Back to the war-torn years of the Tang Dynasty, she devotes her whole life to staying by his side.
As fortunes shift, how many tragic songs will the beautiful women sing? Life is but a dream; how much joy can it hold?
Watching over him in silence, caring for him with caution, how can she dare to take that final step?
Through the flames of war, she transmigrates. When she turns back, are you still where you were, singing that same "Midnight Song"?
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When I first read the title, I was attracted by the title chosen by the author. Life is like a dream, how much joy is there? The difference between life and death is like the difference between dreaming and waking. It changes one after another and cannot be investigated. How much joy can be obtained? Although Li Bai's sentence meant to lament that the world is vast, time flies by, life is short, and there is little joy, but we should love life more. But if this is the title of the book, it gives me a very sad feeling in this article. If a story can make people feel like they are floating in a dream, it must be that the story has gone beyond the scope of human sorrow and joy, allowing people to transcend life and death and make judgments. After reading the article, it is indeed the case.
Life is like a dream. For Ziqing, the prosperous Tang Dynasty and the two crucial women she met in her life are the most dazzling colors in her dream of the Tang Dynasty. The old woman who brought Ziqing to the Tang Dynasty set a fatalistic tone for her life the first time she met her. It was her fate to come to the Tang Dynasty; it was her fate to meet Yaxi, the first person who showed kindness to her; it was her fate to save Huo Xiang; it was even more fate to go from An Qingen's subordinates to Chao Jin's subordinates. Throughout this journey, she had no choice, just because there was no choice for her at every node, and there was no optimal solution for every thing. She could only follow the trend, or go against it. When she saw Ling Zhong insulting Chao Jin, she had to save her; when she found out that Ling Zhong was forcing Yaxi, she must stop him; bringing in rescue troops to fight against the invading mob was to protect thousands of lives in the camp; it was the situation that forced her to recognize An Lushan as her father; it was her duty to rescue Su Qing and subdue the bandits; it was her historical responsibility to protect the people by holding on to the city, resisting the Turks, and aiding the royal family. Some people may think that she is a holy mother, and think that she obviously does not have to do so much, but as a person who has received a good modern education, faced with various choices, the character she has formed also makes her have no choice.
The saddest part about Ziqing's fatalism is the scene where the old woman asked her to choose one of the two when she returned to the Tang Dynasty. This choice echoed the choice she was asked to make in the final volume of Xuanhuang. She could not give equal love to Chao Jin, so she had to choose to let her continue to live; she gave all her love to Ya Xi, so she was willing to die with her. How can I die if I have achieved success? I would like to be a mandarin duck and not envy the immortals. She pities Chao Jin, but also rejects Chao Jin, because in this life, she already has Yaxi in her heart, and she can no longer hold Chao Jin.
We say farewell today, when will we meet again? This is the lyrics that Yaxi often recites in her mouth. I say goodbye to my lover tonight, when will we meet again? The woman in the lyrics is as steadfast as the North Star, but the man in the lyrics is facing east and west like the sun. Yaxi first met Zheng Yuanhuan, but unfortunately he was just like the man in the poem, greedy for wealth and no sincerity. Then she met Ziqing. Ziqing's love for each other, contradicting Ling Zhong, and saving Yaxi also broke into her heart that was bruised and bruised by Zheng Yuanhuan. "I will be the star of the North Star, and it will not change for a thousand years." This is the oath Yaxi made to Ziqing, and she will have no regrets in her life. Ningda commented on Yaxi in the postscript, saying there are too many such weak but stubborn women. This is indeed true, but it should also be noted that what Yaxi encountered in her life is not something that ordinary weak women have the opportunity to experience? Her former lover betrayed her, she was seriously injured in the chaos, she traveled thousands of miles to find someone, her appearance caused disputes, her lover's identity was attacked, and she was imprisoned by King Heng. Beauty stood in the middle, and everything weighed on her weak body, but it did not overwhelm her. She is also pushed forward by fate, and like Zi Qing, she has no choice. Perhaps this is why she is the most suitable for Zi Qing. Only two people pushed by fate can keep each other warm and capture the warmth. All you have is a sincere heart.
If Ziqing and Yaxi are more fatalistic, then Chao Jin is like a brave man who escapes fate. She is passionate, courageous, brave and resourceful, and has the courage to fight for it. Unlike Ziqing and Yaxi, who are passive and accepting, she passionately pursues what she wants, and this has become the most endearing and charming thing about her. At the very beginning, it was Chao Jin who chose Zi Qing as a bodyguard, and also chose the nightmare that lingered in her life but she was happy with it. When did Chao Jin notice Zi Qing? Is it the gentlemanly style of putting beauty in front of others without being rude, or the gentle words of comfort that saved him from being bullied by Ling Zhong? The involuntary background and intrigues for survival made Chao Jin realize that if he wanted to get something, he could only fight hard. So she was willing to give her a kiss and never regret it in this life; so she opened her clothes and forced her face to beg for sex. However, Ziqing is not her Ziqing after all, so she is strong, "Every time you reject me tonight, I will cut a wound." It should be noted that rejecting a woman's advances is simply the most embarrassing thing in life for a woman. However, even if it is so embarrassing, Chao Jin still endures it, just because she loves Ziqing so deeply. She helps Zi Qing defeat the bandits, guard the cloud boat, and provide clever strategies. She is Zi Qing's helper, comrade-in-arms, and confidant, but she is not his lover. Ningda talks about his actions, daring to love and daring to hate, but failing to love in life is full of tragedy. To get back what he loves, this is probably something that Chao Jin is extremely resourceful and difficult to accomplish in his life, which is regrettable. If you don't fight for elegance and beauty, you will get it; if you fight for beauty and beauty, you won't get it. Things in life, fate plays tricks on people. If elegance is born, how can it be beautiful? Fortunately, Ziqing still remembered his appointment with Chao Jin in the afterlife, so I can give you some comfort for the time being.
The dream of the prosperity of the entire Tang Dynasty is like a piece of music that intensifies and reaches its climax, and this piece of music finally reaches its peak in the final volume, and then the sound of silk cracking returns to silence. After reading it, I felt lost. When I woke up from a dream, I had a glimpse of the irresistible fate of several people. In fact, for Ziqing and Yaxi, staying together in dreams can be said to be the most perfect ending. After experiencing all kinds of troubles while alive, only this paradise in dreams can stay safe for a while. It's a pity that Yaxi originally wanted to make a promise to the next life, but Ziqing thought of Chao Jin's promise to the next life and refused to agree. This made people sigh and sigh at Ziqing's promise.
The world is just a flashy dream, and the years are fleeting. For Ziqing, there is no difference in the end whether modern times are dreams or ancient times are dreams. There is no reality in floating life, so Nanke is only a dream. For her, that elegant dream is probably the dream she most wants to go to.
Life is like a dream, one dream has three thousand. Zi Qing, elegant Xi, Chao Jin. Ziqing's love is persistent and pure, dedicated to protecting Yaxi's safety for the rest of her life. Apart from Yaxi, she will never hold hands with anyone else in this life. Chao Jin's love for her is passionate, regretless, and firm. Chao Jin is willing to give up everything, even his own life, for Zi Qing. When Zi Qing is in danger again and again, Chao Jin saves her without hesitation again and again. He even loves Wujiwu and takes care of Ziqing's Yaxi. When I read it, I was thinking about what the whole story would be like if Ziqing met Chao Jin at first sight. Ziqing, a modern person, traveled to ancient times. She thought she had traveled through time, but in fact, she did return to her original living environment. She combined the simple and pure love of modern people in her body. It is undeniable that she has Chao Jin in her heart, otherwise she would not have risked her life to save Chao Jin when she married the enemy. She said it was because she owed Chao Jin so much, but in reality, no love and no amount of guilt were enough to make her fight so hard to save Chao Jin, so she told Chao Jin that in the next life, she would be hers, and she would be hers. There is no first come, first served in love. Whoever you fall in love with is who you fall in love with. Yaxi is fragile, but there is also strength in vulnerability, just like plum blossoms, which bloom in the cold winter, and the cold plum blossoms are proud of the snow. Yaxi's life was even more miserable before he met Ziqing. He thought he had met his beloved, but the so-called beloved was not a beloved in the end. His feelings were too fragile and could not withstand the storms of the world, so he abandoned Yaxi again and again. An actor in troubled times is an actor in the eyes of the world. Actors have many years of life. It is a pity that a deep old love is difficult to control, and most importantly, it cannot be kept in the world. Maybe Yaxi would never have imagined that she would meet Ziqing in this life, a person who made a qualitative change in her life. Ziqing's love and protection for her were something she had never encountered before in her life. Every time Ziqing protected her, it rubbed a layer on Yaxi's cold heart. Nuanmi, if it weren't for Zi Qing, maybe Ya Xi's innocence would be gone. But it's also because of Zi Qing that Ya Xi would rather destroy her appearance than betray Zi Qing. This love is too profound and deep. This love is something Chao Jin can't get into no matter how much she pays. Chao Jin, this woman I have loved for a long time, it is the most painful not to love her. I think the most difficult road in the world is not whether you are straight or crooked, but the most painful thing is not loving the person you want to love. Before meeting Zi Qing, Chao Jin had no heart, only calculations. But after meeting Zi Qing, Chao Jin worked step by step just to protect Zi Qing's safety, Zi Qing protected Ya Xi, and Chao Jin protected Zi Qing. I feel that this love is not lighter than Ya Xi's, but how can love be compared. It's just that it's first come, first served. It is destined that Chao Jin's love in this life will not end well or end well. In my eyes, it is the highest state of the most miserable relationship. If you cannot love, you will not end well. So in the end, Zi Qing left the chance of life to Chao Jin and died with Ya Xi. At the end, she interlocked with Chao Jin and promised a promise in the next life. The promise in the next life is so full of hope, but also so despairing. I love you so much, but there is no result in this life, only the next life, born in troubled times, every little bit between the three people makes me heartbroken. My heart breaks and I cannot find Chao Jin's love. I am lonely all my life. As I write this, I feel uncomfortable again. It seems that I have returned to the time when I was heartbroken because of Chao Jin a few days ago. Putting aside the text, I still want to say one thing: Chao Jin is my first love, and I carry the banner for Chao Jin!
Can the real paradise really only exist in dreams?!
I came here after listening to the radio drama. I like Chaomian very much, and I was very confused while reading the article. I was thinking, now that I have met two excellent people in front of me. Why must the nature be defined as single-minded devotion? Although there is no dilemma or dilemma in the article. After all, this is ancient times, and it is easy for people to accept having one more lover. I feel that for love, we should describe it wholeheartedly. Well, if it weren't for Chao Jin, I think the relationship would be quite complete. Just one more Chao Jin turned into a relationship between three people. Maybe the three of them will live happily together. Of course, this is just my personal opinion. I believe many readers think so too. But I still respect the author. Overall, I quite like your article. Support! Come on!
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What I hate the most when reading GL novels is that some authors like to make the heroine look handsome, manly, manly, popular with girls, etc...
When I first read the beginning of this article, I didn't think it was the same.
As the chapters changed, I was impressed by the author's delicate writing style, fluent language and ups and downs of the plot... I couldn't help myself.
The love between girls is brave, strong, gentle, beautiful, and wholehearted.
The love between Ziqing and Yaxi is undoubtedly like this
In this article, the character I love the most and feel the most distressed is the woman who dares to love and hate - Shi Chaojin
My love for Chaojin gradually increased as the author's description deepened.
Looking back at dusk, I realize that my love for you is deeply rooted.
I hope Chao Jin and Zi Qing's love will blossom in "Blossoms of Flowers"
It's good-looking. Not much to say, it's just good-looking. Haha.
A lifetime, single-mindedness, and intricate connections are all created by the author. After all, there is no smooth life in the world. In this way, what is the meaning of doting on one person, abusing another person, caring for another person, caring for another person for justice, being devoted to affection or being overly affectionate? Just my humble opinion, life should be full of joy and death without regrets. If you have to choose one, just make up your mind, procrastination will hurt people.
What a dream!
Looking forward to Chao Jin and Zi Qing in the next life!
I agree with the author's self-evaluation. Shi Chaojin is the number one strange woman in this article, more outstanding than Yan Ziqing. I will never let her down in the next life.
When I first read the title, I was attracted by the title chosen by the author. Life is like a dream, how much joy is there? The difference between life and death is like the difference between dreaming and waking. It changes one after another and cannot be investigated. How much joy can be obtained? Although Li Bai's sentence meant to lament that the world is vast, time flies by, life is short, and there is little joy, but we should love life more. But if this is the title of the book, it gives me a very sad feeling in this article. If a story can make people feel like they are floating in a dream, it must be that the story has gone beyond the scope of human sorrow and joy, allowing people to transcend life and death and make judgments. After reading the article, it is indeed the case. Life is like a dream. For Ziqing, the prosperous Tang Dynasty and the two crucial women she met in her life are the most dazzling colors in her dream of the Tang Dynasty. The old woman who brought Ziqing to the Tang Dynasty set a fatalistic tone for her life the first time she met her. It was her fate to come to the Tang Dynasty; it was her fate to meet Yaxi, the first person who showed kindness to her; it was her fate to save Huo Xiang; it was even more fate to go from An Qingen's subordinates to Chao Jin's subordinates. Throughout this journey, she had no choice, just because there was no choice for her at every node, and there was no optimal solution for every thing. She could only follow the trend, or go against it. When she saw Ling Zhong insulting Chao Jin, she had to save her; when she found out that Ling Zhong was forcing Yaxi, she must stop him; bringing in rescue troops to fight against the invading mob was to protect thousands of lives in the camp; it was the situation that forced her to recognize An Lushan as her father; it was her duty to rescue Su Qing and subdue the bandits; it was her historical responsibility to protect the people by holding on to the city, resisting the Turks, and aiding the royal family. Some people may think that she is a holy mother, and think that she obviously does not have to do so much, but as a person who has received a good modern education, faced with various choices, the character she has formed also makes her have no choice. The saddest part about Ziqing's fatalism is the scene where the old woman asked her to choose one of the two when she returned to the Tang Dynasty. This choice echoed the choice she was asked to make in the final volume of Xuanhuang. She could not give equal love to Chao Jin, so she had to choose to let her continue to live; she gave all her love to Ya Xi, so she was willing to die with her. How can I die if I have achieved success? I would like to be a mandarin duck and not envy the immortals. She pities Chao Jin, but also rejects Chao Jin, because in this life, she already has Yaxi in her heart, and she can no longer hold Chao Jin. We say farewell today, when will we meet again? This is the lyrics that Yaxi often recites in her mouth. I say goodbye to my lover tonight, when will we meet again? The woman in the lyrics is as steadfast as the North Star, but the man in the lyrics is facing east and west like the sun. Yaxi first met Zheng Yuanhuan, but unfortunately he was just like the man in the poem, greedy for wealth and no sincerity. Then she met Ziqing. Ziqing's love for each other, contradicting Ling Zhong, and saving Yaxi also broke into her heart that was bruised and bruised by Zheng Yuanhuan. "I will be the star of the North Star, and it will not change for a thousand years." This is the oath Yaxi made to Ziqing, and she will have no regrets in her life. Ningda commented on Yaxi in the postscript, saying there are too many such weak but stubborn women. This is indeed true, but it should also be noted that what Yaxi encountered in her life is not something that ordinary weak women have the opportunity to experience? Her former lover betrayed her, she was seriously injured in the chaos, she traveled thousands of miles to find someone, her appearance caused disputes, her lover's identity was attacked, and she was imprisoned by King Heng. Beauty stood in the middle, and everything weighed on her weak body, but it did not overwhelm her. She is also pushed forward by fate, and like Zi Qing, she has no choice. Perhaps this is why she is the most suitable for Zi Qing. Only two people pushed by fate can keep each other warm and capture the warmth. All you have is a sincere heart. If Ziqing and Yaxi are more fatalistic, then Chao Jin is like a brave man who escapes fate. She is passionate, courageous, brave and resourceful, and has the courage to fight for it. Unlike Ziqing and Yaxi, who are passive and accepting, she passionately pursues what she wants, and this has become the most endearing and charming thing about her. At the very beginning, it was Chao Jin who chose Zi Qing as a bodyguard, and also chose the nightmare that lingered in her life but she was happy with it. When did Chao Jin notice Zi Qing? Is it the gentlemanly style of putting beauty in front of others without being rude, or the gentle words of comfort that saved him from being bullied by Ling Zhong? The involuntary background and intrigues for survival made Chao Jin realize that if he wanted to get something, he could only fight hard. So she was willing to give her a kiss and never regret it in this life; so she opened her clothes and forced her face to beg for sex. However, Ziqing is not her Ziqing after all, so she is strong, "Every time you reject me tonight, I will cut a wound." It should be noted that rejecting a woman's advances is simply the most embarrassing thing in life for a woman. However, even if it is so embarrassing, Chao Jin still endures it, just because she loves Ziqing so deeply. She helps Zi Qing defeat the bandits, guard the cloud boat, and provide clever strategies. She is Zi Qing's helper, comrade-in-arms, and confidant, but she is not his lover. Ningda talks about his actions, daring to love and daring to hate, but failing to love in life is full of tragedy. To get back what he loves, this is probably something that Chao Jin is extremely resourceful and difficult to accomplish in his life, which is regrettable. If you don't fight for elegance and beauty, you will get it; if you fight for beauty and beauty, you won't get it. Things in life, fate plays tricks on people. If elegance is born, how can it be beautiful? Fortunately, Ziqing still remembered his appointment with Chao Jin in the afterlife, so I can give you some comfort for the time being. The dream of the prosperity of the entire Tang Dynasty is like a piece of music that intensifies and reaches its climax, and this piece of music finally reaches its peak in the final volume, and then the sound of silk cracking returns to silence. After reading it, I felt lost. When I woke up from a dream, I had a glimpse of the irresistible fate of several people. In fact, for Ziqing and Yaxi, staying together in dreams can be said to be the most perfect ending. After experiencing all kinds of troubles while alive, only this paradise in dreams can stay safe for a while. It's a pity that Yaxi originally wanted to make a promise to the next life, but Ziqing thought of Chao Jin's promise to the next life and refused to agree. This made people sigh and sigh at Ziqing's promise. The world is just a flashy dream, and the years are fleeting. For Ziqing, there is no difference in the end whether modern times are dreams or ancient times are dreams. There is no reality in floating life, so Nanke is only a dream. For her, that elegant dream is probably the dream she most wants to go to.
Life is like a dream, one dream has three thousand. Zi Qing, elegant Xi, Chao Jin. Ziqing's love is persistent and pure, dedicated to protecting Yaxi's safety for the rest of her life. Apart from Yaxi, she will never hold hands with anyone else in this life. Chao Jin's love for her is passionate, regretless, and firm. Chao Jin is willing to give up everything, even his own life, for Zi Qing. When Zi Qing is in danger again and again, Chao Jin saves her without hesitation again and again. He even loves Wujiwu and takes care of Ziqing's Yaxi. When I read it, I was thinking about what the whole story would be like if Ziqing met Chao Jin at first sight. Ziqing, a modern person, traveled to ancient times. She thought she had traveled through time, but in fact, she did return to her original living environment. She combined the simple and pure love of modern people in her body. It is undeniable that she has Chao Jin in her heart, otherwise she would not have risked her life to save Chao Jin when she married the enemy. She said it was because she owed Chao Jin so much, but in reality, no love and no amount of guilt were enough to make her fight so hard to save Chao Jin, so she told Chao Jin that in the next life, she would be hers, and she would be hers. There is no first come, first served in love. Whoever you fall in love with is who you fall in love with. Yaxi is fragile, but there is also strength in vulnerability, just like plum blossoms, which bloom in the cold winter, and the cold plum blossoms are proud of the snow. Yaxi's life was even more miserable before he met Ziqing. He thought he had met his beloved, but the so-called beloved was not a beloved in the end. His feelings were too fragile and could not withstand the storms of the world, so he abandoned Yaxi again and again. An actor in troubled times is an actor in the eyes of the world. Actors have many years of life. It is a pity that a deep old love is difficult to control, and most importantly, it cannot be kept in the world. Maybe Yaxi would never have imagined that she would meet Ziqing in this life, a person who made a qualitative change in her life. Ziqing's love and protection for her were something she had never encountered before in her life. Every time Ziqing protected her, it rubbed a layer on Yaxi's cold heart. Nuanmi, if it weren't for Zi Qing, maybe Ya Xi's innocence would be gone. But it's also because of Zi Qing that Ya Xi would rather destroy her appearance than betray Zi Qing. This love is too profound and deep. This love is something Chao Jin can't get into no matter how much she pays. Chao Jin, this woman I have loved for a long time, it is the most painful not to love her. I think the most difficult road in the world is not whether you are straight or crooked, but the most painful thing is not loving the person you want to love. Before meeting Zi Qing, Chao Jin had no heart, only calculations. But after meeting Zi Qing, Chao Jin worked step by step just to protect Zi Qing's safety, Zi Qing protected Ya Xi, and Chao Jin protected Zi Qing. I feel that this love is not lighter than Ya Xi's, but how can love be compared. It's just that it's first come, first served. It is destined that Chao Jin's love in this life will not end well or end well. In my eyes, it is the highest state of the most miserable relationship. If you cannot love, you will not end well. So in the end, Zi Qing left the chance of life to Chao Jin and died with Ya Xi. At the end, she interlocked with Chao Jin and promised a promise in the next life. The promise in the next life is so full of hope, but also so despairing. I love you so much, but there is no result in this life, only the next life, born in troubled times, every little bit between the three people makes me heartbroken. My heart breaks and I cannot find Chao Jin's love. I am lonely all my life. As I write this, I feel uncomfortable again. It seems that I have returned to the time when I was heartbroken because of Chao Jin a few days ago. Putting aside the text, I still want to say one thing: Chao Jin is my first love, and I carry the banner for Chao Jin!
Can the real paradise really only exist in dreams?!
I came here after listening to the radio drama. I like Chaomian very much, and I was very confused while reading the article. I was thinking, now that I have met two excellent people in front of me. Why must the nature be defined as single-minded devotion? Although there is no dilemma or dilemma in the article. After all, this is ancient times, and it is easy for people to accept having one more lover. I feel that for love, we should describe it wholeheartedly. Well, if it weren't for Chao Jin, I think the relationship would be quite complete. Just one more Chao Jin turned into a relationship between three people. Maybe the three of them will live happily together. Of course, this is just my personal opinion. I believe many readers think so too. But I still respect the author. Overall, I quite like your article. Support! Come on!
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What I hate the most when reading GL novels is that some authors like to make the heroine look handsome, manly, manly, popular with girls, etc... When I first read the beginning of this article, I didn't think it was the same. As the chapters changed, I was impressed by the author's delicate writing style, fluent language and ups and downs of the plot... I couldn't help myself. The love between girls is brave, strong, gentle, beautiful, and wholehearted. The love between Ziqing and Yaxi is undoubtedly like this In this article, the character I love the most and feel the most distressed is the woman who dares to love and hate - Shi Chaojin My love for Chaojin gradually increased as the author's description deepened. Looking back at dusk, I realize that my love for you is deeply rooted. I hope Chao Jin and Zi Qing's love will blossom in "Blossoms of Flowers"
It's good-looking. Not much to say, it's just good-looking. Haha.
A lifetime, single-mindedness, and intricate connections are all created by the author. After all, there is no smooth life in the world. In this way, what is the meaning of doting on one person, abusing another person, caring for another person, caring for another person for justice, being devoted to affection or being overly affectionate? Just my humble opinion, life should be full of joy and death without regrets. If you have to choose one, just make up your mind, procrastination will hurt people.
What a dream! Looking forward to Chao Jin and Zi Qing in the next life!
I agree with the author's self-evaluation. Shi Chaojin is the number one strange woman in this article, more outstanding than Yan Ziqing. I will never let her down in the next life.