In Your Name (All In Your Name) [American Showbiz Rock GB]

I was so sad about this chapter. Although I had expected such a result, I was still very sad. I would read other chapters over and over again, but I really didn't dare to read this chapter a second time. There is a deep helplessness, because everyone is too real, so I can understand everyone. I can understand why MJ checked Lee and why he blamed her for lying. He has experienced too much in his life and it is difficult to believe anyone unconditionally. But he actually does not blame her for cheating. What he cares about is that she did not open her heart. I can understand Lee better. She is lonely, meds is her home, and her past is an ugly scar for her. She hopes that she can be brave, healthy, strong, and dazzling in front of MJ. She loved him in the past, present, and future, and she cares too much so she doesn't want him to see her misfortune. Asking her to change her relationship with Meds would uproot her only root system. So their relationship was misplaced from the beginning. No matter whether it is ended by death in the future, it is destined to have no result that can be recognized by the public... Did MJ do something wrong? From his point of view, he was right. Did Lee do something wrong? It's even more true. Meds didn't do anything wrong, but everything was misplaced. These gears just can't go together... It's so helpless, so helpless... There are so many words that can't be said, Lee, stop crying, baby girl, stop crying...

Blair, I want to confess to you again [bursts into tears] Thank you very much for writing because of you. You took everything to another level. I really love everyone in this story. They are vivid, real, full of charm and sadness... It's just that you wrote it in a subtle and restrained way. Your love is hidden in plain words and tone [bursts into tears]. You didn't want to change the fate. You respected the deceased and gave him the dignity and tenderness in his last time, real tenderness. What you write about is the most painful and difficult stage, the last moment of life. . Whether it was Luna accompanying him during the trial, giving him a shoulder to lean on and comfort, or even being able to go back and show relief and decent love even after becoming famous... It's really enough... What you give him is mature, restrained, respectful tenderness, rather than treating him as an object of fandom 😭 Luna is so young and dazzling, and she can still turn around and give support and love when she is at her peak. Moreover, she is a person who has never been treated tenderly by the world, and she has given the greatest tenderness... I really love Luna. I use one sentence to describe her: "I know the universe is vast, but I still pity the green grass and trees." …She has obvious character flaws, she is paranoid, sentimental, and arrogant, but she is also full of tenderness and compassion for the people around her. She loves the white moonlight, loves the cinnabar mole, loves the moon and the sun, and will also pity the flowers and plants on the roadside. That kind of chivalrous tenderness... Her cold yet low-key, violent yet gentle, passionate yet paranoid temperament, as well as her ability to hide pain in her heart, really reminds me of the protagonists in Jin Yong's works, and they are even more charming. Where can I find a female protagonist or even a male protagonist like Luna 😭 It's just this narrative perspective, it's too easy for people to ignore her true inner voice, and be misled by the subjective assumptions of the first perspective. When reading this article, you really have to jump out and read it, then everything will become clearer. [Cross hands] All the people in meds have the most miserable experiences, the deepest feelings, and the most dazzling talents and brilliance. They seem to have existed... George and Li Zi are both extremely charming. Although you are always stingy with your words, Luna still calls George a fool all day long. . But her love is hidden in the details. She will remember the way George's long hair spread on her shoulders, and the way Li Zi looked back from the clouds on the plane... She has remembered the scenes for a lifetime [bursts crying] How much she loves... However, there is no clear word. Blair, you know how many times you have to watch this to experience this, you hide it too deeply... 😭 Every time I watch it, the love between the lines, the love and compassion you give through Luna's eyes, the love and compassion for everyone, are all very moving... Because the shock and touch you give me cannot be expressed, no matter what qualities you have given Luna, no matter whether Meds is you or not I want to thank you for writing this story about my past dreams and unfinished pursuits... Because your name cannot be regarded as a fanfic, nor can it be defined by anything. Whether it is Luna or Meds, they cannot measure their feelings and bonds in a simple way. Using the so-called identity of the male protagonist and the female protagonist, what is clean or unclean, and what is not worthy is too narrow and narrow. Because you have never been about love 😭 Luna's love, her thoughts on life, self, religion and secularity, fame, wealth and ideals have also aroused my thinking. I am watching a young person's struggle, degradation and rebirth in reality, dealing with her love, hate and her destiny. Really well written. Very good. Too good to be here. I love you...😭

I felt so uncomfortable when I saw it [ bursting into tears ][ bursting into tears ] dont cry... The title that appeared for the second time was another version of dont cry... Really... I wanted to cry when I saw the title. Wuwuwuwu. This comparison is too tragic😭 Big sister Pega, Wuwu, Wuwu, Brother, if the ring fails to come out, it will be a success... When she had nothing, she impulsively wanted to give him a home in order to save him, but in fact she doesn't even have a home herself 😭 The eldest sister of "A Place to End" has spent her whole life without roots... Now that she has become famous to some extent, she can't even find peace... Her own peace is nowhere to be found 😭 These old brothers, you have checked the past relationship between her and meds, how could you ignore it before... It was the same in Switzerland, when she was in the most difficult time... If she didn't make it clear, maybe it could be maintained for a while... But it is indeed to a certain extent. Walking here step by step, there is only helplessness and pain... Love is real and feelings are real, regret and disappointment are even more real😭😭 She lied, but my brother never opened his heart... The gap that existed from the beginning to the end will only get deeper and deeper 😭 It's like being pushed further and further away by each other's destiny... Even so, Pega never said a harsh word from the beginning to the end, so gentle, so gentle... She always suppressed herself, and she was gentler and slower in bed. If you were half like this to Isa, he wouldn't be so resistant to stress until now 😭. You left while he was asleep, and you didn't drive for fear of waking him up. A person was walking through the bustling streets of Las Vegas smoking a cigarette on a rainy night... What were you thinking about along the way? 😭 It's cold, lonely and painful... Nico came over to hold an umbrella and said to Lee, stop crying... Wuwuwu broke his guard. I didn't cry before. I used the rain to hide my tears in the rain😭😭 It hurts so much... I just want to cry when I hear don't cry... Big sister, baby girls, really can't help but cry for you, woo woo woo.

Peggy, my Peggy🥹 I feel bad for 555555555 who hasn't had a good rest in two months. She just finished the show and didn't even eat or sleep... I'm so tired that I took an 11-hour flight to get here before six o'clock in the morning... Why rush so slowly? I shook Nico out of his sleep to buy such an expensive gift... I feel so bad for leaving Xiao Qiao alone in Perga, London... And Isa, how are you going to explain when you go back? He is still waiting for you to accompany him for a review😢 Li Peijia, Li Peijia is always ignored, does anyone care about her life or death?! Just because she downplays it and doesn't say it out loud doesn't mean she doesn't feel pain or tiredness!! I was really 555555. Even on the plane, I thought about just falling off... How to solve the pressure and contradiction in her heart... In the two months after the dark moon, she didn't take a breath, relationships, bands, albums, one after another, she didn't cry tired or complain, in fact, she didn't know how many cigarettes a person smoked. Pega is really good... She is affectionate, but her love for everyone, even Nico... She and Nico are like saving Feng Chen... Without meeting Pega, 16-year-old Nico was just given away as a gift by Peter, but he was lucky enough to be given to lpl... I took him to watch the game and gave him a championship bracelet, and I saw a lot of scenery with him, who else could get by. Pega even thought about sending him to college...😭😭 How miserable she was at that age... She was exposed to too much rain, and she still wanted to hold an umbrella for the people around her at all times. Always be sincere to her fans and give back as much as possible... Although Lee never talks about it, and although she still engages in groupie, her love and compassion for her fans are true... It has never changed just because Meds became popular. Xiao Qiao is even more... She is obviously angry and aggrieved, but she packs her things silently, like a little wife, she is truly an angel... But Pega, you are not a sinner either!! When you are with Xiao Qiao, the pure love and sweetness can really make people melt. Xiao Qiao is very aggressive, and even more charming when charming... He and Pega are really a match made in heaven... Two young and passionate souls attract each other... In fact, although Pega has never said it directly, Xiao Qiao has always been her real boyfriend!!!! Otherwise, the outside world keeps talking about Gemini, and everyone says that they are a well-matched couple, because they are a couple to begin with. Help. Li only used the word "break up" when talking about Xiao Qiao! It shows that in her eyes, she and Xiao Qiao are together. Pega and brother, it was impossible very early on... 13 She threw the ring, and the relationship between them was over before it even started. It has never really started... 😭 Being nameless and without status, being rejected, and escaping, where has it ever started... The process of finding a definition can make you see many things clearly. Pega hoped that her old brother would be safe and well, and gave him the greatest tenderness. It was normal for her to want to catch her, and everyone could understand it, but it was really like the "Wheel of Fortune" sung by Burana on the album George gave her... And also like what was sung in November Rain. Nothing can last forever in this November rain, not even the rain itself.

The teacher replied to all 36 chapter comments overnight, and every one of them was full of love. It was really the best Chinese Valentine's Day gift! This chapter is like the Tang Dynasty described by Dream Pillow Tapir as "like a ripe fruit full of wine aroma, but already revealing the smell of rot." The relationship between Lee and MJ is covered in sugar, sweet, tender, and nostalgic. However, from the beginning, Lee was full of hesitation on the way there, like an uneasy beginning. MJ's plan was so good, he booked a flight in advance and guided her to find the old letter and ring, but he ignored it and she would get tired. He used some means to keep Lee, but this was exactly the part that Lee didn't like. There were too many disturbing and unclear things between the two of them. The chain around MJ's neck that MJ gave to Lee became increasingly clear. The ring was a link in the chain. I don't know if there will be a tender ending between them... I just think back and feel very sad for Lee. Her most sincere feelings were rejected by MJ, and then she exiled herself. When she finally decided to turn the page, the ring came back. What did MJ want to express? Guilt? Nostalgic? Has he always cared? Didn't he live up to her friendship? He is taking advantage of Lee's sincerity. No matter what the reason for this use is, it has stepped on Lee's bottom line... Even so, I still hope that they will have a gentle ending. MJ can leave with tenderness and no regrets, and Lee can also pursue her own love god after he leaves.

It was finally unlocked. My teammates had copied the full text to me from my hometown and read it again in Jinjiang. This chapter was so shocking. It made me feel even better when I read it in conjunction with the teacher's new book Just Noise. In addition to shocking the relationship between Riz and Luna, this chapter also made me very shocked. Luna met Dr. Mori when she left the Monte Cristo Road. The undercurrent of history was already surging, but the people in it had no idea. At this time, the Monte Cristo Road was still peaceful, but two years later, Luna's count would really be here. It was sleeping there forever, and fate once again ran parallel. Riz told Luna that it would be too late if he didn't quit, and MJ would also be too late if he didn't quit. It's just that Luna had Ritz, but no one could stop MJ's fall... But at this moment, no one knows, no one knows... This chapter is really shocking.

This chapter is like another shoe that has finally landed. The ending of the meeting between lpl and MJ is quite expected, and there are many hints in the previous article. I feel that their relationship is like falling soot. It was once hot but has cooled down, making people sigh. What makes me feel even more distressed is lpl. Did she really not foresee the outcome of this relationship? This may be the charm of the first person. Most of the time, we readers follow her thoughts and can only capture the unfinished words from her actions. During the quarrel, I felt sad for her, but at the same time I really felt the loneliness of a homeless person - lpl, where is your home? Why do you still feel empty-handed when you come back even though you have clearly gained fame and fortune? Halfway through this chapter, I almost fell into the gray cold rainy night of Las Vegas with her, and when she was crying, I realized that she was still very young. Alas, the deception in the name of "I" seemed like the sincerity given by lpl was not worth mentioning. But it's not. Nico and Xiao Qiao caught the pouring rain and tears. What an attractive haven, and the prototype of a home was vaguely revealed. God please be kind to us lpl 🥺🥺❤️❤️ (And quietly asked if Isa had also flown here)

At this point, I don't want to analyze everyone's thoughts anymore. I cried when I understood. Many words are stuck in my throat and I can't say it. It's uncomfortable... I choose to respect, respect everyone, respect every relationship, respect every choice. And Pega, I feel sorry for you. I don't know how to feel sorry for you... Just because you never write about your depression in this relationship doesn't mean it doesn't exist. I can't tell which one is more painful, giving up you or continuing to love you.

The November rain is finally extinguishing the fire. As loud as the applause from the Royal Albert is, how lonely it is late at night as the plane crosses the Atlantic. After the performance, it was almost 1 o'clock when we returned to the hotel. I waited for Xiao Qiao to go to bed, blow dry her hair and put on the quilt before leaving reluctantly... This love was so strong that it overflowed. Xiao Qiao was distressed but unable to stop her. While helping her pack her luggage, she put on headphones and vitamins, told her to "get out of here" and at the same time told her to sleep for a while and eat something... Ugh😔 Isn't it so tiring? We still have to fly for 11 hours. There is still an 8-hour time difference between London and Vegas. Even the captain can tell that she hasn't slept well... Big sister, I feel sorry for you too😭 The reunion with Nico made me cry so much. Nico, a miserable child with a wandering life experience, has met such a proud girl like his eldest sister in his life. How could he get out!!! When my eldest sister broke up with me before, he cried so sadly 😢💔I think si's heart has changed... She gave Nico sky-high price bracelets and antique cufflinks, and also sponsored him to study in college 😭 Those chaotic and painful days, the long waiting, the confused and infatuated nights, redemption, guilt, old love... All the chaos started because of that lost ring, and maybe it will end because of its reappearance... Maybe, being obsessed with staying together, possessing, and completing an unequal relationship was wrong from the beginning... Perhaps we are ultimately people from two different worlds , but what of it? Drawing from a favorite quote of mine: though our roads diverge, we can still keep battling against the world each in our own way. Because we once had the world's saddest, purest, most rock‑and‑roll kind of love.❤️‍🔥🎸This has comforted me over and over, and I wish it could bring you comfort as well.

Ladder to Heaven 😭 😭 😭 Looking back many years later, I still want to build the Ladder... If I could save everyone... But it really doesn't happen. If my eyes really feel sore and I want to cry, To be a rock and not to roll... I have been practicing this sentence all my life, big sister... 😭 rock n roll but not roll... Big sister!!! 😭 Big sister... I really feel bad... It made me uncomfortable at the beginning... War, family breakdown, mother's indifference and neglect, no news from John... Exclusion caused by racial language, isolation and only music... Why write in English? Love…🥹 Isa silently stretched out her hand to hold hands... He knew that, right? 😭 "How heavy will those clouds be when they fall?" "Let the sky fall... Come all the rain in Los Angeles, let it fall on my balcony." Those rains are the storms and crises that are coming in 2008... They will all fall on your balcony, don't hurt the ones you love... 😭 It's raining outside on 4.1, And George is ironing your shirt... How wonderful that time can stop at that moment... I can smell the smell of rain coffee... Warm and quiet, it's really beautiful... "The pain felt by love in the world is actually hovering between knowing and not knowing." 🥹 Page actually went to perform at the closing ceremony in Beijing, but you didn't go back... 😭 "Go on, kids. Go make some noise." So the memoir is called just noise... 😭 Comfortably Numb evoked that memory again, the chocolate that George handed over with his lips... "... I love you, G, you know I love you." My heart melted... Ahhh! Xiao Qiao is obviously still angry... The same stage as the airship went from wll to the ladder... God, I went from being excited🥵 to feeling extremely uncomfortable... It was such a wonderful, psychedelic and vivid solo 😭 😭 pushing the ladder higher and higher like a high c... And finally falling again. The airship will grow old, it will crash, and you will also grow old... But I really don't dare to look at the back of meds 😭 Big sister... How could fate be like this 😭 I really can't stand it... Has the story of the airship really happened again to you... "When all things return to one, and one is all things. Be a rock, don't roll." 😭 😭 😭 A life-long creed... This is also John's favorite song... This is also a song I like very much. It's so classic. Finally, if you want to build a ladder to heaven for everyone, have you thought about yourself? 🥹🥹😭😭 I'm so sorry for whatever happened to you and I hope you get better and better and live a happy life….😭😭