Part One
If my love could be a little crueler, perhaps you could rest easy, leaning close to my ear.
If only I could choose, I would stand on a distant branch and resolutely find happiness, a happiness that never had you in it.
But I'm that foolish bird, singing the same monotonous song for you over and over. Though we perch together in the shadows, though we touch among the clouds, I still love you for so long, from so far away.
It turns out that cruel love can be given to those who love themselves, but not to the one you love most.
Ning Xiaotian
Part Two
Who said life is a lie, with you deceiving me and me deceiving you?
We lie to each other until our hair turns white, then say, as if waking from a dream, that it was nothing after all.
In the mirror, I force my eyes wide open until that mole disappears from the corner of my eye. In this heart-stopping deception, I can't tell who deceived whom.
Everyone is drunk, and I alone am sober. I only wish I could turn gray overnight.
Ning Xiaotian
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