Someone asked Wu Cixi, "Do you hate them?"
He thought for a long time.
Did he hate the senior who slashed his face in the restroom? Yes. But that person had already been fired, so hating him was pointless.
Did he hate his father? Yes. But he couldn't forget the way his father knelt down to wipe the mud off him after his mother died.
Did he hate the close friend his age who'd shared countless meals with him? Yes. But he was even more afraid that the other man wouldn't be all right after leaving the group.
Did he hate the person who first made him feel at ease? He hated him like hell. But when he got sick, he realized that without him by his side, he didn't even know how to swallow a meal.
Later, he understood.
It wasn't that he was too softhearted. He was afraid.
Afraid that everyone who had loved him would eventually disappear from his life, just like his mother. So he'd rather swallow his feelings, rather give in, rather pretend he didn't hate them, if it meant keeping them by his side.
Even if only for a little while.
It was raining in Seoul again. His knee had started aching faintly, an old injury from a magazine shoot more than ten years ago. He touched the faded packet for the hand warmer in his pocket. Someone had secretly slipped it to him that year.
He couldn't bring himself to throw it away.
He never could.
People who are too softhearted can't even bear to throw away their trash.
I like giving disgraced men a romantic glow, but the main purpose is to bring out the damp, lingering emotions of the empress dowager and create a tragic atmosphere. It's a reverse-harem story. Let all the men in the story fall for the empress dowager, hahahaha.
Please don't connect this to real people. There will be lots of gossip. If I write a character you dislike, please leave. If I write a character you like in an unflattering way, please leave. If I write a plot you dislike, please leave.
I'm not very good at writing forum posts, but I'll read any suggestions.
Theme: Hate is the surface. Fear is the truth
Symptoms of tinnitus include anxiety and depression
What is the psychology of this Lee Min Hyuk?
I wasn't used to it before, but the more I watched it, the more I liked it, it's beautiful (*≧ω≦)
Why only Jaemin? Jaemin and Jeno joined the club together, and Haechan was earlier than them.
Maybe I have another account, but the style feels very familiar [Glasses]
Isn't it coming out on NCT? At this time, do you have Dahei's txt, JYP's fans, and YG's gem box?
Are you looking at your fingers because they sometimes tremble? Uncontrollable trembling of fingers is a classic symptom of somatization of anxiety disorder. 😣 A small bitter melon
Ah, try your best to get this Hermione Li offline faster. What do you want to do?
Damn, are you still updating? Asking for food, I finally found such a good cook 😣
Just like a little bitter gourd, he won't end up crazy in the end, right TT