me was that the description of these details is extremely close to life, especially in the first few chapters. The tone of slowly recalling it was as if my grandma was slowly telling me about her past. The effect of this kind of processing technique is really amazing. The so-called works are also extracted from real life and rendered. Therefore, it has always been said that if a writer experiences life, the articles he writes will be better. Many details in this article, such as the onion soup, Xiao Man's tone of voice, etc., All reveal the flavor of the original Shili Foreign Exchange. Even the name Gu Manhua sounds a bit like that when read. In today's day when white writing is rampant in the world, the author's smooth writing also makes me sigh. Language expression is a kind of skill, and the significance of smooth writing to the readability of an article is self-evident. The description of the characters, the processing of details, the dialogue, the structure of the article, and the smoothness of the writing all make the entire article very full, and most importantly, the logic is smooth. The so-called logical logic means that I have not seen anything extremely unreasonable in this article. It can be said that the writing skills of this article make me feel very comfortable. After talking about writing skills, I have to mention the more important story content. Jun Feiyang and Fu Zhen, one is really a man and the other is really like a child. To borrow a sentence from Yun Ting to describe Jun Feiyang, "He is... I have had dreams about heroes, generals, kings, and everything related to power since I was very young." Jun Feiyang is such a man. His actions, his character, his status, quiet and calm, conceal a powerful man. Such a man can arouse women's dreams and want to rely on him. To be honest, I can understand Yun Ting's childishness in front of him, but I am also curious. Facing Jun Feiyang like this, he is so strong and stubborn in his bones, and he wants to use a controlling method to grasp such a powerful man. Perhaps, this is the pride and dignity of a man. If you are a little girl like me, you must want to be sharp and intimidating when he can't see you, but in front of him, you can hide your edge, hide your energy, and enjoy that kind of dependence with peace of mind. What should I say? I have always felt that Yun Ting loves Jun Feiyang more deeply and deeply than Jun Feiyang loves him. There are so many things he can give for him, and it's heartbreaking to mention them. His grandfather, Miss Mei, Jun Feiyang's wife, his own conscience and morality, he can give anything. That kind of fierceness makes people scared and sad. However, in love, the so-called more and less, there is no willingness. When I saw the watch in the hand of Jun Feiyang, who died at the end, I suddenly realized... I haven't finished watching their tragedy. In fact, the ending is not important. The whole article actually seems to flow slowly in a lightly depressed atmosphere. Even the warmth of the period after Fu Zhen was shot and the two fell in love could not dispel the faint depression and sadness that enveloped the entire article. So the final tragedy is not a logical thing. I don't like tragedy and will avoid it, but I am not afraid of tragedy. I already knew the tragedy of this article when I read the first chapter, but the writing style that impressed me from the first paragraph, and the deep sadness in the lines, captured me. That kind of appeal, I think it is worth reading. I have to say that even though it is a tragedy, this is actually a very comfortable article to read, as if you are really there, seeing the flesh-and-blood characters, feeling the sad love, savoring the helpless life, and reviewing that heavy and oppressive history... The only thing that makes me regret is that after writing this article, I felt a lot about characters, love, life, and history, but it did not let me understand a theme and center, or the most important concept that the author wanted to show us. This may be my problem, but it is a regret. PS: It's been a long time since I've written a comment, especially a long one. Many things may not be expressed fluently. Especially this comment doesn't actually have a center. In fact, I don't feel there is a center. Haha, I am very interested in making friends with the author~
When will the author come back to complete Xiaoman's story?
I cried to death in the middle of the night
I will never forget this article. The author once said that there are lower parts. They are reborn. I want to see if there is one.