[Prince of Tennis] Looking Back, You're Gone

P.S. It's been a year since I started this story. I abandoned it last summer, and now it's overgrown with weeds. I admit that the long gap was my fault. But looking at the story again now, I realize that both my state of mind and my thoughts have changed a lot. If I keep writing, I might end up making things worse, so I've decided to give it a major overhaul once I've got my head straight. (So it'll be on hold for a while first.) I'm really sorry, everyone who's been reading. Chuan Qian has many principles. Those inexplicable obsessions. For example, reason comes before emotion; for example, she only allows herself an 85 percent success rate on assignments and exams; for example, she disguises herself and deceives others, all to obtain what people call survival; and, for example, she must make use of the power she's seized and work tirelessly to uncover the truth... As a result, she saved many people; As a result, she lost herself... What happened to the happiness that was only an arrow's flight away? What happened to the happiness that had been within reach? That resolute emperor in the black hat drifted farther and farther away from her, as she deceived and used him time and again... The tragic part is that she never realized her "unintentional" actions could turn cruel, leaving her beyond redemption and stripped of herself... She kept deceiving herself, believing she was invincible. In the end, will she be able to face her own feelings as if she were watching herself from the audience? Will she finally seize her own destiny? Swallowing my pride and begging - -! Come on, don't be shy, readers. Give in to me~ {Hey, hey, what's with that tone...?} Add this story to your favorites. The above is the blurb. sim doesn't want to keep going on about how this is a first work and all that, repeating the same old thing (I've already written it at the beginning and end of the story, actually). I just want to say something to everyone, feeling very world-weary. Especially to all of you who lurk without leaving a paw print. And especially to those who stop reading halfway through. Here's a myth for you: You're all too lax. People who slack off are unforgivable! Run 250 laps around sim's novel chapters!!! All right, all right, that's it... Scene: sim leaves, world-weary, their shadow stretching long, very long... Add the adorable simnoiso to your favorites. When I looked back at that moment, people were no longer as they had been. And sim's new story - - → Also, I have a new semester placement exam coming up, and after wasting the whole summer, I have to hit the books now. So updates may be irregular. I'm biting my little handkerchief and begging you all to forgive me...