When Su Wan was sixteen, she met Shen Yanci in a ruined temple. He made her a copper lamp and said, "With the lamp there, you won't be afraid of the dark." She chased him for four years, from the age of sixteen to twenty. Even if he called her "shameless" and even if he married another woman in front of her, she didn't leave. It wasn't until he died in her arms, still holding the broken copper lamp in his hand, that she realized that all his indifference, alienation, and hurt were just to keep her alive. He could not live to be twenty years old. The poison penetrated into his bones and there was no cure. Therefore, he did not dare to love her for fear that after his death, she would be left helpless. But he didn't know that she would rather die with him than let him go alone. In the end, she held his body and sat in the snow all night, her hair completely white. When someone found her the next morning, she was already dead, still holding the copper lamp in her hand, with a smile on her face. Later, someone found a diary in his belongings, which was filled with love for her: "Su Wan, I'm sorry, I lied to you. It's not that I don't want to love you, but I don't dare to love you. I'm afraid that you will be sad if I die." Someone also found a diary in her belongings, which was filled with obsession with him: "Shen Yanci, I am not afraid of death. I am only afraid that you will die alone. In the next life, I will find you first."
Intention: True love is not about possession, but about fulfillment. Even if I have to push you away with my own hands, even if I make you hate me, I will let you live.
