How long can someone secretly love another person?
This is the tenth year Meng Lingyi has loved Liang Yubai.
Loving him was like pressing the same bruise over and over, a painful yearning tangled up with a sick dependence.
It was hard to let go.
But in the past, their only interactions had been her collecting his homework as class representative and appearing with him in the graduation photo. That was all.
A class reunion, a few glasses of expensive red wine, the wrong room, and one unexpected night.
At last, a corner of the blindfold covering her hopeless crush was pulled away.
He offered to make it up to her.
With marriage or money.
But she was naive enough to want love, to want his heart. It was fine, though. If she couldn’t have those things, she’d be content with his body.
So she shook her head and refused, retreating step by step.
But fate kept pushing him toward her, and so began a tangled romance, fate’s generous gift to the girl.
She treated it like a beautiful dream, waiting for the moment she would wake. She knew that people came and went in this world, and not everything had a happy ending.
Cheap beer and a hazy buzz gave Meng Lingyi the courage she needed. She was secretly delighted, yet despised herself for taking advantage of his guilt to satisfy the love she had felt as a girl.
She thought that one day she would have to leave him anyway, so why not give it a try?
So they fell in love, then broke up. One wanted to sever their feelings; the other lost his heart.
Liang Yubai was drawn to her quiet gentleness. He had seen her vulnerability and resilience, her smiles and tears.
He kissed her lips, the red mole at the nape of her neck, and the ridges of her spine showing beneath her thin skin.
She was like catnip meant just for him, and he was hopelessly addicted. He had fallen in love with her of his own accord.
Meng Lingyi held sway over his emotions. She made him worry about her and ache for her, feel happy because of her and sad because of her. She moved him, leaving him unable to maintain his composure and grace. He could no longer take things lightly; love had made him feel the weight of everything.
And yet she rationally left him.
Time and again, she let him glimpse her love when she was tipsy. But on the day she asked to break up, she hadn’t touched a drop. She was perfectly clearheaded.
Luckily, he found her again in the end.
The man she loved shed the aura of someone untouchable and worthy of worship, and laid his true feelings bare.
He gave her a dream come true.
Later, Liang Yubai found a photocopy of a Polaroid she had kept. It showed him at eighteen, the third year she had loved him, after falling for him at sixteen.
Time had worn away at her love, but it was still sincere and burning bright.
To love someone is to be an oyster: to swallow a fish’s eye and polish it with your own flesh and blood until it becomes a pearl. That pearl is Meng Lingyi’s tears.
Reading guide:
1v1, devoted couple | One-sided love from the heroine | Comforting, bittersweet romance
* School scenes appear in flashbacks; the main story is set in the city.
* Everyday romance, very slow burn.
Theme: May all your wishes come true.
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I really like this kind of pulling and pulling. It's so exciting. The author must continue to update it. I really like this kind of setting. I haven't seen something so touching in a long time.
I liked this title very much from the beginning, and I can see the author's uniqueness and agility emerging from here, Fish Eyes and Pearls. In the eyes of a lover, nature is a pearl that is loved and nurtured with painstaking efforts, and is extremely important. In the superficial love, careless narrow-mindedness and neglect, over time, people are often just the insignificant fish eyes. However, what I want to say is that Meng Lingyi is not a pearl raised by Liang Yubai, but she has a pearl-like character herself. She loves Liang Yubai to the core, but she will not try to use her love to coerce him into loving her. She can accept that her love has no consequences, and can also enjoy the love itself. It is inevitable for Liang Yubai to fall in love with her. You may not see her stunning at first, but the more you look at her, the more you can't bear it. Sooner or later, he can't leave her, becomes her nurturing person, and falls into her again and again. Jingzhou is coming to Jingzhou, I want to see the daily life without shame [hugging thighs]😣🐶🌹
How can we stop here [hugging thighs] Just watching and kissing can't satisfy my big yellow girl here.
Good night, see you in the next chapter~
Quick update: [Orange Candy] is here
Hahahahahaha, all stamped, I can't help crying when I see the clip that makes the IKEA family happy, my grandpa is also very good😭😭
I really want to read the intimate chapters, these two days have been full of warmth😣
After reading the latest chapter, I have a lot to say to the author, so I wrote these words. Yesterday afternoon, I wanted to find a favorite novel to read in Jinjiang APP. Then I discovered "Fish Eyes and Pearls". After reading two chapters, I found that I really liked it, so I read all the updated chapters. Lingyi in the story is cute, shy, warm, and strong. I like her very much. The thick bangs on her forehead are her protection. It was not her fault that she received that letter, and her appearance should not be the subject of conversation. A beautiful and kind girl shouldn't have to go through this. Countless times I wanted to rush into the screen and hug Lingyi, I felt sorry for her. She likes Liang Yubai, the name of the kitten, and the laundry detergent he always uses, because he studies German and wants to become a better person. When Liang Yubai asked her if she was willing to marry him. Lingyi has been thinking about it, can the story develop like this? The disparity between the two families and the love in their hearts are too much. When Lingyi's mother was hospitalized, she was a gentle and gentle girl who was determined and strong to do everything well. She must have been afraid, afraid of losing. After repeated heartbeats and realistic considerations, Lingyi was still willing to give it a try, no matter what the outcome was. She was brave and bravely said goodbye to the past. She started to put on the new skirt her mother bought her and started to use hairpins to clip her bangs to the side. I'm really happy for Lingyi at this moment, it's great. Lingyi has a happy family, including her grandma, mother, uncle, aunt and brother. Every time I see them getting along, I feel so happy. Their ordinary life is particularly happy and beautiful. Lingyi, you are beautiful, more beautiful and dazzling than pearls. As a reader friend, I fall in love with you again and again. In real life, there will be girls like you. It doesn't matter if you are not brave. The world is very tolerant, and a person's growth line also develops slowly. Not everyone is gorgeous at the beginning. There is also a group of people who are brave and strong. They may be pushed into the discussion of the crowd because of their slight differences from others. I always believe that a kind and beautiful person will have a bright future that belongs to her. I hope you will too! My mother's health will slowly get better, my grandma will live a long life, my uncle and aunt's life will get better and better, my brother will go further and further on the road of psychology, and you will also find yourself, find the path you want to take, become a good person, and see this vast world. Liang Yubai, did you also notice Ling Yi in high school? In the development of the story, I can feel that you are a responsible and guiding lover. I can also feel your physical love for Lingyi, because you feel a lot of warmth because of her. It is a kind of happiness for the two of them to eat together, go to the supermarket and share their daily life. If you want to like someone who is good in his own right, I think you are a hard-working and excellent person. Seeing you and Ling Yi spend this time together, as a reader friend, I feel a happiness that belongs to you. It's great. I will be very curious about your subsequent story, why did you break up? Will we meet again? Did Lingyi eat the oranges from the orange tree you planted? I want to continue to learn about your stories, and I hope you will always be happy. It was autumn when I opened this story. I like this season very much. It is the harvest season, and you can also smell the fragrance of osmanthus. I like osmanthus very much. I want to tell the author: I really enjoyed reading your book and this story. Warmth heals bravery. Your first book has your immaturity, but it is also rare and precious. I like these trivial daily life and their emotional lines, whether it is family, friendship or love. I am very happy to know you and become your reader because of "Fish Eyes and Pearls". Please keep writing, come on!