The Girl of My Dreams Wants Me to Take Responsibility

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❤️ Showbiz / seductress / first love / older woman / rekindled romance / both leads' first love / HE

[Cool, elegant, secretly clingy actress] VS [Gentle, possessive, alluring first love]

[Synopsis]

1.

When actress Xiang Qing woke up, she found herself in bed with the woman she had not seen in eight years, her first love.

She had no memory of that absurd "one-night stand" and refused to take responsibility, her face cold.

Tears fell one by one from the other woman's eyes as she asked plaintively, "Are you going to abandon me again?"

Xiang Qing's heart softened at the sight, but she still stubbornly denied it.

It was just an accident. As a rising star at the height of her career, how could she start dating?

But a first love is a first love because you can't stop thinking about her or forget her.

Xiang Qing acted cool and indifferent, but her feelings had already gone astray.

She wanted to kiss her, sleep with her, and hold her close while telling her not to leave.

Later, when Xiang Qing was crying so hard in bed that she couldn't even make a sound, lingering, tender kisses fell beside her ear.

Her first love coaxed her gently: "One more time, okay?"

And Xiang Qing had been so thoroughly ensnared by her from the start that she had lost her mind.

All the things she had once sworn were now meaningless.

2.

After they got together, Xiang Qing discovered the truth her first love had hidden.

She realized that the woman was not as gentle as she seemed.

Under pressure from her career, burdened by her own insecurity, and unable to bear being deceived, she chose to break up.

Two years later, backstage at an awards ceremony, someone cornered her in a narrow, cramped space.

That first love, gentle to the core, now had eyes brimming with longing.

"Stop running. Can't you take responsibility for me?"

Hot lips pressed against her body, taking what they wanted without restraint. The woman leaned close to Xiang Qing's ear and breathed softly.

"You've abandoned me twice. I'm really going to lose my mind..."

What does it take for love to count as love? Why can't you love me for the rest of your life?

By chance, Xiang Qing opened her first love's diary and found her own name written all over its pages.

Only then did Xiang Qing understand that beneath that gentle exterior lay such profound love. It was because she loved Xiang Qing that she had kept all those possessive impulses in check.

Xiang Qing stepped back and collided with a scorching embrace.

Her first love held her tight. The voice by her ear was strangely calm, but excitement lurked beneath it.

"What should we do? You've found out..."

Tender, lingering kisses descended, stealing Xiang Qing's breath. The corners of her eyes reddened, and hot tears fell one by one.

[Reading Guide]

(The reunion at the start takes place in 2024.)

1. HE ending, first loves for both, 1v1, rekindled romance

2. Four months apart in age, older top (with only a brief scene of the bottom taking the lead)

3. Any industry jargon in the story is fictional and has no real-world reference value.

4. The characters aren't perfect, so please don't flame them. They all have flaws.

[Important] No character from the entertainment industry mentioned here is based on a real person!!! Please don't associate them with anyone real!!!

Rekindled romance, showbiz, alluring first love

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[Synopsis]

Supernatural / older woman / aloof beauty / campus / mind-reading / love at first sight vs love that grows over time 💛

Scheming ice queen fox × well-behaved, timid lamb

1. The day Cen Qingyin filled in for her advisor's class, a sweet-looking young woman stopped her in the hallway.

"Hello, senior. My name is Xia Yue."

Cen Qingyin nodded politely. The moment she took the girl's homework, a voice exploded in her mind: [Your fingers are so long, I really want to try them...]

She could suddenly hear Xia Yue's thoughts.

In the cafeteria, Xia Yue bumped into her from behind while carrying a tray: [Senior's body is so soft. She must be wonderful to cuddle.]

Cen Qingyin gripped her chopsticks and ate with an expressionless face. The young woman sat obediently beside her, her eyes as clear as a lamb's.

The girl's face said, "Senior, I'm very well-behaved," but her mind was full of lewd thoughts. All she could think about was how to make Cen Qingyin cry.

Hmph. It wasn't yet clear which one of them would make the other cry.

2. After seeing Cen Qingyin once in class, Xia Yue couldn't get her out of her mind. She dreamed of her goddess every night. Those captivating eyes bewitched her until she was completely lovestruck.

She went to make a wish beneath the wishing tree by the pond. "I'll pay any price, as long as I can be with my goddess!"

Later, as she lay in bed with tears soaking her pillowcase, Xia Yue regretted it a little. Nobody had told her the price would be so high!

Still, her goddess's fingers really were long, and her body really was soft.

"What are you thinking about?"

Cen Qingyin gazed at her with a bright smile, a sly glint in her eyes, like a fox that fed on human essence.

Whenever Xia Yue cried and begged for mercy, Cen Qingyin would lean close to her ear and whisper, "Yueyue, that's not what you were thinking. You clearly want more. How greedy."

3.

Strange things began happening around campus with increasing frequency.

At three in the morning, the practice room piano played by itself. A new door appeared on one floor of the library. The sculpture on the west side of the sports field moved.

One night, her roommate sat up in bed at the crack of dawn, eyes closed and smiling. "I'm going to fulfill my vow."

Cen Qingyin discovered that all the strange occurrences pointed to the wishing tree. Xia Yue was the only person who had made a wish, was still alive, and seemed completely unaffected.

"Why are you all right?"

Xia Yue blushed. "I wished... to be with you, senior."

The young woman looked up at her and asked pitifully:

"Senior, has my wish... come true?"

[Reading Guide]

Four-year age gap, 1v1, both leads' first time, HE, older woman

Folklore studies graduate student senior × timid junior who can read minds after making a wish

Theme: Love means growing together and moving forward bravely.