In his senior year of high school, the introverted Lu Xingxing met the outgoing and cheerful Shen Xinci at an off-campus tutoring institution. The two shared a quadruple room dormitory. Shen Xince would sit by his bed every night and chat. When he was tired of chatting, he would lie down for a while and then return to his bed. This move gradually became a silent understanding. Lu Xingxing began to hug him, and Shen Xinci would hug him back every time before leaving. Three days later, Lu Xingxing plucked up the courage to kiss him, and Shen Xinci did not refuse. From then on, the two secretly kissed in the dark every night, all of which was hidden from the other two roommates. It took less than sixty days for them to separate from each other. Lu Xingxing had to leave due to academic reasons. The night before leaving, he begged Shen Xici to sleep with him for the last night. Shen Xici finally reluctantly agreed, but that night he just lay quietly next to him, keeping a fist's distance away. Lu Xingxing still couldn't let go. Shen Xinci has talked about girlfriends, but has never clearly stated his orientation. He is a person who can talk to anyone. It seems the same with me or without him. Lu Xingxing was not sure what those intimate moments meant - whether it was indifference, adolescent curiosity, or whether he really cared at all. He left with this question that could never be answered, and fell into a long period of longing and pain. The unspoken and unconfirmed emotion was like the cool wind leaking in at night, but no one could tell him where the wind came from.
Concept: The unspoken and unconfirmed emotion is like the cool wind leaking in at night, but no one can tell him where the wind comes from.