Shao Yue has always lived freely, able to pick things up and let them go.
But the years he spent walking side by side with Li Xiang remain lodged deep in his heart.
On many a late night, he stands in a silent orchard, listening to the wind pass through the branches and leaves. For a moment, he always thinks that person is still beside him.
But every time he turns around, there's no one there.
It turns out that everything he thought he could hold onto for a lifetime was no more than a fleeting dream.
Within the dream, it was close enough to touch. Upon waking, it had vanished without a trace.
Some people's departure doesn't mean the story is over.
Fate is a river, pushing people to opposite shores.
The stars drift apart, the rain scatters, and each goes their own way.
After many twists and turns, they will meet again.
Theme: A self-righteous sacrifice can be another kind of harm
I feel like I'm going to be tortured... But I don't want them to get hurt. The author was merciful, the child was already crying in advance!
Who knows the joy of discovering updates every morning when you open your eyes, and being able to squat again at night? You are so diligent, I love you!
There's something about the first chapter! The Evil Husband is officially online, Yanye: I'm just passing by, why should I bear these injuries??? Let's just say, who is a good person who goes outside someone's tent in the middle of the night and eavesdrops?
Personally, I feel that Li Xiang has more offensive potential 🤗
The scene at the police station was really cruel, especially when Xu Yansu appeared. Shao Yue must have been really desperate at that moment.
There is an interesting detail: Custard Apple requires artificial pollination, and it is difficult for a flower to bear fruit on its own. It is not as easy to ripen as apples and oranges, but must rely on human help to bear complete fruit. This is particularly similar to the love between Li Xiang and Shao Yue. Li Xiang has always felt that he should carry everything alone, including illness, family, and the shadow of the past, and he is unwilling to let others participate. But later he realized that people, like Sakyamuni, often cannot mature alone. True love is never about one person working hard, but about two people shouldering it together.
Let me ask you, what exactly is Sakyamuni? If there are any sisters in the comment area who have tried it, come and learn more about it!
So is Xu Yansu Li Xiang's brother?
Help, who understands the value of the character Li Xiang? Three years, that's three whole years! What is the concept of three years of underground love? How did Li Xiang get here? He said it himself, "Hiding and secretive. Pretending to be unfamiliar with each other in front of outsiders. Even looking at each other has to choose the occasion." This is very frustrating for Li Xiang, who has always been flamboyant. If it were another person, he would not be willing to do this. He always talks fiercely, but in fact he feels more insecure than anyone else. So, when Shao Yue finally decided to go public, I was really relieved. Especially when I saw Li Xiang finally admitting what he had been waiting for, I even had the illusion that "after all the hard work, the joy comes". As a result, the author's backhand was a knife. Who knows? I really don't understand why it happened at this time. Li Xiang waited for three years, finally waited for the light, and finally felt that he could finally stand by Shao Yue's side openly, but then such a huge bad news came. When I saw this, I was completely stunned. What makes me most uncomfortable is the line between Li Xiang's parents. One died on the operating table and the other was imprisoned in a mental hospital. What a profound example this will be for Li Xiang who is also walking at a fork in the road... He knew only too well what illness meant. He has seen the lights in the ward that stay on all night, the fatigue on the faces of family members, and the look of a family being crushed by fate. Fear, collapse, unwillingness, powerlessness... At first I thought he was being self-righteous, why didn't he tell Shao Yue, why should he make decisions for others. But from his perspective, I really can't say a word of blame. Because it's not that he doesn't want to live. On the contrary, he wanted to live too much. The author is really good at writing imagery. A person who had never eaten custard apples fell in love with this sweet fruit after falling ill. When I saw Sakyamuni before, I just thought it was the beginning of the relationship between two people and a romantic symbol in their story. But later I discovered that it was not just fruit at all. It is the only sweetness that Li Xiang can grasp when he swallows bowls of Chinese medicine. It's a little comfort when you have insomnia late at night. It is also proof that he is in despair and desperately trying to survive. He is obviously so afraid of pain and suffering. But he was even more afraid that Shao Yue would be sad, that Shao Yue would not be able to live well alone in the future, and that he would become a burden to him for the rest of his life. But Li Xiang, do you know that for Shao Yue, the cruelest thing is never to accompany you for treatment, but that you don't even give him a chance to face it together. If Li Xiang really chooses euthanasia in the end, should he be understood? My answer is, yes. Not because I support his choice, but because I know that he has worked very hard. Sometimes, bravery is not about gritting one's teeth and living, but about still being willing to love someone seriously after seeing clearly how cruel fate is. Li Xiang is not a saint. He will be afraid, avoid, make wrong decisions, and collapse late at night so that he cannot sleep. But until the story reaches this day, he has never stopped loving Shao Yue. He gave all his tenderness, preference, dependence and sincerity to the same person. So I always feel that Li Xiang may not be the bravest person, but the love he gives Shao Yue can always be taken. Now I am scolding the author in the comment area every day while updating; at the same time, I hope that Li Xiang will confess quickly. Please, give this young man who has been waiting for three years a good ending. He has suffered too much. Please ask the author to give him another "Sakyamuni"!
It was only after reading Chapter 10 that I realized the meaning of the name I gave him, [bursts into tears], I feel so sorry for Li Xiang.