What does it feel like to be a ghost?
It's gray hair, gray eyes, night blindness, allergies, trembling hands, an endless supply of medicine bottles, and an inability to cry.
It's that he feels he doesn't deserve to be liked by anyone.
So when Chu Huidian said, "I have the final say whether he is worthy or not," Bai Qingwu thought: "He is sick."
Later, Bai Qingwu discovered that the sick person might be himself.
——He actually started to believe it.
Concept: He has never been loved well, but he has learned to accept being loved