Anti-Japanese Sadomasochism Novels of the Republic of China/BE/Youth
1935～1945
My name is Jiang Jinnian
The whole article is my recollection of my father's generation. I was born during the Republic of China.
At the beginning of the story, I was 5 years old. At that time, I only knew how to quarrel with my father. What would a young child understand? All I know is that my father is unhappy again today.
He secretly took the potion and wanted to give himself a shot, so that he would not be in pain. When I was a child, I helped him hold up the potion every day like this, but gradually I found that as soon as he picked up the potion, he couldn't help him. Although it would relieve his migraines, his body would become weaker and weaker. Gradually, I grew up and started to stop him, but he didn't listen to me, so I could only quarrel with him every day.
My academic performance was very good. I had my own bookstore very early. I was good at both civil and military skills. I was one of the few children at that time and was very outstanding. I know how to cook, do medicine, and take care of myself, but I would never tell my father because he just said I was exaggerating.
I was just a child at that time, who could understand? What Jianghu Morality, This book at Home and Outside tells the story of me from the age of 5 to 13. I personally experienced the stories of that era. It wasn't until I grew up that I understood my father's helplessness and reluctance. He was afraid that he would have no heir and I would have no one to take care of me, so I would be deceived. He always said that he would find me a stepmother. His health was getting worse day by day. When he left, I would not let anyone manipulate me, but what do young children know...
My name is Jiang Qijiu, and I am Jiang Jinnian's father. I have severe migraines. I am the head of the Jiang family, and I have the brain power among several schools. Take responsibility. I need to deal with many affairs of the Jiang family every day. And other things, but my daughter is always ignorant. She quarrels with me every time and never feels sorry for me. I just treat her as a child. But young children are always in need of pity. I am afraid that if I am gone in the future, what will they do?
So I don't dare to think about the future, I just want him to be happy.
Many regrets are caused by regrets. Since you have chosen that ending, live bravely. Believe in yourself, you will always be your own bird.
Purpose: Don't wait for happiness to pass before you regret not cherishing it at the time
