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Every time, he makes a cocktail especially for me. The sky-blue liquid shimmers with an enchanting glow, making me want to let myself sink into it and never wake up. No matter how many times I drink it, I never get tired of this drink that feels both real and unreal.
I ask him, "Does this drink have a name?"
He replies, "It does. It's called 'Oblivion.'"
"Oblivion?" I ask, resting my chin on my hands atop the bar.
"That's right, Oblivion."
"Why is it called that?"
He doesn't answer directly. He gently ruffles my hair and says with a smile, "You're drunk."
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Theme:
The lights are on, waiting for you to go home After waiting for a long time, waiting for the last sip of the silent wine glass, and then all kinds of laziness and lack of ideas, I waited for so long before I squeezed out a book review, and I didn't know what to say. No matter how wonderful the writing is, some feelings still can't be expressed through lines. Then I will first explain the title. This title was originally a title for a series of essays I wrote when I was in junior high school. It was nothing more than family ethics. From that moment on, I began to feel that home is the most precious thing. When the lanterns came on, Yin Heyan was waiting for Mo Xinsang to come home. It was very real and warm. Let me make another digression. Yesterday I finished watching the Dahe drama "Jiang, the Princesses' Warring States" that I have been following since January. When the general said to Jiang: Jiang, you are my hope, I thought of Xinsang strangely. For her, Yin Heyan is also her hope. She can wander and be willful, but in the end she must return to his arms. This is destined and agreed. Is there really a kind of wine called "forgetfulness" in the world, and drinking it will make you forget all your heartache? The glass of wine that Yin Heyan mixed made him silent, made his heart feel at ease, and gave his life a new direction. His glass of wine was just wine, but he was sincere enough and persevered enough to stand firm in place from the moment he met her. At that time, Yin Heyan probably didn't know whether Mo Xinsang was just a passerby in his life, and then his subconscious asked him to wait where he was, because the place he was waiting for was called home. Mo Xinsang's story is not special. There are so many people like her in life who dream of being a princess, want someone to love her, and want to find their own happiness. There are many people who are even more embarrassed than Mo Xinsang, falling into endless dark corners, selling their bodies, and ultimately being scarred. So Mo Xinsang is still happy, right? At least there is Yin Heyan who can wait for her to go home and return to the place where her dreams started. No matter how far she has gone, there will always be a hug waiting for her to come back and give her warmth. Yin Heyan's love is not special. There is still true love in this world. Yin Heyan's stubbornness, his waiting, and his dedication may seem small compared to many oaths of eachother and many commitments without hesitation. Fortunately, these two people finally came together. There is a saying in Schopenhauer's philosophy of life that the meaning of existence should not be in the other side but in oneself. As long as they think they are happy, then they will make the whole world a happy couple. Don't worry about the sadness of the past, because it is past, time can dilute everything, the past has long been lost in history, and can only be in memories. People live in the present, in the present, so having that glass of wine called "Forgetting" is enough at the moment. In my Hamlet, the story of Mo Xinsang and the entanglement with Yin Heyan are complete. Then there are a group of people who impressed me deeply, such as Chen Xiangjie, Lu Hancheng, Zhuang Ying, Zheng Chengju, and Li Changhai. Regarding Chen Xiangjie, should I say that my intuition is really accurate? When I went home a week ago, my computer was left in the taxi. I couldn't find the driver and contacted the taxi company, but nothing happened. Her father told her that she shouldn't believe anyone when she was away from home. When she told me this sentence, I sighed a little. How can people be so distrustful? They are obviously good friends, why can the friendship between two people be easily destroyed just for something called selfishness? I hate Chen Xiangjie, but I have to admit that what she did was so normal. No one is selfless. In her life background, she probably already understood how women should survive. I don't blame her. What's strange is that her experience was probably too dark. What should I hate? Chen Xiangjie is just a normal lower class in modern society. Regarding Lu Hancheng, I can only say that he is very pitiful. Maybe he is the richest one in this novel. He has his own kingdom, but he is still the most pitiful one. He has money, a woman, and a career, but what can he do? His son is destined to run counter to him. He has many women, but except for Mo Xinsang, how many of them are not with her for money? Satisfying his desires leaves more emptiness in his heart. And he had long been accustomed to having more women at the same time, so when Mo Xinsang gave his sincerity, maybe he also liked Xinsang at that time, but how could his habits allow him to give up the entire forest for a tree? So he was the one who lost the most in the end. Zhuang Ying is a very good friend. If you have such a good friend, everyone will be happy. However, I always feel that Zhuang Ying's character is too... Well, how should I put it? She loves her friend too much, but is powerless to deal with her friend's corruption. In the end, she had no choice but to let go. But she was one of the few people who knew Mo Xinsang well. Zhuang Ying is the most ordinary person in the crowd. She cannot be said to be an angel, but she has learned to be content, so she will not be as desperate as Xin Sang. Therefore, her life is not as exciting as Xin Sang, and she will not be hurt as much. Zhuang Ying's life is actually what I want. I envy her simplicity so much. Zheng Chengju is just a passing guest in this story, but I still feel that his appearance is indispensable. His story made Mo Xinsang understand something, and it also made me understand something. If happiness is around you, then hold on tight. Appreciating something only after losing it is the most stupid behavior. It makes people sympathize and sigh with emotion, but no one can help him. Li Changhai is a type that I can't judge. In my world, it's always black and white. There are very few people that I don't know whether I should hate or like. He was Mo Xinsang's first love, but he abandoned this girl who risked everything for him (Xinsang couldn't be considered a woman at that time), and it was shameful, right? But that was what his mother asked him to do. I have always hated the type of people who obey others in everything, but that person is his mother. If he had a grudge against his mother because of his sorrow, maybe I would despise him even more. In the end, his wedding was ruined by his heart. Which bride can accept her husband's ex-girlfriend making a scene? What Xin Sang did was completely immature and unwilling to accept it. He couldn't immediately draw conclusions about who was right and who was wrong. In the end, his life came to an end, and what he was thinking about was Mo Xinsang, a woman who had become a thing of the past. Maybe people who are dying are kind, and death is the heaviest topic in the world, so I almost cried when I saw where he died. Losing is more impressive than gaining. The white-haired man gave the black-haired man a gift. When I saw that, I couldn't hate him anymore, only regret. Death makes Xinsang know how to cherish things more. Their stories are realistic and sentimental, and are tens of thousands of times more moving than those ghostly things written by so and so. And then I thought about it, life is not just two sad things. We watch other people's stories, and we act out the stories for others to see. Perhaps in the eyes of others, our story is more dramatic than "Silent Sword". It should be enough here, the lights are on, waiting for you to go home. When traveling through the cold city, it would be enough to know that there is a light in the city that stays there and is waiting for you to go home.
Simple and plain is the real life.
It's over, this is a happy choice. Is there any extra? For example, that Lu or something.
After reading it, I don't know why I feel a little sour in my heart. Xinsang finally found her exclusive angel, but the process made people unconsciously distressed. Live a good life, Yin Heyan will be the right choice!
Keep going. Love you always. Baby
This Chen Xiangjie is just a fucking bitch!!!!!!!
Dwarf... That's it~
What I fear the most is this feeling of separation and death. , So sad!
Xiaoxi is very hardworking and hardworking.
Can I stop knowing men?