Also known as: "After rebirth, the shady young master of the fishing system no longer pretends to be"
Gu was born in Song Dynasty, all his life
Dark belly, evil attack x depression, low self-esteem
Gu Sheng never thought that that high-spirited young man would seek death without hesitation in the future.
The love of a young man is like the stars in the morning mist. He wants to get close but dare not touch, with a hazy shyness.
Song Shi's unexpressed love is like the sourness and sweetness of unripe green plums in late summer. You want to pick them off but are afraid of destroying the green beauty.
In Gu Sheng's life, Song Shi was the only light when he fell into the abyss, but what Gu Sheng was afraid of was that he was trapped in darkness, how could he dare to tarnish the glorious god.
One of them lacks love and is scheming, the other has low self-esteem and is sensitive. Maybe they have no ending and should be entangled for the rest of their lives.
But Song Shi's suicide was like tiny needles piercing his heart. Gu Sheng looked calm on the outside, but his heart was riddled with holes. He didn't want to believe that this bright and cheerful young man was secretly suffering from depression. He had taken sleeping pills, had scars on his arms, and even thought about jumping off a building.
After Gu Sheng knew this, he tried to numb himself with wine to escape the cruelty of reality. When he came to Song Shi's home, he couldn't believe what kind of miserable life Song Shi's young master Song lived in the Song family. He found a love letter and a diary. The love letters were full of Song Shi's collapse and helplessness. He loved Gu Sheng but he knew that he was not worthy of Gu Sheng. The diary was also full of how Song Shi committed suicide and was disappointed with human life.
Gu Sheng hated the world and God, but he also prayed to God that he could go back to that summer and see Song Shi changing the outcome of his life.
When I wake up, the summer cicadas are finally chirping, and I go back in time to meet you.
This mutual redemption begins.
I will update articles from time to time, so don't criticize me for bad writing.
Purpose: Don't have any regrets in life
