On the night they meet again, thunder crashes. Her former fiance, whom she hasn't seen in four years, looks like a vengeful ghost crawling out of purgatory as he drives a dagger into her throat.
“Didn't you say you loved me?”
Using the dagger, he pins her down between his body and the bed. As blood fills her throat, he lowers his head and savagely bites her lips like a demon beast.
“My superior deceived me, my brothers betrayed me. A Qing, I only have you. I only have you...”
“Why do even you have to betray me???”
“Of course I love you,” she says, looking at him. “But, A Ao...”
“Money, a house, new clothes, makeup, bags, perfume, the future, myself... I love all of those so much.”
“Didn't you keep saying you loved me, too?”
With fingers stained by her own blood, she touches the scar at the man's temple. Smiling with her face covered in blood, she looks like a rakshasa from another hell.
She says, “If you love me, you should let me have my way.”
[I'm a full-time worker stuck in the 996 grind, with regular weekend classes. I'll make time to write, but I can't guarantee a regular update schedule.]
[This story will not be abandoned. Unless it's been more than half a month since an update, please don't ask when the next chapter is coming.]
Please note before reading:
1. I'm back to writing about Qiu Gang Ao. The original work is Raging Fire. The original character description of Qiu Gang Ao's ex-girlfriend, A Qing, was too vague. She had no face or specific characterization; all we knew was that she'd betrayed him. Based on that, I developed Xue Qing.
2. Original-character romance and reader-insert dream romance are both welcome. Ship or self-insert however you like, and read from whichever perspective you're most comfortable with.
3. The female lead is not sexually inexperienced!!! She has a past as a sex worker!!! She's an imperfect character, not a good person in the traditional sense.
4. I like tragic love, intense and painful romance, lovers torn between love and hate, and melodramatic angst. This leans mature and will have heartbreaking moments. The male and female leads may torment each other.
Some content depicts outdated feudal ideas. Please don't judge the fanfic characters by real-life moral standards. Keep reality and fiction separate.
Written in Cantonese. I'll smooth it out for Mandarin readers before posting, but the Cantonese reading experience will take priority.
I'll add more content warnings as the plot progresses. This is recommended only for readers with broad tastes who enjoy everything and don't need warnings before reading.
Writing for love. If you don't like it, please leave or block me. I don't accept writing advice or negative reviews. I'll block and delete negative comments.
Theme: The most extreme love is born between life and death.
Wow, the description of sensual sounds is great.
The description of the relationship between mother and daughter in this chapter is so real and subtle 😭 I hope Aqing can find a job smoothly
Another miserable girl… 😭
The pacing of this book is great! 🤩
No! But I'm also curious, if the heroine's mother really loves the heroine, why would she let her daughter follow her old path? Great writing, please update it hehe
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