[Harry Potter] To Be Yours (Silver-Green Starlight)

In 1972, I secretly watched everything about you with curious eyes, watched you fall in love for the first time. When I saw the understanding between you and felt a pang of bitterness, I realized how helpless and painful it was to watch the person you love fall for someone else. So, following right behind you, I too fell into that hopeless love. They found their happy ending, leaving just the two of us, still trapped in the agonizing, impossible cycle of "you love her, she doesn't love you; I love you, you don't love me." I don't think I'll ever understand how much Lily means to you, and you'll never see the true expression behind my mask. When fate's gears turned to 1981, the light in your life disappeared that year. You let yourself drift, sinking into that dark swamp. You said, "Please don't ever appear in front of me again. I beg you." So I changed my life. From then on, you were no longer part of it. But you remained in my heart. I think I still love you. Only, from now on, you'll never know, Severus Snape. You carried on as usual in a world without me, but I can't imagine a world without you. So, when the year turned to 1993, even though I had no interest whatsoever in this chaotic, filthy world, because of you, I returned to the familiar yet utterly changed Hogwarts and the Ministry of Magic. Draco, Narcissa, Lucius, Dumbledore, Sirius, Lupin, and even the Weasley family twins. One by one, names both familiar and strange appeared in my life again. Without realizing it, so many people entered my life, and I became part of so many others' lives. A BG romance with Professor Snape as the male lead. Lucius is the early second male lead; after 1990, little Draco gets promoted to second male lead. [Pfft, this poor girl is begging for comments and ratings~~]