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【Cool, aloof actress with a needy side】VS【Gentle, possessive, teasing unattainable love】(Older, gentle top)
【Blurb】
1.
After waking up, Xiang Qing discovered she was in bed with the woman she’d loved from afar, whom she hadn’t seen in eight years.
She had no memory of their absurd “one-night stand” and coolly refused to take responsibility.
Tears fell one by one from the other woman’s eyes as she asked, aggrieved, “Are you going to abandon me again?”
Xiang Qing’s heart softened at the sight, but she still stubbornly refused to give in.
It was just an accident. She was a rising star at the peak of her career! How could she start dating now?
But there was a reason an unattainable love stayed with you: you just couldn’t forget them.
Xiang Qing acted indifferent, but her feelings had already started to change.
She wanted to kiss her, sleep with her, hold her close, and tell her not to leave.
Later, when she was crying in bed and could barely catch her breath, lingering, tender kisses fell against Xiang Qing’s ear.
Her old flame coaxed her softly. “One more time?”
And Xiang Qing had been so thoroughly hooked from the very start that she’d lost her mind.
The things she’d once sworn by no longer held true.
2.
After they got together, Xiang Qing uncovered the truth her old flame had hidden.
She learned that the woman wasn’t as gentle as she seemed.
Unable to accept being deceived, she chose to break up.
Two years later, at an awards ceremony, someone cornered her backstage in a cramped, narrow alcove.
The woman who had once been gentle to the very core now had eyes brimming with longing.
“Stop running. Can’t you take responsibility for me?”
Hot lips pressed against her body, taking what they wanted without restraint. The woman leaned close to Xiang Qing’s ear and breathed softly.
“You abandoned me twice. I’m really going crazy...”
What does it take for love to count as love? Why can’t you love me for the rest of your life?
By chance, Xiang Qing opened her old flame’s diary and found it filled with her own name.
Only then did she realize that beneath her gentle exterior lay a love that ran so deep. It was because she loved Xiang Qing that she had kept her possessiveness in check.
【Reader’s Guide】
(The reunion at the start takes place in 2024.)
1. Happy ending, first love for both, one-on-one romance, rekindled love
2. Four months apart in age; older top (with just a little role reversal)
3. Industry terminology in the story is fictional and not intended as a reference to real life.
4. The characters aren’t perfect, so please don’t complain about their flaws.
【Important】No characters from the entertainment industry mentioned are based on real people!!! Please don’t speculate about real-life inspirations!!!
Rekindled love, entertainment industry, teasing unattainable love
Theme: Love means growing together and moving forward bravely
Well. I fell in love with a very good person~
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Ah, so the author is also a Leo? Happy birthday [cake]
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""Of course it is Miss Shen's brand..." This is a big bug for the author~ It should be Miss Song