I want it, I demand it, I need it.
If the world could be turned into a blank slate, I would still want you by my side.
Please note:
1. The blurb and the main characters' names are still undecided. The entire novel is already written.
2. First-person narration. "I" (the uke) have a self-destructive personality and an avoidant attachment style, and can't fall in love with anyone in a healthy way. The seme has a mild personality and a somewhat anxious attachment style, so he isn't very good at expressing love. Please decide for yourself whether this is for you.
3. The uke has always been the seme in previous relationships and has had many exes. The seme is devoted to one person, but won't switch roles. Rest assured! Please decide for yourself whether this is for you.
4. The author is too lazy, so I'm posting the first chapter for now (draft pending). Updates will be irregular.
5. Everything is undecided except the title!
*The title, "All I Have Left Is This Cigarette," is taken from a lyric in "Full Moon" by the band deca joins.
Theme: Smoking is harmful to your health.
