Radiance

I wrote this for Gege, but the dream I fulfilled was my own. I fell in love with my older brother only after he died. I used to think he'd always be there, and that I could get to know him properly once I finished my studies. But on April Fools' Day in my second year of college, I really thought it was a joke Gege was playing on everyone, or maybe some media hoax. But it was true. It's been eight years now. The more time passes, the more my heart aches whenever I think of Gege. I didn't even have time to get to know him properly. Even now, whenever I look up information while writing, the pain is almost unbearable. So although this is fanfiction about Gege, I don't dare use the name "Leslie Cheung." I'm afraid that if I write poorly, I'll tarnish his name. But I can't help writing it, either. Even if it's only a fantasy, I still hope someone can cherish him and give him a life free of hardship. Rong Chen: I chose Rong as his surname because it sounds like Rong from his name, and Chen as his given name. Chen means treasure. Gege is the most precious treasure of my life. If there were some magic that could turn back time, I wouldn't ask for him to remain in his dazzling prime. I would only wish him a peaceful, happy life. P.S. This story lacks professional knowledge and research, is far too fanciful, and moves much too quickly. I hope you'll understand. This is my first piece of fanfiction about Gege, and I was too eager to dream of a happy ending. I knew better, but I couldn't slow down. So this is a dream that has almost entirely abandoned reality. I honestly wasn't writing this in the mindset of a writer, and it lacks the structure and care that writing should have. I was simply dreaming. Please treat this story like a fairy tale! A revised version is now being updated as a new story: http://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=1257396 Glory: Revised Edition Theme: