Before the Spring Festival in 2021, Lu Xingxing and his sister met Shen Xinci, who was traveling alone, in a bar in Dali. The two drank and played games at the same table. Shen Xinci repeatedly cheated on Lu Xingxing and asked him to hug her during the adventure, and then added WeChat. Coincidentally, they took the same high-speed train the next day. Although they did not meet each other, Shen Xinci took the initiative to contact them, shared their itinerary every day, and made video calls for several hours every night. The ambiguity lasted for more than half a month.
Lu Xingxing applied to be transferred to Chengdu for this relationship. Shen Xinci once said "break up" to him and drove him drunk for three hours to catch the earliest flight to Shandong, which moved him deeply. However, after confirming the relationship, Shen Xinci began to be cold and violent, and eventually the two broke up. Lu Xingxing lost the ability to love, and unconsciously repeated the pattern of cold violence in every subsequent relationship.
Many years later, they met again at a party. After being drunk, Shen Xin persuaded him to stay overnight, but the two had a candid conversation after they sobered up the next day. Lu Xingxing found that he finally let go. He understood that he chose to come to Chengdu back then just to get an answer that he would not regret. Now we have the answer - some roads must be walked by oneself, and the end is not hatred, not forgiveness, but relief.
Intention: Some roads must be walked by oneself, and the end is not hatred, nor forgiveness, but relief.