Even if I went back to a time before any of this happened, would you still not feel even the slightest affection for me?
Even if I had met you before Lily, would you still not fall in love with me?
Even if I gave you the absolute trust and love that Lily couldn't, would you still not give as much of yourself to me as you do to Lily?
I thought I could bear you treating me as Lily's substitute. I didn't need perfect love, and I didn't like love that was incomplete or impure, but I hoped I could stay by your side, even if I was only a substitute.
But I overestimated myself. I can't stand you looking into my eyes and thinking of someone else. I can't stand hearing you call only Lily's name at times like that. I can't stand how Lily's tears made you forget your promise to me that you would never lie to me again. I can't stand that look in your eyes.
It seems I've made another mistake. I'm sorry, Sev. This time, I'll repay the price of my mistake with my life.
Goodbye.
