[Unhealthy pseudo-sibling relationship | Fated love | Tangled desire | A love steeped in hatred]
Obsessive, poisonous-snake younger sister x Brooding, ghostlike older brother
They are siblings, family, each other's only support, and the sole comfort in their rotten lives.
And yet they sincerely wish the other would die soon.
Outside the window, snow piled over the steps. In the dead of night, the arms wrapped around Mu Yanxi tightened, squeezing the breath from her.
She asked Mu Yanzhou, "Do you love me?"
Mu Yanzhou smiled faintly.
She asked him again, "Do you hate me?"
Mu Yanzhou kept smiling.
Mu Yanxi's expression stiffened. She turned away, tears of grievance instantly welling in her eyes.
Just as she thought Mu Yanzhou would never speak to her again, he suddenly bent down and pressed her into the soft down comforter. His breathing was already ragged, his eyes filled with desire too intense to conceal.
"Do you love me?"
"I love you."
"Call me big brother."
"I love you, big brother."
Big brother, you can't escape.
I love you, I love you so much, I can't help loving you.
Big brother, run.
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. I'll hate you for the rest of my life.
They can all do it, so why can't I?
You have no heart. You're a devil.
I'll love you for the rest of my life.
I beg you, depend on me, love me, be unable to live without me.
Big brother, go die. Die, die, die.
Big brother, don't go. Don't leave me.
We'll be together forever.
P.S.:
The story is set in Russia. The female lead is mixed-race, and the male lead is adopted. This is a niche indulgence piece through and through. If you like this kind of love and hate, this storm of passion and resentment, you'll get a delicious feast.
Content warnings (the menu): Male lead is sexually inexperienced, female lead is not!! Both leads suffer!! Everyone is evil!! Zero sweetness, nothing but filth!!
In short, read with caution!!!
I'll use this title for now. I'll change it a while after the story launches (I've gone to great lengths to prevent piracy).
Theme: Making peace with yourself and loving life
