My name is Lin Zhao, and I am the vice president of the student union of a key high school. I have good grades and a good personality. Everyone likes me.
But she doesn't like me. What she likes is another person in my body - Shen Jingzhe. That sub-personality that smokes, fights, and climbs on rooftops late at night, that girl who bears all the dark sides for me.
The person who discovered this secret was my Chinese teacher Cheng Yanqiu.
She saw the switch between Shen Jingzhe and I. She called her by Shen Jingzhe's name. She gave her cigarettes and taught her how to control the personality switch. Then she kissed her on the rooftop, but she called her by my name.
I thought she liked Lin Zhao. Later I discovered that what she liked was the two of us together - a complete, undivided "person", exactly the same as she was when she was seventeen.
Because Cheng Yanqiu himself once had a schizophrenia.
Eight years ago, her alter ego Cheng Tingyun disappeared due to psychological intervention. Eight years later, she met us—two people who were still alive and hadn't lost each other's personalities.
She won't let go. What she wants is both.
But she only gave one.
And the boundary between Shen Jingzhe and I began to blur slowly under her gaze.
Purpose: To explore the independence and symbiotic relationship of personality - sub-personalities are not abnormalities that need to be "eradicated", they are also complete "people" worthy of being seen and remembered. At the same time, I also want to write a proposition: Who are you falling in love with? Is it that face, that name, or the unique soul hidden under the skin?