My Ex-Husband's Pregnancy Journal

[Main story complete, currently being revised...]

Zhuo Yan had done many reckless things in his life, most of them because he followed his heart. But there was one thing even he couldn't understand: to win back a love he'd lost, he made himself pregnant with a Beta's child.

He didn't know whether it was right or wrong, what consequences he would have to face, or how that Beta would see him. With contempt? Or pity? He knew none of it.

All he knew was this: no matter how despicable the methods, no matter how wretched and shameless he made himself, none of it hurt as much as losing that person. It hurt so much he was going mad.

He was probably already mad.

But if even this couldn't make that person turn around and look at him, what was he supposed to do...?

Zhuo Yan (top) x Pei Wentang (bottom)

Obstinate, unruly Alpha top who pursues love relentlessly x composed, cold-faced, rational Beta bottom

PS:

1. The top gives birth, with a long pregnancy; no role reversal.

2. An ABO world with author-specific settings.

3. One-on-one, both are sexually inexperienced, happy ending.

4. The entire story is told in the present tense. The extras add the high school timeline and everyday life with the child.

Premise: Love and reality can be balanced