No one's youth is spotless and pure. There's no such thing as purity in this world. What people call "innocence" is just putting on an act.
Before she turned sixteen, Muzi didn't understand what youth meant, or what love was. But after the person she called her "stepmother" kicked her out, one day she rubbed her sleepy eyes and looked at the naked stranger beside her. At last, Muzi realized that her youth had arrived, and someone had taken her.
From then on, her life went down a road of no return. Muzi said she never blamed anyone. But only she knew the heartache behind her eyes. In the moment she turned away, she thought she would burst into tears. After trying to work herself up for a long time, she touched her dry cheeks. The deepest pain, it turned out, was pain so intense that not a single tear could fall.
