Looking for Autumn Dawn

It originated in a late autumn, where Jie Xun, who had low self-esteem and was sensitive, met his lifelong good friend Wang Xiaolu, who was good at studying and was praised by others. From then on, the story of the two girls begins here, from the daily life on campus to the evening breeze on the street to the sunset. 16-Year-old Jie Xun was found. On the day he got cancer, he knew that he couldn't give Wang Xiaolu a lifetime, nor could he stay with him forever. He was wondering how he would live the rest of his life. How should I tell him? No one knows what day fate will arrange for you to die, but maybe it is your destiny anyway. But Jie Xun never believed this, but after experiencing childhood betrayal and his cousin's twisted love, he gradually understood that he could not stop everything and that he was just an ordinary student. It was Wang Xiaolu's existence that made him understand that life can be wonderful. Looking for perspective In my junior high school year, I met my best friend. His name is Wang Xiaolu, and he is very good. He is often the English genius that no one in the class speaks. His listening test is usually very good. Although he is a trumpet on the inside, he is mute on the outside. But he can always play with me thoroughly. When we first started school, we were in the same dormitory. We didn't know each other at that time. Just because I said, let's go to class together, we became the front and back desk. The rest of the story was that I met many friends at school. He didn't like to meet friends, so I introduced him to many of my friends. We didn't know each other well when we were in the first semester of junior high school. By the time we were in the first semester of junior high school, we got to know each other very well. We often went back to the dormitory together in the evening. At that time, we dreamed of everything and looked forward to the future. No one knew where we would go in high school, but instead of thinking about the future, it was better to think about the present. At that time, I was just an ordinary student, and no one thought about what I would do in the future. It's just that as long as he believes in me, I don't care about his future or past, just cherish the present, but in the end I still can't stay with him for the rest of his life. Wang Xiaolu's perspective When I was in junior high school, I didn't expect to meet anyone in the dormitory, but as soon as I was putting my luggage away, he walked in and asked me if I wanted to go to class together. How about we sit at the front and back tables then? I ignorantly agreed to him, okay. From then on, our story began. My academic performance has always been very good, especially English, but except for his liberal arts, he was not good at anything else. English, mathematics and physical education were his worst subjects. But he was always said to be well-behaved by his teachers, and he always liked to mess with his hair. Every time after class, he likes to play childish games with me. He always told me about his great cause, and I always said, we are just students, what do you want us to do? But he always tells me. He wants to write a novel, and he wants to be a class representative to prove that he can do it too. I always laugh at him, you are too stupid. With your grades, the teacher can still let you be the class representative, then I am not the monitor. He always had a silly smile. Later, I studied art and joined the art group, while he studied music and joined the choir. Is the story really over here? Maybe never. Time always flies so slowly. He later became the class representative and I became the team leader. But slowly his illness became more serious and he dropped out of school. Later, he disappeared. My parents always mentioned him again and again, but I always smiled and dismissed him. "If you are still alive, then we will definitely not be simple in the next life." There are no ups and downs of dramatic conflicts. The whole text unfolds the plot through detailed scenes such as daily life on campus, evening breeze on the street, sunset, walking together on a rainy night, etc. Wang Xiaoluo knocked on Jie Xun's closed heart little by little, melting the cold barriers around him with his straightforward and warm kindness; Jie Xun also silently paid attention to the girl's vulnerability that was not exposed, and quietly provided support and companionship to her when she fell into confusion and depression. Together they walked through the fallen leaves of late autumn, survived the cold winter, developed an understanding in trivial matters, and saw clearly each other's difficulties and weaknesses under each other's glamorous appearance, and gradually became the most reassuring support for each other in their youth. The tone of the whole work is light and healing, abandoning the sadomasochism, focusing on the growth of young people, self-reconciliation and two-way companionship. It uses the autumn sunset as an image to illuminate the core of "looking for stars and meeting the autumn dawn": we spend our whole life looking for the soul that matches, and in the process of meeting another person, we also see ourselves clearly and accept ourselves. The writing is delicate and gentle, and the rhythm is soothing and healing. It is suitable for readers who prefer realistic youth and slow and warm writing styles. The short length outlines the clean and pure youth time, which is plain but enough to touch the heart. Youth/one-way sadomasochism/BE Jie Xun Purpose: To tell the beauty of the world.