Unsatisfied with Desire

[Let the character speak] ① Shen Yu: This is the first time we meet. My name is Shen Yu. My father, Lian Qiyun, was imprisoned and executed for corruption and bribery, and his family was exiled as slaves. I am no exception. The Shen family of the Marquis of Jing'an Mansion covers the sky outside the Great Wall, with many retainers and clans spread throughout the country. My clever aunt was dissatisfied with being a slave in this desolate land for her whole life, so she resorted to some tricks, and was finally favored by Marquis Jing'an. The Marquis is about to return to Beijing, and he originally wanted to take only my aunt and daughter with him. Until my mother, my biological mother, died mysteriously in a place where no one cares. At this time, someone asked the Marquis for instructions and took me, an orphan, back to the Marquis' mansion. Everything changed... Because of that man. He's fine. My name is Shen Yu, Shen is his surname, and Eu is my first name. ② Shen Yan: I am "that person" in her mouth. I am Shen Yan. My father is the Marquis of Jing'an, who was highly regarded as a pilgrim, and my mother is Princess Changshan, the second sister of the Holy Emperor. I am my grandmother's favorite grandson. I inherited my mother's gentleness, kindness, attentiveness, modesty and courtesy, and my father's firmness, decisiveness, passion and loyalty to the country. I inherited my mother's soft, clear, gentle face, and my father's majestic and virtuous figure. From this point of view, it seems to be perfect. But only I know the sadness and embarrassment behind this. I have a congenital heart disease. Whenever I get sick, I feel so painful that I almost collapse. From a distance, I look like a madman. I am the youngest child in the house. My brothers and sisters are afraid of me and they don't want to play with me. I have a compatriot brother who is a fun-loving person. Gradually, I became reluctant to go out and talk. Everyone said that I was steady, mature, and talked little, but could always accomplish great things. When I was born, a Taoist priest told me my fortune. He said that I was destined to be lonely all my life. So my mother named me "Shen Yan", "Yan" is the same as "Yan", and she hoped that my future would be lively. Later, I met a man. Her parents died and she was left alone. I want to take her back to the Marquis Mansion so that she will no longer be homeless. I didn't expect that this decision would make the rest of my life lively. She's really nice. My name is Shen Yan, Shen is my last name, and Yan is the person I love and the expectations of me. Title ImplicationI am not satisfied with our love. (Chen Eucalyptus/Shen Yan) Small Theater Shen Yan did not look back. He stood there, listening to the small sounds coming from the dry bushes, and his tone was clear. "When did you learn to listen to others?" Shen Yu squatted, feeling that his face was about to burn. She walked out with an unconvinced look on her face: "I was just passing by and you were talking, so I can't disturb you." Seeing her, Shen Yan had a knowing look. "If you don't want to disturb me, why are you eavesdropping?" "I told you I didn't eavesdrop..." The more she retorted, the softer her voice became. Her thin skirt was a little dirty from the dust on the ground. She patted it gently, trying desperately to divert her attention. Shen Yan came over and looked at the half of her skirt that was lifted up. Then he saw her small pair of embroidered shoes with thin soles. He didn't know if his feet would get hurt every time he walked on this road every day. Chen Yu felt uncomfortable when he looked at her. "I didn't mean to..." "I remember that the house just issued moon silver, why don't you do more exercises?" Shen Yan blamed her, and gently squeezed her feet with his hand, "Does it hurt?" Shen Yu didn't feel any pain, but she deliberately let out a low "hmm" and waited for Shen Yan to coax her gently. Shen Yan actually smiled and looked at her: "Really?" Shen Yu said "hmm" again and added: "Brother Yan, it really hurts." She acted coquettishly, and both of them benefited from it. Purpose: Healing is the real authority in the world!