The Return of the Pearl: A Legend of the Condor Heroes

I say I love you, yet I dare not, because my heart tells me that if I get close to you, I'll have nothing left. I'd rather be a moth flying into the flames. Will you be my refuge? Are our names carved together on the Three Lives Stone? I love you, and it has nothing to do with you. Even the endless longing that fills the night belongs only to me. I won't carry it into the morning. Perhaps it can exist only in the darkness. If I draw near the light, will the karmic flames truly consume me? I'm not afraid. I fear nothing, all because of you! Could anything in this world be more melodramatic? I was doing just fine in my own world, and then I was made to transmigrate. Transmigration would have been fine, but why send me to an era torn by war? I could accept that too, but why did I end up inside a novel? I only wanted him to have a happy ending, then go home and live happily with my family! I didn't mean to bring him home with me so we could live happily together! Heavens! Give me an even bigger shock! Ouyang Ke, I'm going to change your fate! I have to, even if it's just for my own sake. Little by little, I feel as if my thoughts are in a mess. This feeling is precious and warm. Things are slowly changing, and perhaps everything will change. Note: Updates are irregular!!!!! Premise: