Respect the young man (also known as: "See you at the next stop")
Lai Thanh Khee was born with a damaged heart, and the doctor ordered him to stay in a quiet place, stay away from the turmoil of the world, live peacefully and recuperate for the rest of his life. But he was limited by the excitement of seeing her when he was young. For the sake of Yan Junyu, he was willing to step out of a corner of stability and step into the noisy world of mortals without hesitation.
The secret love he had hidden for more than ten years was like a green lemon that was not yet ripe, full of sourness from beginning to end. He kept silent about it and no one knew about it. Others advised him time and time again to let go of his obsession. The throbbing of his heart was compounded by the lingering pain, which made him suffer endlessly day after day. However, Li Qingxi enjoyed the food like sweets and never regretted it for a moment. For him, as long as Yan Junyu's life is smooth and safe, all his pain, torture, grievances and pains can be turned into a little sweetness in his heart, enough to support him through the years.
He devoted all his tenderness, forbearance and sincere love to the only boy in his eyes. He treated the world kindly all his life and favored Yan Junyu, but he was never willing to be kind to himself. Suffering from illness all year round and filled with worries, he never sought any happiness for himself for the rest of his life.
But this grand yet humble one-way journey was destined to be fruitless from the beginning.
Yan Junyu was born with an emotional disorder, a cold and transparent mind, dazzling intelligence, and open-minded, but he could not understand love or learn to be moved. He is cold and transparent, has an insight into all rights and wrongs in the world, can understand the deep compassion in Li Qingxi's words, and can stand up for him to save him, but he can never understand the deep affection and loneliness hidden in Li Qingxi's eyes for many years.
He didn't know what preference was, he didn't know what rushing meant, he couldn't see the tenderness of the young man who endured the illness, and he couldn't sense the grand secret love at the expense of the rest of his life.
A burst of hot sincerity hit a desolate and indifferent place. Li Qingxi's deep love that no one knows about, from beginning to end, is all wishful thinking and a waste of time.
Everyone laments that this two-way regret is the most hurtful. If there is an afterlife, I hope that Li Qingxi will no longer have to chase the light that does not belong to him, and will not have to spend the rest of his life for someone who does not understand love. He can prefer himself for once and taste the sweetness of being safe and without any regrets.
Intention: Live for yourself.
