Muttering Along the Way

I always have so many thoughts that lead me astray, and perhaps one careless moment is all it takes to lose so much that I can no longer go on...

People are always growing up. After seeing so much darkness and so much of reality, it's hard not to feel lost about the future, or to lose faith in it... I often take stock of myself and complain about my life, yet I habitually remain numb...

Now I'm far from home and alone, with fewer constraints. I'm no longer who I used to be. Whether it's my principles or anything else, when there's nothing I can do, I still think about my own affairs. Why would I care what happens to anyone else...

You still have to take in the scenery along the way. When everything gets easier, some things people say sound so reasonable, like "You only learn to cherish something after you've lost it." But how many people have thought about how loss brings only regret, while what you should cherish is right before your eyes? Don't think you're the only one in the world who's been hurt. The difference is that they keep it inside, while you wear it on your face, as if the sky itself has fallen on your head. When time has passed, what will you have encountered? What changes will have taken place in him? The world is unpredictable. Leave yourself and others a way out...

When the flowers have fallen in the twilight of life, perhaps looking back on what was said and done before, it will all seem like nothing more than a joke...