An Tian dropped out of college. During that time, she lived recklessly, drifting through life in a daze.
At her lowest point, she met Ran Li, a proper artsy type and a down-on-his-luck artist. He leaned against the stairwell entrance, his earring glinting with tiny flecks of silver.
That day, they were at a cafe. She lowered her head and said she'd once really envied him.
He asked, "What about now?"
She smiled. "Of course I still..."
"No," he cut her off. "I mean... can't you fall in love with me right now?"
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An Tian knows she's good for nothing, but he's just as listless and gloomy, with pain seeping through every part of his absurdly bleak world.
They were both lost and struggling. She once thought they had no reason to break up.
But they still broke up.
This is her diary of heartbreak.
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May we find a place for our sorrows in each other's hearts.
First person, both leads are sexually inexperienced.
Updates when inspiration strikes.
Theme: Saving yourself
