It turns out that I didn't suffer from depression, I just suffered from spiritual depletion for 22 years.
When I opened the door in the ancient temple, vast spiritual energy rushed in and healed my soul that was riddled with holes.
They said I was some kind of ancient goddess and that I sucked half of the world's spiritual energy when I awakened.
My parents who used to scold me for being hypocritical are now unable to even touch a corner of my clothes.
And above the sky, Brother Sword Lord, who cut the three realms apart for me, said with a cold face: "Who dares to touch my sister in all the heavens and realms?"
Behind him, one hundred thousand tribesmen responded in unison.
From being abandoned by the whole world to being scrambled by the whole world.
They finally understood that I was not sick, I was just born and should be held high among the stars.
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Reading guide:
1. The ultimate group favorite, sweetness throughout the journey
2. A slap in the face is super refreshing, and the healing power is MAX
3. Dedicated to everyone who has ever felt that they were "not good enough"
Concept: The concept of this novel can be restated as follows:
We are taught to be strong, to be optimistic, to fit into a world that measures "right". But when the light of the soul gradually dims, when breathing becomes a burden, what we often hear is: "You think too much", "You are too fragile", "Why can't you be like others?"
This novel is a gentle and grand hypothesis.
It assumes that your fatigue, numbness, and bone-deep sadness may not be a flaw or mistake, but the natural reaction of a noble soul in the wrong environment. Just like a fish in the deep sea trapped in the shallows, it's not that the fish is sick, it's just that where it is, there is no water for it to survive.
Therefore, it builds a world for you - where your sensitivity is regarded as a treasure, your tears are caught and treasured, and your existence itself is the reason for the celebration. Those qualities that make you regarded as "alien" in reality, there, become the stars that are chased and loved by the whole world.
It is not saying: Escape to another world.
It is using the most gorgeous fantasy to whisper to you: Look, you have never been "broken." You just haven't been truly seen yet, you haven't been in a "homeland" where you can breathe freely.
The love that comes for you across the world is the ultimate compensation for your emotions; the villains and setbacks that crush everything are the most thorough redress for your trampled dignity.
Ultimately, this story wants to plant a shimmering seed in your heart: the reality may be cruel, but you must believe that your own existence is absolutely, absolutely worthy of being deeply loved. You are not a burden to the world, you are the lost starlight that has not yet found its way home.
I hope that when you read, you can temporarily put down the burden on your shoulders and purely experience the feeling of "being unswervingly chosen by the entire world." Then, take this little bit of borrowed light and be more gentle with yourself.
This is not just a story. This is a gift called "You Are Worth It" prepared for you.
