I'm not very good at writing blurbs.
It's more or less a story set in a small town.
Some place names are based on real ones.
Extremely, extremely slow burn.
The version with all the details:
1.
Winter 2010
A bird started flying around Lan Mengyun.
Little bird, Little Egret, Zhang Lu.
Innocent and carefree, knowing nothing about the world, always circling her and offering her unreserved devotion.
She could shape Zhang Lu inside and out into the perfect lover.
Lan Mengyun once thought she could save the other girl with their relationship.
Instead, she pushed Zhang Lu back into the river of fate.
2.
It took her a long time to realize that so-called innocence was only a facade, hiding a cold-blooded heart.
Zhang Lu's world shut out everyone. No exceptions.
She began to question their relationship, from its beginnings to whether the feelings were real.
She forced the other girl to say, "I love you."
Later, Zhang Lu left without looking back, leaving behind a note.
The torn-off piece bore the three words Lan Mengyun most wanted to hear.
3.
Spring 2018
Zhang Lu set foot in Yangzhou once more.
The city was so monotonous and noisy.
The faces passing by were all strangers.
Crooked walls stood everywhere,
trapping her for so many years.
No real-life inspirations. Do not project real people onto the characters.
Nine-year age gap.
The child is the female lead's older sister's.
One-on-one romance.
The protagonist has moral failings.
Feel free to drop the story without telling me.
Theme: For you, I no longer long to drift.
Suddenly I thought of the word growing pains. Perhaps the so-called growing pains of some children are not caused by growth and development, but the pain caused by the bones healing and growing crookedly after being broken. When they become adults, they will develop dense itches, sharp pains when they try to correct themselves with clumsy self-medication, and the panic when looking at the twisted and weird bones in their bodies.
There are many little wild cats in the yard of the company where my friend works. She often takes pictures of those kittens for me. She took a picture of a dead kitten a few days ago. It was buried next to the green belt. Only one small ear and a small part of its head were exposed above the soil. If you didn't look carefully, you would think it was playing hide-and-seek with other kittens. The little ears and head were not well hidden. There is a song called Kepler in memory of a little fish named Kepler, and there is also a short chapter describing a kitten named Huahua.
Anyway, as long as you two get together in the end [Xingxingyan] I always think about someone saying that I want to torture you
Although that is not good, bad people must be punished
The dislocation of the hand bones can be corrected, but the dislocation of the mental skeleton may be painfully twisted forever after hastily healed. Fortunately, Lele has been accompanied by people who love her since she was a child, but it is hard not to think of a little bird. Perhaps the two bones in her heart grew together abnormally during her growth. I wonder if the abuse in the future will be related to her possible mental trauma.
There was a BT in the horror movies I watched when I was a child. He ate cat meat. As a result, I still think that people who eat cats are BT [cry] [cry] [cry], which is a shadow of my childhood.
I have really been beaten by life. Money can really solve many things. 99% Of my troubles in life are caused by lack of money. [Loading] Talking about money hurts feelings.
What does it mean that all the sugar is over and it's a tonic😭
It can't be that the bastard dad is back. I seem to have said before that I don't know if his sentence will be reduced.
There is no warning🤔Now is not a good time. Don't be too cruel.